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I originally wanted to reply to Chen Yajing's news, but in the end I held back, in order to control myself, I turned off my mobile phone directly, because I felt that talking too much at this time was not as good as talking to her directly after meeting her, and I suddenly had a feeling in my heart, that is, Chen Yajing said this, maybe it was also a test of me, if I really went to Tibet to find her, I guess she would also be moved. Purple You Pavilion .
Of course, this is just my own opinion.
I didn't sleep that night. I was thinking about the conversation with Chen Yajing, after waking up the next morning, I explained to the tiger girl, I went to the 4S shop to maintain the car, and went directly to the highway after I was done, to be honest, before I went, my attitude in my heart was very resolute, and the confidence was also very strong, but when the car really drove into the highway, when it was getting farther and farther away from the city, my heart was slowly filled with a sense of confusion and unsteadiness, I began to doubt whether I could find Chen Yajing on this trip, after all, it was the whole of Tibet, Not a city.
My first destination, is Chengdu, anyway, it took two days to Chengdu, in Chengdu originally planned to stay a few more days, on the one hand, to supplement some energy, after all, these two days of driving is too tired, on the other hand, I have to have a process of adapting to altitude sickness, I have to boil Rhodiola to drink first, otherwise after entering Tibet, the high altitude is serious, and it will be the same as before, it will be troublesome, it is estimated that Chen Yajing has not found it by then, and I will not be able to do it first.
When I was staying in Chengdu, Zheng Hu also called me, saying that Aunt Zheng told him one thing before she died, that is, let him run his company well, and he couldn't just throw it away, and he also promised Aunt Zheng, so now he has decided to go back to re-operate, and calling me is to tell me.
Seriously, I am still very relieved and happy for him to hear Zheng Hu say this, in this way, the matter on Zheng Hu's side can basically be solved very well, the company is still his, and the relationship between him and Ma Duoduo should also be broken, which is exactly what I want to see.
Of course, as for what is going on between Zheng Hu and Ma Duoduo now, I am actually quite curious, but I don't dare to ask Zheng Hu more, but there is probably no suspense about the divorce of the two, I just hope that Zheng Hu can cheer up as soon as possible. Then run the company well, and then find a woman who really likes him.
After chatting with Zheng Hu about the company, he suddenly mentioned to me that Ma Duoduo was coming, which made me a little embarrassed, but Zheng Hu didn't say anything, just said that this matter was over, and he hoped that the relationship between the two of us could be restored to the original state, and said that a woman like Ma Duoduo, he can get rid of it now, maybe it's a good thing.
I don't know how to tell him, I just feel guilty, so I had to say sorry to him, Zheng Hu smiled, half-jokingly and half-seriously: "I'm sorry you also said, I also accept your apology, and it'll be okay in the future, okay?" Passed? ”
I smiled and said okay.
That's it, after chatting with Zheng Hu, my heart is much more relaxed, as long as the two brothers talk about it, there is no pimple in my heart, and I can get along well in the future, and I can go to find Chen Yajing with all my heart, and I don't have to worry about anything else.
Probably Chen Yajing has replied to my messages before, and she doesn't have to continue to "play dead", about two days after I came to Chengdu, Chen Yajing's WeChat circle of friends came alive again, and sent some photos and some sentences, photos, all of them are photos with details, what small items or something, anyway, it has nothing to do with the scenery and location, so I can't analyze where she is from these photos.
And the sentences she sent, but it made me feel uneasy, because the sentences are some sentences related to starting over, forgetting the past, etc., she posted these, which inevitably made me feel that she was beginning to give up on me in her heart, so it always made me cranky, although I have always emphasized in my heart: Chen Yajing has liked me for so many years, I know her very well, I am sure that she will not dislike me easily, but I am still a little uneasy, I am afraid that she will slowly fade my feelings, and then I will not have the opportunity to get married.
While worrying, I also have a sense of steadiness in my heart. That's the matter between me and Ma Duoduo, when it wasn't exposed before, I was always unsteady and uneasy in my heart, for fear that one day this bomb would explode, but now that I've made it clear, I don't have this worry. And once Chen Yajing and I can go through this catastrophe, then there will definitely be no major problems between the two of us.
Chen Yajing's work, Gao Meng also talked a lot with her, and Gao Meng also acted as a spy, constantly taking her words from Chen Yajing. I hope to find out where she is, but Chen Yajing doesn't play it at all, she probably understands in her heart that if she tells Gao Meng, Gao Meng will definitely tell me, so Gao Meng wasted a long time, and there was no gain at all, and then he could only say to me: "I have persuaded her for a long time, I hope she can give you a chance, anyway, she said a lot of good things, but it is useless, she also said that if I tell her about you again, she will ignore me in the future, so I can't do it, you can do the rest yourself, I hope you can get her back! ”
In this way, with the anxiety in my heart, with the expectation of Gao Meng, and with the guilt of Chen Yajing, after I repaired, I resolutely drove into the Sichuan-Tibet line and began the second trip into Tibet in my life.
Unlike the last time, this time to come to the season, it is late winter, the temperature difference between the Sichuan-Tibet line during the day and at night is particularly large, so that I am a little difficult to adapt, and if there is snow and ice on the road, the road will have to be closed, anyway, I spent a total of half a month to Lhasa, during this period also suffered a lot, what traffic jams or something are common, the car also hit the cliff and rubbed off the paint, anyway, a lot of bad situations, have been touched by me, if there is a companion in the car, it may be better. But I came alone, and in the past month and a half, I have endured too much psychologically, but I have never flinched, and I think it is worth doing all this in order to find Chen Yajing.
I may have been to Tibet before. It may also be that the speed of entering Tibet this time is not fast, and my ability to adapt to the high reaction has been strengthened, and after arriving in Lhasa, my reaction is not very strong, which makes me very relieved, because there is no problem with my body. I will have more time and energy to find Chen Yajing.
Of course, it is not easy to find Chen Yajing in such a big place, I thought about how difficult it is before I came, and when people get to this job, they will find that it is much more difficult than they imagined. After coming out of the hotel in the morning, the whole person was completely confused, and the loudest voice in his head was: "How the fuck am I going to find this?" Where to look? ”
Later, I thought of a more traditional way to find someone in my hometown, that is, to print flyers and then post a missing person notice, but that was the local method in my hometown after all. This is Tibet, is Lhasa, if you go everywhere to post a missing person notice, it is estimated that it will cause unnecessary trouble, so I am not optimistic about this method, but then I thought about it from a different angle, that is, there are a lot of people who go into Tibet to travel by car, if I print out the missing person notice, send it to these tourist drivers and tourists or something, they go back, but they have to take the Qinghai-Tibet line, and some of them come from the Qinghai-Tibet line, Sichuan-Tibet goes back, so that the news may be spread to the entire Sichuan-Tibet line and Qinghai-Tibet line, It is estimated that in that case, it will be easier to find Chen Yajing.
If you think about it, this method is quite feasible. But the content of the leaflet, I think we have to think about it carefully, because if you follow the traditional search notice, the effect may not be so good, and I am not just looking for Chen Yajing, but to apologize to her, hoping that she can forgive me, so on the first day after coming to Lhasa, I didn't go anywhere, I went back to the hotel after breakfast, and then began to think about how to write my missing person notice.
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