2004 Unknowable

The ruins of the Ruling Bureau are very unique places, full of physics, mathematics, mechanics and other sci-fi products, but they are permeated with mysteries that surpass any other region, and it can even be said that it almost makes people feel that all the "mysteries" flow from here. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info Indeed, most of the mysteries that have appeared in the apocalyptic fantasy are also deeply related to this place, such as the gray fog, the gray fog demon, and all the strange phenomena related to the gray fog. The gray fog flows through the long river of time from an unobservable channel through a temporary data hedging space and a seemingly normal space. Most of the mysteries I know begin in the Ruling Bureau and eventually return to the Ruling Bureau - both the people and the things.

In this apocalyptic fantasy, the ruins of the Ruling Bureau have become vastly different from what I once knew. At the time of my birth, occult experts were almost exclusively Demonic Emissaries, and the Emissaries of the Magical Emblems often referred to the ruins of the Ruling Bureau in a more general term called "Doomsday Illusion", and most of the Demonic Emringers were born from the "Doomsday Vision". One day, I learned that when the word "apocalyptic vision" was seen from another angle, it contained a much broader meaning, almost symbolizing a new world, and I died.

When I was resurrected again - and I am still not sure if my existence was correct, but it was clear to me that it was not up to me to decide - the concept of "Doomsday Vision" expanded to the name of a world that could not be fully regarded as an illusion, and the name of the place where the Demonic Bringeer was born became "Ruins of the Ruling Bureau".

In this wonderful place, everything is different from what I used to know, but it makes me feel that this difference is only a part of the difference that can be seen on the outside, and its essence has not changed in a real sense. Of course, it is impossible to say that there has been no change at all, but I am certain that this change is not for the better, and there is no doubt that it is a change that can be called "deterioration".

No matter how much the world expands, how many factors appear before people's eyes, and how many names are given to specific things and phenomena, these dazzling and somewhat unfamiliar things are just tricks. The world as I know it has never gotten better, and as time passes, what I observe is validating my ideas.

This apocalyptic fantasy is more expressive of the meaning of the word "apocalyptic illusion" than the one I was born into. The end of the world here is bigger, more terrible, more complex, and more immersive than the end of the place where I was born. At least, in the past, the "end times" were often only manifested through some specious signs, but now, the footsteps of the end have been trampled on the earth, affecting the entire collective subconscious of mankind, and even the huge and solid temporary data hedging space such as the ruins of the Ruling Bureau cannot avoid being weighed down, making people deeply feel that this place will collapse sooner or later, and the day of collapse is not far off.

Like the people who exist in this apocalyptic fantasy, it is the first time for me to experience the apocalypse so closely, which is a catastrophe that human beings cannot withstand in a fixed period of time, but the reason why human beings are human beings is that the limitations of human beings themselves are not accidental or false, but inevitable objective facts - in fantasy stories, people can break away from the story setting and imagine a supernatural heroic figure to transcend the objective limitations of human beings. to achieve a macro confrontation or to save the world. However, the reality is that there is no such human being.

Although some people feel that although human beings cannot get rid of their own limitations, everything that human beings experience is not a story script, but even science will produce such things as "fate" and "script" when the macro and micro reach a hypothetical extreme. Just as "quantum is only a product of hypothesis, but not really observed", if we believe in "quantum theory", then we must admit that in the quantum world, all accidents are inevitable, and everything that seems to happen naturally is also the result of precise choreography, thus proving the existence of "fate" and "script".

People sometimes elevate quantum theory in the fantasy world, fantasizing about using quantum to control the occurrence, process and end of everything, so as to achieve omniscience and omnipotence. So, if we think about it on the other hand, the existence of human beings is so small in the entire universe, and the development of human beings is so short, that even human beings who have never separated from the earth can complete the quantum theory and control the whole universe, then, before human beings, in the deep universe that human beings cannot observe, did there already be some life, with a longer history of development and stronger wisdom than human beings, they would have completed the quantum theory and even more profound theories, and then controlled the whole universe and became an omniscient and omnipotent God?

If human beings are not special and special, if aliens exist and are more "advanced" than human beings, then have those aliens long ago read and woven the bottom of the universe, and everything that has happened to us human beings so far is in their macroscopic script that covers the entire universe? We have not found any trace of their scripts, is it because their technology has already reached a microscopic level beyond our reach, so that we cannot observe and understand it?

Only when the premise that "human beings are the only intelligent life in the Chinese universe" and that "human beings are the most developed intelligent life in the universe" is true, can we not worry about the result that "everything we have already been woven by aliens" is true.

But what is the truth?

We can neither prove that we are unique and unique, nor that we are not unique and unique. In the dark and unclear depths of the universe, we are trapped on an unknown island, and all the confirmation of ourselves has lost our reference by the time we realize that we need it.

I think anyone who faces the depths of the universe, thinks about the unknown and darkness that exists in it, and philosophically guides them to think about the place of humanity in this dark and unknown universe.

Because, we often imagine something beyond our own understanding, but when it does appear before us, we cannot understand it in any way, and we cannot imagine it at all, and this is the objective fact - and this is logical: how can we imagine what is beyond our imagination?

Some people often boast of scientific rationality, ridicule agnosticism, and take pride in the particularity of human beings. I hate to talk about whether this is right or wrong, but from another point of view, agnosticism is the origin of science: it is precisely because the unknown is always there that science must progress, because science is constantly advancing, so no matter what you claim, science will one day be able to unravel all mysteries, but while science is still advancing, it means that there is still the unknown, and the concepts of "unknown" and "unknowable" are so close to each other, although they cannot be confused. We are limited by our own perceptions, and we cannot even find strong evidence to prove whether the world is full of unknowns or unknowable.

The so-called "rationality" and everything brought about by "reason" are nothing but a "natural phenomenon" from the primacy of matter, and we do not really understand this "natural phenomenon" thoroughly.

That's how I, Takagawa, think about the world.

I can't judge which one is objective, and which one should be called a "fantasy", and in the days I kept thinking about it, the only conclusion I came to was that even if it was called an "illusion", what was really observed and experienced was an objective and real existence. Therefore, while I experienced the fear of the unknown and mystery in the apocalyptic vision, the same fear must exist in the hospital reality.

The apocalyptic script that is staged in the apocalyptic fantasy will also be played out in the reality of the hospital.

This is not a curse or a prophecy, but a conclusion drawn in scientific logic. If quantum theory is true, then it will also prove how correct my idea is. The connection between the "apocalyptic vision" and the "hospital reality" from a macroscopic and microscopic level beyond a human perspective is deeper and closer than anyone could have imagined. The human imagination has long been stretched thin in the face of such incomparably close and deep connections, which also means that no one can actually complete a theory sufficient to solve a problem, nor can he acquire the ability to solve a problem before the decisive moment comes.

Although it is cruel, all the time, in the reality of the hospital and the apocalyptic illusion, everyone's efforts have undoubtedly been in vain, and in this useless effort, it is inevitable to move towards a choreographed fate. Whether you want to admit it or not, this is a catastrophe that cannot be solved with "human reason, wisdom, and logic", and this is a conclusion that can be proved with human reason, wisdom, and logic.

It is precisely because human reason, wisdom and logic can perfectly prove their powerlessness in the face of this catastrophe that they cannot use these things to solve problems, because they have proven their powerlessness.

My ideas must have seemed strange to others, too pessimistic and passive, but I knew how optimistic and proactive I was in carrying out my plans.

"He who believes that love can save all...... It's psychotic, right? "I asked.

Just ten minutes ago, I rescued her from a group of corpse lives with a quick sweep. And all I can do is take her to escape, because, no matter how fast I am, I can't really go head-to-head with the physical life without a critical weapon. In this battle, I couldn't even kill a single elemental life, they were too hard. Actually, I don't like this kind of fighting, I don't like it or not, although I like excitement and adventure, but I don't like fighting and killing, and although I don't show mercy when I can kill the enemy, I don't feel uncomfortable when I can't kill the enemy. This battle reminded me that when I first faced the Dead Soldiers in the apocalyptic illusion of my birth, the Dead Soldiers were too strong compared to me at the time, and if they were not armed with critical weapons, there would be no possibility of confrontation at all.

I don't know why Primal Life cares so much, there are so many escorts and hidden reinforcements, but from the very beginning, I was confident that I could get her out. Now, I'm walking through the long pipes, and we've created a lot of tricks to prevent the body from coming to my door again, but I'm not worried about the problems I've been worried about.

Where are you going? I don't know, but I know where I'm going. Moreover, the "place" you are more aware of is not a destination with a clear concept. I'm only walking with her for the time being.

"Are you kidding?" When he said to myself, he asked in turn, in an unceremonious tone, not angry, not sarcastic, but not tasteless.

"Think about it, why do those physical beings treat you so warmly? There must be a reason for this. I said to her distressed.

I know very well that the distress of the body is not only the attachment of the body life to himself, but also the fact that he is in the persistent pursuit of the body life, just to get rid of the tracking has almost run out of energy, and there is no other thing to do. She was unable to contact her companions, receive support from the home base, or even report back to her condition or learn anything else. She had witnessed the positive actions of the Body's life, and was genuinely worried, even without support, and wanted to stop their movements. However, it is very difficult, and it can even be said that she alone cannot do it

“…… I don't know, it's completely incomprehensible. He said: "The fact that the physical beings are under the influence of the Doomsday Shinrikyo to act so actively gives me the feeling that I don't know whether it is right or wrong: the physical beings are chasing us, not because they need me, but because the Doomsday Shinrikyo needs me. The Cult of Doomon Shinrito transfers the actions it has to do to the physical life. ”

"I think it feels right." Even though everything has helped me to plan so far, I still think deeply about what is happening around me, "I don't think you should focus on yourself. Perhaps, you are not what they want, but just a bait to lure them out. ”