Zhao Jingshu took off the sunglasses that had been stained with raindrops, and her face showed a little excitement and joy, and of course, a little inexplicable uneasiness. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

After a short silence, Zhao Jingshu inadvertently walked closer to Xia Qi, and then suddenly stopped in place as if she suddenly realized something.

The complicated tone slowly said to him slowly:

"Tianqi, you've lost weight."

When Xia Qi came, he thought about countless things in his heart, what was the first thing Zhao Jingshu said after seeing him.

I thought that Zhao Jingshu would smile wistfully, and then reply lightly like him for a long time.

I also thought that Zhao Jingshu would hammer him hard in the chest, like a friend and ask him why it took so long to come.

I even thought that Zhao Jingshu would look at him very unfamiliarly, or nod, or shake his head, making him embarrassed and didn't know what to say.

But obviously, even though he thought of countless things, he never thought that Zhao Jingshu would use such a greeting full of worry as the opening remarks for them to meet again.

"Recently, I haven't had enough oil and water, so my figure has shrunk a little."

Xia Qi smiled, but the smile on his face was really complicated.

Because his heart began to waver, he questioned himself again, and he was becoming more and more uneasy.

Zhao Jingshu didn't speak, and the sound of rain outside was still dripping, making the atmosphere seem unusually silent.

It wasn't until a long time that Xia Qi asked with some difficulty:

"Jingshu, are you doing well?"

"What about you? I've heard some from you, but very little, because I don't dare to inquire more, I'm afraid. I'm afraid to hear bad news about you, about Cold Moon and them. ”

When Zhao Jingshu said this, she suddenly said to Xia Qi:

"Come out for a walk with me."

"Okay."

The two of them slowly walked onto the long bridge that was a little shaky, and the slightest coolness came from his face and body, which did not calm Xia Qi's mind much, but made him feel a chill from the inside out.

He is too familiar with Zhao Jingshu, and he also knows Zhao Jingshu too well, Zhao Jingshu chose to stay in this inner domain and chose not to go to them, she must have her own reasons and plans.

They were born and died together, and they have been with each other for so long, it can be said that they have experienced all kinds of ups and downs, and he doesn't believe that Zhao Jingshu is the kind of person, because if the relationship between the two of them changes, everyone will be forgotten and alienated.

So he never blamed Zhao Jingshu, when they were experiencing the most danger, they stayed here in the inner region and refused to return, in fact, even if Zhao Jingshu went back, it would not be able to calm the danger at all.

If even people in their relationship need to rely on so-called explanations to make each other feel that both parties are in trouble, then he doesn't have to be full of complex factors in his heart like now.

"How is Yang Zhongpeng doing to you?"

The two of them walked and walked, and Xia Qi asked this question inexplicably.

"He is very good to me, and I can survive in this inner realm because of his protection of me.

He thinks about everything for me, and does everything he can for me, and he says that the two of us are very close.

Because I'm both like his dead fiancée and an enchanter like him, he's more than willing to help me ascend. ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Jingshu stroked her already wet hair, and then smiled at Xia Qi and said:

"At first I thought it was what he said, but recently I can feel that he likes me."

"When I said I was coming to you, he was very scared, he was afraid that you would leave with me."

"But Tianqi, will you take me away?

In fact, for a long time, I was quite confused, I didn't understand why I liked someone, and I always subconsciously wanted to give everything for him.

Even if there is no return for all this, even if you know that the more you invest, the more you will leave yourself with scars.

My dad said to me, that's stupid.

Because only a fool would know this, but he still has to do it.

I told him at the time that because it's hard to like someone, it's even harder to like someone in my bones, and I can't even give to the person I like, so I don't deserve to talk about liking.

It wasn't until I had been in contact with Yang Zhongpeng for a long time, and when I knew Yang Zhongpeng's intentions, that I really understood this matter.

All the givings out of love are from their own fantasies.

I think that by doing this, I will make the person I like happy, I think that by doing this, I like that person will become like myself, and I think that by doing this, I can taste the illusion of having it. ”

"Jingshu ......"

Xia Qi subconsciously interrupted Zhao Jingshu.

Zhao Jingshu turned her head to the side, and then cried with her hands in her face, crying more and more sadly.

Xia Qi came to Zhao Jingshu's side at this time, and then slowly helped her up, and then took her into his arms:

"Jingshu, I understand what you mean about me, it's all because I'm not good, it's that I've been pretending to be stupid, and I'm not daring to really open my heart to meet this relationship.

Because I am afraid, I am afraid of losing, and I am very naïve to feel that since I accept a relationship, I have to give everything to the other party, and I have to bear the vows you made when you made your choice.

Including Wu Di, they all said that my brain was pumping, and it was precisely because the future was unpredictable that I cherished the present more, but why did I insist on perfunctory myself.

Actually, I think very simply, my friend can leave me, but it is difficult for my lover to accept my departure.

There are so many secrets in me that I feel more truly with every step I take upwards, from the unknown vortex that hangs over me. ”

Zhao Jingshu raised her head to look at Xia Qi's resolute face, and then stretched out a finger to stop Xia Qi's next words.

"Take me back, back to everyone.

The moment I saw you again, I realized that everything I thought was disrupted by you.

Rather than choosing to forget alone, it is better to return to everyone and return to our original beauty. ”

Zhao Jingshu is actually a woman who is very persistent in love, she thought she could be calm, but when the topic was suddenly introduced, she still couldn't help but go crazy to show her love for Xia Qi.

She has even forgotten now, what she likes about Xia Qi, at first she knew that she liked Xia Qi's recklessness, liked his humor, and liked his responsibility, but now these are all gone.

She just likes Xia Qi as a person, not these so-called virtues in him.

As for what she just said, it was actually not what Xia Qi imagined, what she wanted to express was just that she didn't like it or didn't like it, just like how Yang Zhongpeng gave her, she only had gratitude and gratitude in her heart, but she didn't like it.

Just like she did to Xia Qi at the time, so she can understand Xia Qi's feelings.

Maybe people are like this, they obviously care about themselves and are vulnerable, but they often paralyze themselves because of reality, making themselves think that they are strong and disdainful, but when that layer of hypocritical disguise is torn open a gap, even if it is just a very small piece, all your deposited emotions will explode from it.