1046 Fear (6)
"Hanhan really wants to have a father, Mu Qing and I once went out to eat and brought him, the seat next to him was a family of three, the daughter of that family was younger than Hanhan, she had just learned to speak, and she had been calling her father, it could be seen that her father loved her very much, she shouted, her father responded, the more the daughter shouted, the higher the voice of the daughter, and later, Hanhan couldn't help but turn his head and looked at the daughter, Hanhan didn't say anything, but I could see that he was envious, very envious......"
"That night, when I went home, I told him a bedtime story at night, and when he fell asleep, I sat next to him and wrote a manuscript, and in the middle of the night, he was shouting in his sleep, and that was the first time I heard Hanhan talking in his sleep, and there were only two words in his mouth, which was...... Daddy......"
Han Zhihui opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but in the end he found that he couldn't say a word because of his sore throat.
His heart was as if he was being pinched by countless hands, and the impenetrable pain swept him worse than death.
He thought, if there really are eighteen layers of hell in this world, then being in the eighteen layers of hell, I'm afraid this is how it feels now.
He couldn't stand the pain, he wanted to escape, but his whole body seemed to be filled with lead, and he had nowhere to escape from the heavy one.
"Brother Yi Nan occasionally comes to see me and Han Han, Han Han is very clingy to me on weekdays, but when Brother Yi Nan comes, he will always stick to Brother Yi Nan."
"Brother Yinan has a friend, got married, gave birth to a son, and Hanhan is about the same age, sometimes, will let the two children play together, the friend's son, the toy is broken to find the father, want to drink water to find the father, every time at that time, Hanhan stupidly stood aside and watched his friend take care of his son, and one time, Hanhan actually rushed up, pushed away the friend's son, and shouted, this is my father's ......"
Han Zhi turned his head, stretched out his hand, and covered his face.
The heart-rending pain made his internal organs tremble, and even his body trembled slightly.
He was curious about how she was doing after separating from him......
Now, he just heard some things about Hanhan, and he was already hurt like this, he thought, if her matter is known to him, I'm afraid it will hurt tens of millions of times, right?
It's not easy for a woman with a child...... She also suffered from depression......
Han Zhihui knew that it was not too late to be sorry for Cheng, and in his consciousness, he wanted to apologize to her and say sorry, but he felt that the three words he wanted to say made him feel disgusting.
At this point, what is the use of his apologies?
He just wanted to go back to the past with her, and he came to make up for what she owed her, but the injuries were all injured, can he make up for it? If you fall to the ground, you will still be scarred......
"You know the rest of the matter, you know that I have Hanhan, and Hanhan was taken away from me by you......"
Han Zhihui thought that after he knew that Cheng Weiwan took antidepressants, he went to Lin Muqing once, and after Lin Muqing heard what he said, his first reaction was, she was sick again?
Again...... Was it because he took Hanhan away from her that she made her sick again?
Han Zhihui suddenly couldn't stay here anymore, he got up, and it took a lot of effort before he barely made a voice from his mouth: "I'll leave for a while......"