Chapter 42: Détente

At noon, in order to avoid people's eyes and ears, or for fear of quarrels, I finally changed places to speak.

Come to a special kid-themed restaurant.

"I'm sorry, I wanted Jimmy to have a place to play, so I chose this place." Lin Yin said.

"It's okay, I don't mind, he's called... jimmy? ”

"Yes, it's naughty, isn't it..."Lin Yin smiled as he looked at Jimmy, who was playing happily not far away.

Between her smiles, her noble expression naturally revealed, so that Yijian had to marvel at her elegant and delicate light.

"Hehe... The boy was originally more lively, but his... What about the father? Yijian hesitated to ask, because she was afraid that this answer would be a little unacceptable to her.

Lin Yin didn't answer, but looked at Yijian's eyes and asked implicitly, "I heard that you and Chengxuan quarreled?" ”

How would she know?

The surprise on Yi Jian's face had already betrayed herself, and Lin Yin asked with certainty, "Is it because of me?" ”

"No, it's not... It's just a normal bickering between brothers and sisters. Yijian lowered his eyes and looked at his ten-fingered hands.

"You don't have to hide it from me, I already know everything, your relationship..."Lin Yin looked at her and said slowly.

"What?" Yijian opened her mouth in surprise, and her mind went blank.

"It was Cheng Xuan who told me." She smiled, and then said with a serious face, "I was surprised at first, but then I gradually understood. ”

"Understand what?" Her voice, low and small.

"The women who can make An Chengxuan fall in love must be understanding, gentle and lovely, I knew you were a good girl from the first time I saw you." Lin Yin explained with a look of determination.

Maybe it's really like this, the person he loved, but Yijian didn't dare to position himself so noble.

"You've won the prize, I'm not as good as you say." Otherwise, An Chengxuan would not have snubbed himself for her.

"I hope you don't get me wrong, although he and I used to be lovers, but it's already in the past, and now we are just okay with each other and don't interfere with each other."

"I hope you don't get mistaken by my presence."

"No, it's not because of you..." Although she is also one of the reasons, how can she admit it to her face.

"It's not because of my words, it's because... A boy named Yan Yi? Lin Yin asked with a smile.

"He's told you everything..."Yijian looked even more surprised, confused.

"It's just a few mentions, but I guess that's what it should be."

"Hehe... I didn't expect An Chengxuan to be jealous, I've never seen him like this before, and it's quite cute..."Lin Yin remembered the day before yesterday when she met An Chengxuan again, An Chengxuan's expression, his sour words, couldn't help but surprise her, she had to have a new understanding of the man in front of her.

"Jealous?"

Are you sure it wasn't intentional?

"yes, hehe... It seems that he loves you more than I thought. Something flashed in Lin Yin's eyes.

Yijian could see from her eyes that she still cared a little, and there were some feelings that were not a taste.

"Didn't he give up Miss Tan for you?"

Hearing this, Yijian had a surprised expression again, could it be that An Chengxuan even told her this?

Lin Yin knew what Yijian was thinking, so she explained, "Oh, I asked him, because I read a report about his scandal, so I know about Miss Tan." ”

"It seems that you are luckier than the two of us, the two of us, one loves him to no avail, the other is not loved by him, but you can make him love without scruples and wholeheartedly, to be honest, I really envy you a little..."

"Maybe it's destined in the dark, destined for him to meet you and fall in love with you, and only you can let him get out of the shadow of the past so quickly." A faint bitterness floated in Lin Yin's heart.

"I..."

"But I'm also very content with my current life, with Jimmy and my father, and the three of us are having a good time."

"That's... What about the father of the child? ”

Lin Yin smiled and said, "I don't know, I'm probably saving the dead in which country I'm doing now, hehe..."

Looking at Yijian's stunned expression and didn't know what to say, Lin Yin continued, "He is a doctor in the International Volunteer Medical Team, and we met four years ago when we were volunteers in Ethiopia. ”

"Then why didn't he come back with you?" Yijian asked cautiously.

"I haven't heard from him for a long time, you may think it's strange, hehe..., we fell in love there quickly, and soon after falling in love, I followed my father to other countries to preach, and he also followed the medical team to continue his dream of the world, so we parted ways, but in the second month after separation, I unexpectedly found out that I was pregnant, and after careful consideration, I still gave birth to Jimmy and raised him alone, thinking that this is proof of our love after all."

Yijian was surprised by Lin Yin's ease, and admired her decisiveness and strength, "So, you haven't seen each other since then?" ”

"Well, that's why Jimmy mistook Seung-hyun for his dad because he had seen his picture in my room."

Two hours passed quickly, and after saying goodbye to Lin Yin, Yijian seemed to let go of the big stone in her heart, and suddenly felt much more relaxed, looking at the air in the sky was much clearer, so she walked back to the café leisurely.

She thought as she walked, she had to admit that Lin Yin was the woman she admired the most so far, her thoughts, her beliefs, her pursuit and persistence discouraged many women, her chic, her freedom, is not what ordinary women dare to have the courage to bear, from her, Yijian saw from her the intellectuality and open-mindedness that real women have.

No matter how good the memories are, they are only the past. We all know this, but very few of us actually do it. And she perfectly interprets the past, and if it is beautiful, it will stay in the past.

With her alone, An Chengxuan loves her as a matter of course.

The moment of conversation with her, Yijian didn't feel like a rival in love, and it was like a heart-to-heart friendship between bosom friends who hated to see each other late, which couldn't help but make her want to paraphrase what the Greek said, "If I were a man, I would fall in love with her." ”

At about 9 o'clock in the evening, the prompt of the low battery of the mobile phone sounded, and Yijian rummaged through the bag for a while, but did not find it, and suddenly remembered that the charging cable was lent to Lin Ma yesterday to charge, and now it should still be in the living room, so he got up and prepared to go down to get it.

went down to the staircase, and An Chengxuan just came in from the door, he worked overtime again today?

His eyes were bloodshot and dim, he hesitated a few seconds when he walked in front of Yi Jian, Yi Jian wanted to care about him a little, but he couldn't save his face and open this mouth first, An Chengxuan walked straight upstairs.

After he went upstairs, Yijian stood in place for a while, a little unable to remember what she was going to do when she came downstairs, and only remembered when she returned to the room again, so she ran downstairs quickly and took the charging cable.

On Thursday, the café was still busy, and Yijian answered a phone call in a hurry, it was Lin Yin calling, if it wasn't for Lin Yin's name on the caller ID, she almost forgot the last time the two exchanged numbers.

"Hey..."

"It's me, Lin Yin."

"I know."

"Yijian, I have a reluctant request, I hope you can help me."

"What's the matter, you say."

"That's right, tomorrow I want to take my dad to the hospital for a full body check-up, but it's not good to take Jimmy, all I want to ask you to help take care of Jimmy for a day, you know I just returned to China, there is no one else to please..."

Tomorrow? It was Friday, she thought about it, and agreed, "I... Try to change shifts with your colleagues, and I'll call you back later if I can. ”

"Okay, thanks."

For such a commission, it is the second time, and Yijian is not as flustered as the first time, but think about it, after all, there was An Chengxuan's help last time, and this time...

The next day, Yijian came to the place where she had made an appointment with Lin Yin, looked around for a while, and didn't see Lin Yin's figure, and suddenly the doll behind her sounded, "Auntie... here…”

Jane turned around, and Jimmy ran at her excitedly.

Yijian was stunned, and there was An Chengxuan standing behind him...

He didn't seem to expect her to appear, and the two looked at each other suspiciously.

Jimmy took Yi Jian's hand and moved to Ahn Seung Xuan's location, and Yi Jian looked at Cheng Xuan who was also looking at her intently as she walked.

Coming to him, Yijian let go of Jimmy's hand, put his right hand on his left hand with some twisting, and deliberately didn't look at him, "I came because of Lin Yin's commission." ”

He replied softly, "Hmm." Then he took Jimmy's hand and walked towards the amusement park, and Jane had to follow silently.

Ahn Seung-hyun rented a stroller at the entrance and wanted Jimmy to sit in it and save trouble...

And Jimmy said that he didn't want to sit down at all, just took Yijian's hand and walked in front quickly, An Chengxuan frowned.

Yijian and Jimmy sat straight on the spinning crazy honey pot, laughing happily with Jimmy the whole time, and Chengxuan, who was standing outside the fence, didn't feel a smile on the corner of his mouth, but at the moment when he and Yimmy met their eyes, he pretended to be indifferent.

Looking at his unconcerned expression, Yijian was spoiled and angry, it was the first time she had seen such a stingy boy. “Wow… rollercoaster.” Jimmy looked up at the crowd of people flying by at the speed of light and shouted excitedly.

An Chengxuan squatted down and said to Jimmy in a gentle tone, "Youwanttoplayit?"

Strange, it's rare to see An Chengxuan so gentle with children? Is it because he is the son of his first love?

Jimmy nodded vigorously, "Yes." ”

“solet’sdoit!”

After getting the answer, An Chengxuan stood up and turned her head to look at Yijian, and Jimmy also looked up at Yijian synchronously, she unconsciously raised her head backwards and shook it quickly.

She didn't know what was going on, but she was already sitting in the seat of the roller coaster, and the moment the departure bell rang, she had forgotten to think about the question "why", and her exclamation instantly resounded through the valley, carried by the wind far, far away.

When everyone came down, they didn't know where they were, and now Yijian was still sitting in a frightened position, her hair was a little messy in front of her, and her face was pale.

She obviously heard someone laugh, but when she looked up, that person always maintained a expressionless appearance, and Jane was in a trance to see if she was scared silly by the roller coaster, she was hallucinating... Finally, at Jimmy's reminder, she walked down tremblingly.

Shouldn't amusement parks be places like merry-go-rounds, bumper cars...

Yijian couldn't help but regret agreeing to Lin Yin, she thought that her test was over, but she didn't expect a bigger test to come ahead..., Yijian was stunned, this time she was resolute and uncompromising...

Yijian, who pretends to be attracted to other places, looks at the rapids on the left... Don't, turn things around on the right.. Forget it, the merry-go-round behind you.. It's still this safe, that's it.

Unnaturally said, "Uh..., I think that merry-go-round is quite fun, you guys play this first, I'll go..."

Before Yijian finished speaking, he was stopped by Jimmy's hand, and said with big watery eyes, "Please..."

Whose child is this, so... Lovely?

Yi Jian laughed a few times, are today's children so not afraid of heaven and earth?

This time, she was really nervous, her palms kept sweating, and since she had been on a pirate ship with Yan Yi in S City Amusement Park, she still had palpitations, and her face began to be wrong.

Sure enough, as soon as the pirate ship got off it, it went straight to the trash can and threw up. An Chengxuan patted Yijian's back worriedly, and was helped away by Yijian's hand, "Don't worry about it!" ”

An Chengxuan was stunned, retracted his hand, and handed over the tissue and water.

Yijian took the water and glared at An Chengxuan fiercely, now he felt comfortable, seeing her so uncomfortable...

An Chengxuan looked at Yijian uncomfortable, he was anxious and flustered, caring and comforting at the same time, but Yijian was always unmoved.

Finally felt a little more comfortable, Yijian slowly stood up with An Chengxuan's hand, and suddenly felt that something was wrong, Yijian suddenly shouted, "Jimmy? ”

An Chengxuan also looked back, and Jimmy was no longer visible.

Yijian looked around worriedly, shouting Jimmy's name, and Ahn Seung-hyun followed behind her.

Yijian suddenly stopped and turned around, and said angrily to An Chengxuan, "What are you doing with me, you should look for it separately now." ”

"I'm worried about your body, you rest here first, I'll go find it alone." An Chengxuan grabbed Yijian's arm and said.

At this time, how could she have the heart to rest, she no longer bothered to quarrel with An Chengxuan, and continued to look for Jimmy with unsteady steps.

It took a while for her to discover the aimless, overwhelmed Jimmy from the crowd.

Yijian shouted, Jimmy saw that it was Yijian, so he immediately ran over and rushed into Yijian's arms, holding Jimmy's heart hanging in the air fell to the ground, and she couldn't control the excitement and cried out, maybe it was too ups and downs in a short period of time, or maybe the body was still immersed in the original pain, she rubbed Jimmy tightly and sobbed, tears kept sliding down from both sides.

An Chengxuan watched his beloved woman cry, squatted down without feeling good, and wiped the tears from his face for Yijian.