Although Chen Yajing's mother's words did not help me substantially, I was already very happy in my heart, after all, her mother's attitude towards me had improved, and I thought that her mother would relented sooner or later and told me Chen Yajing's whereabouts, after all, in her opinion, she also hopes that Chen Yajing can live happily in the future, as long as she believes that I will not do anything to be sorry for Chen Yajing, she will still be towards me more or less.

And I didn't give up looking for Chen Yajing myself, I also thought a lot, if she wasn't in the local area, where was she most likely to be? The provincial city is the place where she has stayed for the longest time in addition to her hometown, and there are many classmates and friends there, so it is still more likely to stay there.

But if you think about it carefully, if Chen Yajing goes out, on the one hand, she is avoiding me, on the other hand, she is also distracted, if she is distracted, she will generally go to travel or something, go to find her classmates and friends or something, it is unlikely, so I feel that Chen Yajing is most likely to travel now, such as going to Yunnan, or Tibet or the like, and it is also possible to go to other tourist places, but this is my own speculation after all, and there is no direct evidence, so after I considered it, I finally went to the provincial capital first, On the one hand, look at the company's recent situation, and on the other hand, it is also to find Chen Yajing.

But I tried my best to find a lot of people to help me inquire, including Chen Yajing's college classmates or something, but they found nothing, and many people also helped me with advice, and analyzed a lot of where Chen Yajing is most likely to be and so on, anyway, looking at their posture, they should all seem to really want to help me, so they should really not know where Chen Yajing is, in this way, basically ruled out the possibility of Chen Yajing in the provincial capital.

And she is not in the provincial capital, nor in her hometown, so the rest of the places are Yunnan and Tibet are the most likely, after all, Chen Yajing has been to these two places, and the memories left for her are also relatively special and profound, and they are also the easiest to cleanse the soul.

But Yunnan is as big as Tibet, if Chen Yajing is really there, can I find her? That's not like looking for a needle in a haystack, and it's not necessarily if people aren't there, so I didn't go to Yunnan to Tibet right away, but I had this sign in my heart, and I insisted on it for a few days, and if there was no news of her, I would go for the time being.

And during this period, I also kept sending messages to Chen Yajing, and later I also sent my suspicion that she was in Yunnan in Tibet, and told her very clearly, if there is no news from her, I will go directly to Yunnan to Tibet to look for it, and if I can't find it for a month, I will look for two months, and if it doesn't work for two months, it will take a year or two years until I find her.

After these messages were sent, Chen Yajing still didn't reply to me, and then I really couldn't wait, I got to the point where I couldn't sleep and eat every day, I felt that if Chen Yajing didn't show up again, my whole person would collapse, so I called her mother vigorously, hoping that she could help me, even if it was to tell me which province Chen Yajing was in.

Fortunately, Chen Yajing's mother was soft-hearted, and under my soft grinding and hard bubbles, she finally told me, saying that she was in Tibet, and she was in Lhasa a while ago, and she didn't know where she was now, because Chen Yajing didn't tell her, and after telling me this, she sighed: "I didn't want to tell you this, but Chen Yajing has been over there, and I'm also worried about her safety, so I tell you, it's not all about helping you, I also hope you can find her, bring her back, and think about her safety!" After all, a girl's family, so far away, I really don't feel at ease as a mother! ”

Chen Yajing's mother can tell me this, I am already very grateful, I told her that I will go to Tibet, even if I have searched the whole Tibet, I want to find Chen Yajing back, Chen Yajing and her mother heard me say this, very happy, said that after listening to my words, she was very comfortable in her heart, and told me a lot, on the one hand, it is the safety of going to Tibet, on the other hand, it is also for me to pay more attention in the future, and keep a little distance from other girls or something, don't have such a situation this time, I said absolutely not.

That night, when I sent a message to Chen Yajing, I told her that I was going to Tibet to find her, and after sending the message, I was still thinking, whether I should fly directly to Lhasa, or drive by myself, if I take a plane, it must be the most comfortable, I don't have to worry so much, and I am not tired, but after I go to Lhasa, it is more troublesome, because the traffic in Tibet is not very convenient, if I find someone in Lhasa, it is fine, if I go to other more remote places, it is very inconvenient, And self-driving can solve this problem to a large extent, but it is too tiring to go by car, anyway, after thinking about it, I finally decided to drive to Tibet, because I think that in order to find Chen Yajing, it is worth any hardship and tiredness.

It's just that what I didn't expect was that at twelve o'clock that night, when I was going to sleep, Chen Yajing actually replied to my WeChat message, she said: "Who told you that I was in Tibet?" ”

To be honest, I really didn't expect her to reply to my messages, I always felt that unless I found her in person, she would not bother with me again, at this moment I can't express my excitement in words, and even so excited that I can't type Chen Yajing, after a long time, I finished typing tremblingly, and replied to her: "You don't care where I know, anyway, you are in Tibet now, if you have the ability, you will hide from me for a lifetime, see if I can find you!" ”

Then Chen Yajing replied: "First of all, I want to tell you that I am not in Tibet, and secondly, even if I am here, you don't have to look for me, I have already thought about it during this time, the two of us are not suitable for marriage, and I also feel that I can let go of you, so let's stop here, so it will be good for you and me!" ”

Chen Yajing can say this, it is also my expectation, I am mentally prepared for this, and I will not give up easily, I said to her: "I don't want to explain to you more about Ma Duoduo, anyway, after getting along with you, I didn't do anything to be sorry for you, if you break up with me because of this, I won't agree, and whether you agree or not, I just want to find you, you just go to the ends of the earth, I want to find you!" ”

After sending these words, I quickly asked her if she could call or talk to me on the video or something, just send a WeChat message, it was not clear, she did not answer my question, but continued to persuade me, saying: "I'm really not in Tibet, don't go, and I really don't want to see you, I have a new boy now, I feel like I'm chatting with each other, so you better give up!" ”

As soon as Chen Yajing's words came out, it made me chuckle in my heart, to be honest, I don't believe her words, it is impossible for her to like others easily, not to mention my relationship with her, how long has it been, how can she come out of the shadow of her relationship with me so easily, and like others again, this is simply impossible, although I know very well in my heart that she is lying to me, but seeing her say this, it is still a little uncomfortable, I originally wanted to refute a few words with her, but what is the use of arguing with her so much, Anyway, I knew that what she said was not what she was talking about.

So I thought about it and said to her, "I don't care if you have a new favorite, I'm just going to find you anyway!" I don't want to lose you, and I won't lose you, I'm willing to use everything I have in exchange for growing old with you, it's my own business! ”

Chen Yajing sent me a few question marks, and then continued: "Are you sick?" I don't like you anymore, why are you still coming to me? It's a waste of time and energy for you to come, it's impossible for the two of us! ”

Although I especially want to say a few more words to Chen Yajing, after all, I haven't heard from her for so long, and I'm about to get anxious, but I also know that at this juncture, her mouth should be very hard, and it's not good for me to talk too much to her, so I didn't bother with her, just told her that if there is nothing wrong, just rest early, anyway, I will go to Tibet.

Chen Yajing seemed to know that she couldn't persuade me, so she replied to me: "Then whatever you want, you can't find me anyway, even if you find it, the two of us won't be the same as before, you should be mentally prepared in advance!" Don't make yourself uncomfortable! ”