Chapter 41 Interpretation

It turned out that the last time she was in the house in the small alley, when she was sorting out the records, the photo in the wallet she saw was her, and she should have thought of what it meant to be able to put the girl's photo in her wallet.

First love, what a strong and powerful word.

First love is the most beautiful in life, but it is also unforgettable, no wonder he seems so hesitant, it can make An Chengxuan change color instantly, even if it is Jane, she can't do it.

Thinking about it, suddenly the sound of the cup falling to the ground and breaking sounded, and Jane came back to her senses in fright.

"What's the matter with you!" The man drinking coffee in the coffee shop in front of him was angry at her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

"How?" The lady next to him also helped the man clean his clothes and accosted him.

Xi Yu, who was at the next table, walked over and stood beside Yi Jian, "I'm really sorry, I'll make you another cup, count it on mine, please don't be angry." Then he picked up Yijian and walked back.

"I'm restless again, how many times have you been like this this month?"

Yi Jian stared at her plate and whispered, "I'm sorry. ”

"I'm not the guest just now, why are you telling me I'm sorry, are you feeling unwell?" Xi Yu gestured and touched Yijian's forehead, "I don't have a fever." ”

Yijian took Xiyu's hand, "I'm fine!" ”

"It's okay, I thought you were out of love."

"What?"

"What, if I didn't know that you don't have a boyfriend, I really thought you were out of love, in a trance all day long, and fell into evil."

Also, Yijian also felt that she really liked to think crankily these days, and it couldn't go on like this, so she regained her spirit and said, "I'm fine, go to work!" ”

Xi Yu looked at Yi Jian's back with a puzzled expression.

When you meet, you mess up, I mess up my heartbeat.

A Starbucks on the corner of Zhongshan Road. A song by WizKhalifa and Charlie Puth singing "SeeYouAgain" was playing in the cafΓ©!

An Chengxuan and Lin Yin sat facing each other.

"Long time no see!" In the end, it was Lin Yin who spoke first.

An Chengxuan didn't react, picked up the coffee on the table and took a sip.

"In seven years, from teenager to youth, you seem to have matured a lot."

"It is said that the more mature a man is, the more attractive he is, it doesn't seem to be false at all, you are a little more handsome now than before."

An Chengxuan finally looked at her, but still didn't say a word.

"By the way, I've seen your news report on TV, and you're doing a great job." Lin Yin put down the coffee cup in his hand and said.

Cheng Xuan began to frown impatiently, and his voice was a little harsh, "You asked me to come just to say this?" ”

Lin Yin's fingers holding the coffee cup trembled. She knew he was still thinking about the past.

"No, I'm here this time..."

As soon as Lin Yin was about to explain, An Chengxuan snatched the right to speak.

The voice was deep but clear, "Decide without permission, disappear without permission, since you have made me a ridiculous fool, at least tell me the ins and outs, what the hell is going on." ”

Although Cheng Xuan was calm on the surface, his tone was not very happy, as if he had been suppressed for a long time.

"Even if you leave, at least let me know, don't you?"

"I'm sorry, I didn't know at the time." Lin Yin interrupted abruptly and began to speak slowly, "When I was a freshman in high school, my father received an invitation letter from the United States, inviting my father to come and preach. ”

"My dad said he didn't know English, but he didn't want to miss this rare opportunity, so he promised me that he would let us stay together as long as I lived with him for two years until I graduated from high school."

If she knew seven years ago that her father had planned all this, she would not have hesitated to refuse, but she didn't think about it so much at that time, she only thought that as long as she could be with An Chengxuan, she was willing to try, so she didn't think about it, after all, she was only a seventeen or eighteen-year-old child at that time.

In the past few years, she can't help but think, even if everything is in her knowledge, can she escape the fate of being escorted on the plane?

In retrospect, everything was like fate and couldn't be changed.

Lin Yin darkened his eyelids, "But later I learned that he lied to me, from the United States to Europe, and then to the Middle East, he has been taking me from place to place, and it was not until these two years that we returned to the United States." ”

"I thought about coming back to you a few years ago, but I couldn't bear to see my father in a foreign country, lonely, and helpless, so I couldn't leave him and come back alone."

"Later, time passed little by little, and my memory of that period became more and more blurred, and when I calmed down, I no longer had the impulse of the year, people will grow up, and they will change."

"I was thinking that maybe from the moment I got on the plane, our first love was over, and our hazy youth was over, and all that was left was our infatuation and persistence."

Lin Yin raised her head and said apologetically, "I'm sorry to make you sad!" ”

An Chengxuan smiled bitterly, and his calm and restrained tone was mixed with sadness. "Do you want to hear what I say, do you want to say that everything in the past will pass away, or do you want to thank you for your obsession and persistence. All of this is just your thoughts, have you ever thought about my feelings? ”

Can she feel at ease with that? She would never know how he had survived the year since she was gone, it was as if he had climbed out of a cliff and fallen deeper into the abyss again.

"You know I didn't mean to hurt you, and you know in your heart that I loved you more than you loved me."

"Although I have to admit that I am a little afraid of your anger and your indifference, I still can't stop my determination to love you." Lin Yin suddenly lowered his voice and said.

"But I've never lost my temper with you."

"I know, but I'm still scared, scared if one day you don't love me anymore."

"Heh..."An Chengxuan smiled.

There is so much unknown sourness in that smile.

After a while, Lin Yin said faintly, "Have you ever regretted falling in love with me?" ”

"Yes."

Lin Yin's eyes widened with some sadness, "When?" ”

"Now!"

After speaking, An Chengxuan got up and wanted to leave, but before he left two steps, a little boy ran in, hugged An Chengxuan's thigh, looked up questioningly, and looked at him with a bright look, "Daddy? ”

An Chengxuan looked down at the little boy, not knowing what the situation was.

Lin Yin, who reacted, shouted softly, "Jimmy, comehere." ”

Only then did the little boy glance at it and happily jumped into Lin Yin's arms, "Mom." ”

An Chengxuan was stunned, squinted at Lin Yin, who was staging a mother-son love scene, and asked in a sarcastic tone. "You're married?"

Lin Yin rubbed Little Jimmy's face and replied secretly, "No." ”

Cheng Xuan stared at him in puzzlement.

"Jimmy, where's Grandpa?" Lin Yin asked.

"In. . . There. Jimmy pointed to the old man in his mid-teens at the door.

An Chengxuan turned his eyes to look at the door, the person seemed to have been standing at the door for a long time, but he didn't dare to come in, An Chengxuan's eyes were a little trembling, the person who made him desperate and angry back then was now standing in front of him, but he had confused his inner feelings.

An Chengxuan walked away, passing by his side, and saw his empty eyes, slightly hanging his head and not making a sound, it seems that he has not been so good over the years, is he guilty? Or do you regret seeing him now?

Should he be happy?

Today, Yijian didn't receive a call from An Chengxuan to pick her up and go home, and she was a little worried and disappointed, got off the bus, and walked on the road a little depressed, and when she first arrived at the door, An Chengxuan had just arrived home and was parking.

An Chengxuan got out of the car, he stopped, raised his eyes to look at Yijian, and Yijian also looked at him, his dark pupils were a touch of melancholy.

He looked away and stepped into the villa, the corners of Yijian's mouth moving.

She looked at Cheng Xuan's back a little anxiously and spoke, and her body moved forward unconsciously, "Don't you have anything to explain to me?" ”

"Explain what?" An Chengxuan stopped and looked back.

Isn't this what she should have questioned him, how did it become a rhetorical question, and what kind of expression is this, angry eyes, as if someone owes him millions.

"Explain you.. and her past. Yijian's eyes were sour. She had warned herself that even if he confirmed it himself, even if he admitted that he had an unforgettable past, she should not be jealous, not sad, and not be able to show it, but now her tear ducts were a little disobedient.

"Nothing to explain." Cheng Xuan turned around and said in a cold and ruthless voice.

Yijian froze, looking at his uncertain expression at a loss, his indifferent and resolute back, and suddenly understood, this is probably what he looked like seven years ago, is he ready to go back to seven years ago?

Yijian, who felt a little stuffy in his chest, closed his eyes, and said as if there was something in his throat, "Have you ever regarded me as your girlfriend?" Her voice was not loud or small, and An Chengxuan could just hear it.

"What about you." Yijian's choked throat was replaced by An Chengxuan's louder roar, "Do you think of me as your boyfriend, and if so, why are you still entangled with Yan Yi and broken the thread." ”

The excessive anger made Yijian a little stunned, tears suddenly ran out of her eyes and swirled in her eyes, and she immediately avoided her gaze and looked down at her shoes. His anger, his dissatisfaction, seemed to have been suppressed for a long time.

Entangled and disconnected, is this An Chengxuan's evaluation of her and Yan Yi, if so, then why does he still need her.

Mother heard the sound of a quarrel at the door and hurriedly walked out.

"What's the matter, you guys are arguing?"

After a while, An Chengxuan replied, "No! Then he turned and went into the house.

An's mother stared at Yi Jian who clenched her fists again, "Yi Jian." What's wrong with you? ”

Yijian looked up laboriously and chuckled, "It's okay, Mom." She hurriedly avoided An's mother's thoughtful eyes, and quickly bypassed An's mother and walked into the villa.

They didn't say a word for several days, even if they looked at each other by chance, they avoided each other awkwardly, and they sat down one after the other at the table, is this a quarrel between lovers, or is it over? He obviously knew that the relationship between her and Yan Yi was not what he thought, was he looking for an excuse to break up?

There are a lot of customers in the cafΓ© today, and I am too busy to think about anything else, so I keep running back and forth in the coffee shop. When she was cleaning up the plate, she inadvertently looked up and saw Lin Yin standing at the door, she seemed to be looking around for something, and Yijian wanted to avoid it, but it was too late to meet the eyes she looked at.

She smiled at her, she came to her?

Yijian walked to her uncertainly with a plate, "Miss Lin, are you here for coffee?" ”

Lin Yin shook his head and smiled, "No, I'm here to find you." ”

"Looking for me?" Jane was surprised, come... Declare war? Or come... Declaration of sovereignty? No, she shouldn't know her relationship with An Chengxuan yet, and she can't help but speculate.

"Uh.." Yi Jian looked back at the busy crowd in the back, "If I can, I have two hours of rest at noon." ”

"Okay, then I'll wait for you."

β€œHello。”

Yijian looked at the source of the voice, only to find that Lin Yin was holding a three- or four-year-old child, all because she had just looked at Lin Yin too much, but she didn't see the little boy standing beside her.

Yi Jian said in a daze, "Hello." Then he looked back at Lin Yin with incomprehensible eyes.

Lin Yin smiled and said, "Oh, my son." ”

Yijian was surprised, but Lin Yin didn't care, and pointed to the corner of the inside and said, "I'll just sit there, right?" ”

"Hmm." The sound of one word was dragged out for a long time.

"Then I'll wait for you there, you get busy first." As he spoke, he took the little boy's hand and walked over.

Yijian didn't have time to think about what the situation was, and then she disappeared into the busy work.