1871 Mae Monster

The crimson that can really be devoured by the void is wriggling, and the sense of space that can't be distinguished from the upper and lower and left and right suddenly has a dividing standard, in the eyes of the goth girl, this wriggling crimson is so clear, certain, there is no unreal and unstable feeling, those phenomena that should have seemed to be so unpredictable have become unreasonable in front of such a conclusive and clear crimson It also makes people feel that it shouldn't be like this - as if crimson is the truth in the real, Even the existence of the self becomes uncertain in the face of this reality. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

This kind of truth and certainty that can be felt by observation is full of oppressive power to the heart, and the Goth Maiden only feels that everything that appears in the collective subconscious of the entire human race becomes stiff, even her own thoughts and actions are no exception. This power is like a needle tip, like sulfuric acid, which explodes directly from one's own thoughts, penetrates into one's own thinking, and even if one does not want to think, one cannot help but think: this thing is probably the only truly eternal and real thing in this ever-changing, incomprehensible world.

This kind of involuntary thought cannot be shaken off, even if you are the observer, but it is not the observer who determines what you can see and how you can understand what you see. It was not "observed by itself", but "forced to observe this particular appearance by itself", and the goth girl was deeply frightened by this.

The unshakable sense of realism, the sense of certainty that cannot be refused, makes this crimson no matter what happens, this change does not make people sigh like "this is fake". The goth girl only felt that no matter what she felt from this crimson at this time, it was all real and certain, even if it was malice and fear, it was definitely not an illusion.

There is no reason, there is no need for a reason, and the fact that you can't hide from any angle to dissect yourself is coming. It's not that when the goth girl thinks that this is the "river", it is the "river", and when she thinks it is the "real river", it is the real river, but on the contrary, the goth girl thinks that her feelings, guesses, and confirmations are all forcibly stuffed into it, and it makes herself feel that it is the "river", it is the "real river", and it is like this.

This thing that let the goth girl know that "this is Mae", the lower body is hidden in a thick accumulation of crimson like cream, and it seems that there is no lower body in the normal sense at all, and the upper body is a woman whose silhouette seems to be delicate and beautiful, but people can directly feel malice, madness and gloom. The hair, which should have been described as "beautiful long black hair as smooth as a waterfall", gave people the feeling that every strand of hair could be seen clearly, although it was okay to say that it was beautiful, but it made the goth girl feel very awkward, and felt that there should be some more appropriate descriptions, and these descriptions were definitely not positive descriptions - although I felt so, I couldn't find the right words, and this feeling also made the goth girl feel that what was in front of her was really terrifying, and the emotions generated when she looked at it were no longer simply used"Terrible" can be described.

And what's even more terrifying is that under the cover of this beautiful and terrifying long black hair, the slightly blurred face, which also makes people feel that it should be a beauty from the outline, but they can't find clear details to describe what kind of beauty it is. Probably made her heart stop beating for an instant - such an instinctive feeling that the goth girl's gaze could not stay anywhere on this face for long.

However, wandering eyes were soon drawn to something that made a cardiac arrest even more apparent. That is the eyes that are embedded in this beautiful and blurred face. This is its right eye, and only this right eye is exposed to the long bangs, which can be seen between the repeated strands of hair...... No, the goth girl overturned her own thoughts, for she now felt that she must notice this right eye, because the presence of this right eye was so strong, and this presence was made up of naked malice and deep evil, which was by no means a human eye, and all the malice and evil constituted from the point of view of human nature would tremble under the gaze of this right eye.

Once you look at this right eye, you feel as if you are about to fall into a bottomless abyss, and the malice and evil beyond human nature are like countless hands, grabbing your soul and dragging it into the endless depths.

The more the goth girl looked at it, the more she felt that it was not human, except for the upper body, there was no human element, but its upper body was humanoid, and the lower body might be the crimson, or it was just hidden in the crimson, but it also made people wonder: if it stood up, would the lower body also be humanoid.

It is not human, but in the collective subconscious of human beings, it takes on the outline of a human form, and it is clear that it already has a human outline, but it makes people very sure that it is not human, and the contradictory feeling is unified in this thing - it is because of this that the Goth girl feels more and more that this is such a terrifying thing.

Goth girls can only be called "things".

This thing is "Mae". What it is is is not determined by the person who sees it, but by itself. The goth girl felt that this strong cognition had been forced into her head.

On the other hand, the goth girl can still recall every "river" she has ever appeared by Takakawa's side. Among them, there is a world of difference between the real river in front of you and the real river in front of you, but it does not make people suspect that the real river in front of you is a fake. Because the reason why Mae in memory is the characteristics of Mae exists in the thing in front of her, and the reason why there is a world of difference, the Goth Girl thinks that it is probably because the things in front of her magnify the characteristics that make up Mae in an extreme way. It's a feeling of swelling and distortion that is essentially created that makes goth girls feel dizzy.

It is the real river, it is real, or rather, it is what you see, and no matter what you feel when you see it, everything you feel is also true, including the deep malice and evil.

I didn't have time to think about why Mae was here, and what the essence of this thing was. Rather, no one can think about these questions at the first time when they have that deep fear, and if they can really think about it, it will make people feel that the thinker is no longer intrinsically human.

Self-preservation is the first instinctive reaction that is triggered, followed by an extremely strong emotion that almost swallows up the ability of the mind to flee from the place.

You must not fight such a thing in such a place, and even if you continue to stalemate, you will only lose in the end. Or rather, the goth girl felt so strongly the inevitability of her own defeat when faced with this thing. This kind of inevitability cannot be explained by probability, and it is only futile to say anything about "possibility", and the facts will definitely develop in a direction that they do not want to see, but are extremely objective and true.

The torn black ball disintegrated back to its original black water form in an instant, not because the goth girl couldn't maintain this defensive form, but because she felt that it was because the black ball couldn't withstand this kind of pressure, so she had to return to the black water form and use the liquid properties to release the pressure she was on. In the final analysis, the collapse of the black ball and the restructuring of the black water are more like a forced change.

The mighty black water swept towards the monster named "True River", and the other party did not move, allowing himself to be submerged in the deepest part of the black fluid, however, the goth girl saw the red that the rich black could not hide in the next moment, and the original crimson became deeper in the black like flowing water.

Then, the goth girl keenly felt that a large piece of the black water was missing—the black water, which had been rapidly increasing with the increasing depth of the dive in the collective human subconscious, was missing one-fifth of the growth in just this moment. I don't know if the lost part was broken down or didn't exist in the first place, but in short, it's gone.

The goth girl had already begun to rise, and even if Kurosui tried his best to block between her and Mae, it couldn't give her any sense of security. She heard a lot of voices, but none of them were sounds that could be heard in the collective human subconscious, and they were definitely not human voices. Lots of strange images accompanied by voices came to her mind, and no matter how much she tried to restrain herself from imagining, she couldn't stop them from appearing in her consciousness as she thought they were. Whenever she thought of them, they would pounce on her with teeth and claws, and she couldn't do things like "think these were all hallucinations", a mysterious force prevented her from thinking so.

When she couldn't think it was all hallucinations, the horrible and strange images leaped out of her imagination and turned into real monsters and came to the void in which she was located. Although a huge amount of black water is surging, drowning these monsters that have become real in the first place, it can't stop these monsters from condensing their forms through the imagination of the goth girl.

The Gothic Maiden also heard a faint singing, as if from the deeper depths of the collective human subconscious, as if from all sides of herself, as if from the black water, from the crimson that black could not hide, as if from her own heart, from her own imagination. However, I thought it was like a song, but I couldn't actually tell the specific melody or know the content, but I just thought it wasn't a person singing.

The monster hidden in the collective human subconscious - if it is not the real river in front of us, then what would it be? However, the goth girl still doesn't think that the "monster in the collective subconscious of mankind" that she has always regarded as a great enemy is Mae. It seems that something is wrong, as if some key parts have been covered up, and what I am observing at this time is still one-sided. Therefore, it is necessary to escape, and only by leaving this place can we have the opportunity to think about what went wrong and led to the "real river" that we have observed today.

The goth girl desperately floated up, although she didn't know if this act could get rid of this real river monster, but if there was any direction to escape, it would only be to float. Leaving the collective human subconscious and returning to the world of materialism, if Mae will follow, it will probably not be worse than the current battle environment. Rather, it is precisely because this is the collective human subconscious that they do not feel that they have a chance to defeat each other.

The black water swept away the monsters and phenomena that appeared along the way, and the real river monster was also submerged in the black water, however, the consumption of the black water was also very amazing, although in the observation of the goth girl, the volume of the black water did not shrink significantly, but it felt that the location of the crimson was clearly felt, and the black water was all wiped out, and this was not the active attack of this monster, but it was a natural situation when it existed there.

It's not so much that the real river monster is slow to react, or the mercy of his subordinates, so there are no more movements, but rather, the goth girl feels that it is like a game that is not serious, and the feeling of being at ease is like any struggle at this time, which cannot change the inevitability that it has already decided. It didn't take any more action and didn't make it easy for the goth girl, who didn't find any chance to turn things around.

Obviously, when diving, I can't feel the passage of time at all, and it is difficult to tell the speed of diving, so it must not be said to be "slow", but when this crimson real river monster appears, those standards that can clearly divide things seem to appear suddenly, and time and speed naturally appear, and all the properties that I can feel are developing in the direction of "making people feel troubled and frightened", but they can't be attributed to illusions, which makes people unprepared and irresistible. Once you feel it, you will definitely slide quickly to the worst side.

From this point of view, the goth girl feels that the reason why she feels that "her speed is too slow" is precisely because she feels that "too slow" is a bad thing. Conversely, if you can convince yourself that "slow is not a bad thing", can you speed yourself up? The answer I gave was not quite true, hazy and unbelievable.

This uncontrollable sense of collapse is generated all the time.