1870 Mae creeps and wriggles
The phenomena in the collective human subconscious are always dangerous, and observing these phenomena and forming them into concrete images in the mind will not make one's understanding of these phenomena more profound, but will gradually be confused by these specific images and fall into the traps hidden behind these images that they have never thought of. In this place www.biquge.info any specific image presented in the observation is so one-sided that it is difficult to derive a fuller understanding from this one-sidedness. In the eyes of the consciousness walker, the phenomena presented in the superficial consciousness and the shallow subconscious will show different appearances due to the difference of the consciousness walker himself, but it is still reasonable, but when it reaches the level of the concept of "human collective subconscious", all the phenomenal logic will be very different from the phenomenal logic expressed in the surface consciousness and individual subconscious.
Therefore, even if you are a consciousness walker, it is extremely dangerous to enter the collective human subconscious for the first time, and even if you enter the collective human subconscious many times, it seems that you can adapt to it, and then continue to go deeper, and the deeper you go, the more dangerous it will be. In the eyes of the Goth girl, there is a clear tendency to this danger: if you can't do something about the "concept" of a certain thing phenomenon, then 100% of the time will be swallowed up by a tidal wave of "concept" in the collective human subconscious.
This wave of conceptuality, in the understanding of ordinary people, will feel that it is a manifestation of a common understanding of the concept of a certain thing, because most people subconsciously admit a certain concept, or follow a certain social law, as well as the commonality of being human, that such a huge force has gathered in the depths of the collective human subconscious.
However, in terms of the understanding and cognition of the goth girl, it is not exactly the same thing. Rather, if the inconceivability manifested in the depths of the collective human subconscious is a manifestation of the interconnectedness of human nature, sociality, individuality, commonality, natural life instinct and acquired cognition, it should be understandable, at least familiar, because it is something that human beings themselves have, something that can only be understood because they are human, and it should not be something that makes people feel incredible, incomprehensible, frightened and resistant.
Even a person who insists on individuality cannot completely reject the commonality of himself and others, and a person who opposes sociality from the consciousness cannot instinctively prevent the operation of sociality. In the collective human subconscious, what a person feels he should have, then it probably exists, and what he feels he does not have or should not have, as long as he is still human, will not disappear completely.
However, the Goth Maiden arrived in the depths of the collective human subconscious that no one had ever reached, but she did not find this contradictory unity of "familiar and strange", "resistant and accepting" from the ever-changing phenomena and her own feelings about these phenomena from the various incredible dangers that constantly occurred around her, and if she had to say anything, she felt that this place was terrible, she felt fearful, she had a sense of rejection, she wanted to leave immediately, and she had a sense of "I don't belong to this place, or this place is not my own territory." It's ridiculous to feel that there is no place for the human collective subconscious.
Whether it is doubting what is wrong with oneself as a human being, or what is wrong with the collective subconscious of human beings, it means that there is a contradiction that has reached a very acute moment, and the thought that the subject of this contradiction is "people" and "the collective subconscious of mankind" cannot help but feel absurd and terrifying.
The deeper we dive into the collective human subconscious, the more we will become aware that the source of this contradiction is there, and it is precisely because it is in that place that no one is aware of the existence of this source on the subjective surface consciousness, but it is unconsciously affected. And when you can realize the existence of this source, it is difficult to dive to such a deep place, so there is no solution.
Assuming that this source is the target, it is necessary to "confirm the location of the target", "be able to hit the target", and "ensure that you have the ability to knock down the target". Even the Goth Girl herself, it is only now that the Three Messengers have matured, and she has a little bit of the ability of the first two.
Although the goth girl is still diving, she has never thought of knocking down this target at this moment from the beginning, or in other words, the more she feels the sense of incongruity and fear brought by the collective subconscious of human beings to herself, the more she produces a strong contrast between strong and small, just like the entire collective subconscious of mankind, at least half of the collective subconscious of human beings, is crushing towards its own individual consciousness, and the huge sense of oppression makes itself have a stiff feeling even if it is blocked by the black water.
On the other hand, without Blackwater, Goth Maiden doesn't feel like she can reach this depth. Black water is a shield, a filter, a protective mechanism, and a tool for movement, but even if the amount of black water is still increasing, and when it permeates the body, there is no end in sight, but compared to the collective subconscious of the entire human race, it will still make the goth girl feel far insufficient. If we quantify the collective human subconscious that we can feel as planets, then although there is a lot of black water today, it is far from enough to describe it as an ocean.
The black water rushing deep in the collective human subconscious is like an underground water vein running beneath the earth's crust, which seems to be immense, but at the same time there is a sense of being restrained, too small and insignificant.
This sense of insignificance has not diminished even when the black water itself is expanding all the time.
At a certain moment, even a goth girl can't help but have a feeling of "whether I came too early". If I had become stronger, would I have been more able to withstand this kind of pressure? The strange phenomenon is constantly being broken by the black water, eroding, and becoming a part of the black water, but this trend that seems to be overwhelming for the time being is completely unable to make the goth girl feel safe. Conversely, the more fragile the phenomenon is, the more the fear grows and makes it difficult to breathe, making the goth girl feel like she is stepping into a trap that she could not have stepped into.
There was no sound in all directions, and the rush of black water was just a phenomenon, in the eyes of the goth girl, this surging phenomenon was being integrated into the surrounding phenomenon, becoming more and more inconspicuous, as if the personality had been worn out, from unique to vulgar, and the incredible charm that the black water had in the past began to become ordinary in this depth.
Silently, imperceptibly, a certain change is taking place, acting on the black water. The goth girl even felt that she had seen an illusion, that a mouth had opened deeper, waiting for the black water to fall into it.
No, we can't go on like this! At a certain moment, the goth girl also had this feeling of unsustainability, and when she had such a feeling, she only felt that the surging of the black water became jerky, as if it was rusty, and a sense of foreign body and fear that was stronger than before rebounded, and threw herself and the whole black water upward.
As if wiping her eyes clean, the goth girl only felt that she saw something-red, thick, ominous, as if it was completely made up of this deep and thick liquid into a small silhouette - the goth girl only felt that her head had been punched hard, and her mind was blank, but the black water followed a pre-set mechanism, and quickly contracted inward, tightly wrapping the goth girl in a round black ball.
The black ball quickly ascended in the opposite direction of the dive, towards a more superficial part of the collective human subconscious. The goth girl in the protection of the black ball finally woke up, and the first time she came back to her senses, she couldn't help but observe the direction of the red thick liquid before, but there was no phenomenon there anymore - the goth girl only felt that the cold spread all over her body, and she had been restless, and all kinds of strange and dangerous phenomena emerged in an endless stream, and there was not even a single phenomenon, if it was described as "void" before, then, at this time, there was a feeling of "vacuum in the full sense", It's as if the collective human subconscious has been erased from this small place, drilling a hole that doesn't know where it leads.
The collective subconscious of human beings is clearly "hurt", but it does not cause more chain reactions around the vacuum because of this injury, as if the vacuum area existed in the first place and should be so.
"How...... How can it be? The Goth Maiden couldn't comprehend, but she could realize that she had encountered something more terrible than anything she had ever seen, but she couldn't latch on to it, the ominous red color was gone, but it made her feel like she was somewhere near her.
The black ball began to spin violently, as if to shake off everything that would touch it. The goth girl's self-protection was not wasted, and the surface of the black ball was torn apart at the moment when she didn't even have time to turn her consciousness. A huge crack appeared in front of the Goth Girl, and the black water seemed to disappear completely, allowing her to directly observe the world beyond the black sphere - there should have been more phenomena there, but at this time only the terrible deep red remained.
In contrast to the phenomena of the amorphous form, or in other words, the Goth Maiden does not try to sketch a specific image of them in her mind, but the red liquid observed at this time has a specific impression - as if the image is forcibly fixed in the Goth Maiden's observation.
The goth girl felt this deep and malicious compulsion, and she tried to shake off this stereotype, only to realize at once that she could not do it.
The crimson, thick liquid, the more you pay attention to it, the more it reminds people of blood, the blood gathers together, and it can still flow like black water, but I don't know when, it seems to have been pumped too much water, and it has become as heavy as cream.
While this strange red color fixed the image in the Goth Maiden's consciousness, the black water had already rushed towards it, drowning it with absolute volume, and even so, the Goth Maiden did not feel the slightest sense of security. She could feel the foreign object that had always been present in the black water, even if it was completely submerged in size, but its presence was still strong, and even its image in the goth girl's mind remained unchanged: it was still bloody, creamy heavy, thick and ominous.
Even, the goth girl felt like she heard it. In this depth of the collective human subconscious, even the concept of "sound" has been blurred, and even when Blackwater is most active, it is impossible to produce the feeling of "having sound". However, the goth girl was sure that she really "heard" the voice at this moment.
This sound is like a direct reconstruction of the concept of "sound", which is very different from the goth girl's perception and feeling of sound, but it can still make the goth girl understand that this is "sound".
The voice was so terrible, so strange, that to the Goth Maiden, it was not the sound that a human being should have. In other words, being able to make such a sound is enough to prove that the existence of this red piece is definitely inhuman.
The Goth Maiden immediately thought of the "monster in the collective human subconscious", but a more definite impression came to her memory, more precisely, that she was forced to remember the meaning of this red by some mysterious force - it usually only appears around Takakawa.
"Jiang-!" The goth girl remembered the name, and the next moment she realized that she had unconsciously said the name, and she instinctively felt the horror of this existence from the process.
However, why does the "river" appear in such a place? As soon as this question arose, it was immediately vetoed by the goth girl, who did not think that it was the most important issue.
The most important question is: Which "river" is this "river" in front of you?
As if to answer this question, the thick red seemed to be stirred by some invisible force, and it was concave in the middle, and half of the woman's body emerged from the indentation. It was a beautiful and gloomy image, but full of charm that could not be taken off the gaze, long black and silky hair, as if to hide an unspeakable secret, the face under the hair was part of this secret, but there was a completely exposed eye, indescribable facial features, as if completely occupied by this eye all the sense of existence.
This eye is so evil, and its deep pupils are filled with incredible malice, as if telling a wonderful and chilling story. As long as this eye is concerned, it seems to represent everything about the female figure in front of you.
“…… Mae? ”