1872 Mae Monster 2
Are you really on the top? The Goth Girl's heart has such a question, the sense of time becomes certain, it is slow, the sense of speed also becomes certain, it is also slow, the current state becomes certain, it is bad, but the foreseeable future seems to be moving in a definite direction, that is also bad. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info everything is developing in a bad direction, no matter how much I struggle, I can't make a turn in direction. It's not that I don't think, it's not that I don't have effort, it's not that I don't have direction, but I think hard in the direction I think is right, I try to move forward, I try to get out of the situation where I feel bad, but there is no objective criterion for whether I have done it or not - in the feeling of a goth girl, I can only judge by this feeling of self.
So, what's the point of this judgment? The goth girl couldn't help but think like this. It would be nice if we could correct our thinking from the point of view of "thinking that we are bad will really become bad", and if we could eliminate those negative thoughts from the aspect of consciousness, it would be nice to be able to do it - it is precisely because we cannot do it that we feel fear and danger, even if this mortal danger has not yet come to us in a more real way.
Mysterious, indescribable, difficult to grasp, gradually suffocating in a torrent of involuntary self-suffocation. When the goth girl had such a feeling, the crimson in the black water, which had never disappeared, seemed to be unconsciously larger than the original area. In this world of consciousness, the Goth Girl has skills that can be said to be the most powerful consciousness walker in the world, and the hard power is second to none in the world only in terms of the behavior of fighting against the repeater, and there are also "three messengers" including black water as a manifestation of mysterious power, and the black water released now directly floods the distance, and there is indeed no phenomenon that can hurt her, however, the real river monster that shows a sense of existence in crimson has not disappeared, nor has it stopped, a kind of upstream current, unstoppable resilience, in the Goth Maiden's observations, at a glance.
This real river, this monster, if you can just identify it, is a "monster in the collective subconscious of human beings", but it makes the goth girl feel easy to accept, because the "monster in the collective subconscious of human beings" is so powerful, so weird, it is something that is easier for people to understand. However, the Goth Maiden has a strange feeling that makes it impossible for her to directly equate this crimson Mae monster with what she has always said about "monsters in the collective subconscious of human beings" no matter what.
However, the fact that the monster of Mae and the monster in the collective subconscious of mankind have a close connection that can be felt without evidence, and this judgment is already an absolute answer in the goth girl's heart, and she feels that she can no longer accept other possibilities that will sever the relationship between the two. Because of this, it is necessary to effectively escape the attack of this real river monster.
In other words, if you can't even dodge the attack of the real river monster, what can you do in the face of the monsters in the real human collective subconscious? The origin of this idea is also obvious. The goth girl also thinks that it is very normal for her to think like this, and it is very in line with the logic of human nature.
If the black water can't suppress the real river monster, change to 999 in disguise, if 999 can't do it in disguise, use the nameless son, in the hand owned by the goth girl, this order is not used to show "increasing strength", not to be oppressed to the point where you have to go all out to go all out, but because,This order itself is one of the best ways to show the power of the "Three Messengers". Each of the Three Messengers has its own unique properties, and in terms of the battlefield of the "collective human subconscious" alone, Blackwater's power is the most adaptable. Because the black water itself is made of billions of human personalities as materials in the world of repeaters, its basis is the face of black smoke, and it is also a mysterious product of the transformation of spiritual consciousness into materiality, so to speak, it is originally a product similar to "human social ideology", which is naturally affinity with the collective subconscious of human beings.
Based on the black water, inducing the 999 disguise, and then inducing the nameless son, it will be able to pass on the affinity of the black water itself to the collective subconscious of human beings, and bring the power of the other two of the three messengers into full play to a greater extent. The black water, which is now unfolding mightily, is indeed using a relatively rough way to turn a small part of the incomprehensible battlefield of the "collective human subconscious", which is incomparably complex with internal factors, into a more suitable venue for goth girls to play.
When the goth girl realizes the roughness of the black water, she understands why the black water can't suppress the real red monster - "roughness" itself is a relative description.
Compared with all kinds of naturally occurring strange phenomena in the collective subconscious of human beings, even if the black water is rough, it can use the advantage of its volume to directly submerge it and collapse it, but when the advantage of volume cannot be displayed in such a devastating way, the weakness of roughness is magnified.
The True Red Monster seems to be a more refined existence than the Black Water, and in nature, the size advantage loses its effect - the Goth Girl feels that she has finally figured out some clues: she has no choice, and must think that "the mystery of the power of the True River Monster may not be all-encompassing". This doesn't mean that the mystery of the real river monster is what he thinks he is, but that he has to think so.
In other words, if it is really a power that surpasses one's mystic nature in all aspects, then there is no way but to wait for death at this time. If you really want to struggle, then put aside these negative thoughts that label "struggle is not effective" and take them out of your mind.
The battle of consciousness is so dangerous, when there is a situation where "a lot of negative consciousness is generated in one's head", it is already a real confrontation. Rejecting these negative consciousnesses, or even putting an end to them, is just a good way to fight in theory, but in practice, there are quite a lot of times when you don't want to produce these negative consciousnesses but you can't help it, and this is not a situation that you can't think about as long as you don't think about it.
In the consciousness walker, the mysterious power that induces, guides and destroys a certain way of thinking and consciousness tendency, and makes people think beyond liberation does exist, and directly ignores the barrier of material nature, focuses on the ideology of life, and violently and directly changes it, and the momentum is the process that every consciousness walker must experience. In this process, what kind of force is the nature of the change that causes the target to change, in fact, even the consciousness walker himself does not know - the mysterious power will be felt by the user himself, but more often than not, it is only the process and the result.
By summarizing these processes and results, it is possible to know more clearly the existence of this power, but it is not possible to grasp the tail of this power in a logical way. Until now, all consciousness walkers have been able to use some hypothetical theory to make their power seem to be explained, but have not been able to find concrete evidence to prove it.
In fact, in the eyes of the goth girl, the black water itself and the crimson Mae monster also belong to this category. They exhibit phenomena that they can observe, and they can try to describe their nature with a hypothetical theory, but there is no more substantial evidence that they are what they think they are, and even the Goth Maiden sometimes feels that they are themselves an illusion.
In the collective subconscious of human beings, the manifestation of physical and functional properties is an illusion, and everything that can be observed is an illusion, and the self in action located in it, including the self that he observes, and the monster in the collective subconscious of human beings are also hallucinations. There should be something more essential that is the basis of these hallucinations, but, perhaps, perhaps from angles, or for some other reason, cannot be observed by oneself.
It's just that when the sense of danger and horror arises, when something that is clearly not supposed to exist creates a real threat, anything that is in a trance or theoretically feels "hallucination" will become real, and once they are real, the result will also be real.
The goth girl clearly felt that when facing the crimson real river monster, all the thoughts she had were making it more real in her eyes. Whether it is originally real or it is illusory, and it becomes real because of its own thoughts, there is no difference when it produces such a real sense of existence and oppression - one's own thoughts can make it from hallucination to reality, but cannot make it change from real back to illusion, this is not a process that can be reversed, but more like Schrödinger's cat, when it does not actually encounter it, it has only a possibility, just a discourse of probability, but, When it is actually observed and thus ideas are generated about it, it is concretized as described by the theory of quantum observation, and in a direction that is extremely unfavorable to oneself.
This was the end of the Goth Maiden's thinking, and she didn't have any theory of knowledge to explain the situation above that. Quantum theory, whether it's Schrödinger's cat, is already the culmination of popular science theories that can explain mysteries in apocalyptic illusions, and these theories, which are more logical than the perspective of a mystical expert, have no practical significance, and even in the experience of a powerful occultist like Goth Maiden, there is no phenomenon that fully agrees with these theories - at best, to the extent that they "seem to be explainable".
However, for occult experts, "it seems that it can be explained in this way" is enough. Scientists will be affected by mysterious events, and they can also use a scientific perspective to study and explain mysterious events, but mystery experts are from life and death, forcing themselves to look at these mysterious things from another perspective while having a scientific logical way of thinking. All those who try to treat the mysterious from the perspective of known science, from the basis of established science, are dead, and the untheorizable unknown from the mysterious, with the possibility of destroying any logic in an instant, tends to make this possibility an inevitable result.
The goth girl has begun to shift the focus of her thinking, trying to forcibly dig another channel in the direction of thinking around the "Zhenjiang Monster" involuntarily, not to put an end to thinking, nor to restrict the scope of thinking, but to go in reverse, while accelerating thinking, triggering divergent associations in existing thinking, and generating a huge amount of thoughts that have reached their own limits in an instant-with the expansion and overwhelm of the limit of thinking, trying to get those thinking around the "Zhenjiang Monster" out of the gravitational pull of that mysterious force, After going around and around, it flew out.
"--Very ...... There are XXX...... Wind ...... Grid. Suddenly, such a voice appeared in the goth girl's mind, and she was able to recognize that this was definitely not her own idea, she was sure that she would never think so, and there was no reason to think so, even the divergent association must be based on her own cognition, and all her cognition did not have the logic to lead this idea. This voice is more like someone else telling something they don't know.
Moreover, the rhythm of this sound is so weird.
"Who?" The goth girl's explosive thinking was interrupted.
The voice that came back again was like a background sound that was too noisy for the whole content to be heard.
“…… Mae? The goth maiden stared at the crimson that was always present in the black water.
The malevolent, terrifying, malevolent, but still beautiful female silhouette spread like a reflection in the water, spreading across the surface of the black water as far as the Goth Maiden could observe. This figure is so changeable, as if it will change into another inhuman form at any moment, and it only reluctantly retracts itself into the silhouette of this human figure. But the more such changes, such reluctance, and such restraint, the more frightening it becomes, and there is an explosive force, an inevitable result, hidden in this reluctant constraint.
The sound of an electric noise amplified in the Goth Maiden's mind, and everything she could observe began to distort her. Although any phenomenon in this place is strange to observe, the changes that are taking place in her eyes make her feel very different from what she used to be. It is not only a difference in performance, but also a difference in nature.
The black water couldn't be suppressed, and this instinctive feeling made the goth girl make a sudden decision.
Suppressing this part of the crimson black water, this part of the black water that the reflection of the real river pervades, evaporated in an instant—from liquid to gaseous, from black water to black smoke, and faces howling in pain appeared in the black smoke.