Chapter 1045: Fear (5)
"After Hanhan returned home from the hospital, Mu Qing invited a sister-in-law to take care of Hanhan."
"I was still sick, and even the worst time, I swallowed a whole bottle of sleeping pills."
"When I woke up, I was in the hospital, and I was very unwell because I had washed my stomach."
Mu Qing had red eyes, beside him, while scolding me for being stupid and not thinking about it, while saying that I was leaving, what should Han Han do?"
"Actually, at that time, Mu Qing said a lot of things, but I didn't listen to them, it was Hanhan crying next to him, crying all the time, crying, I knew that I gave birth to a child, and the child I had to work so hard to protect was born......"
"It was also from that time that I slowly began to enlighten myself in my heart, and slowly let all my attention be on Hanhan, and gradually, Hanhan grew up, and I got better little by little."
"I used to be a screenwriter, although I made a lot of money, but I bought a house and spent most of my savings, and it cost a lot to raise Hanhan, and my savings are getting smaller and smaller, I know that I should work and make money, and when Hanhan was eight months old, I picked up the pen and started to rewrite."
"I don't dare to use the pen name Cheng Weiwan, I'm afraid that people will know that I have a Hanhan, although Hanhan was put under Mu Qing's name by me, I can only reopen a new pen name, a new pen name, writing books is very tiring, and I can't make so much money, life is a little hard, but I have never suffered Hanhan, because I know that without Hanhan, I will be gone, it is Hanhan who let me live......"
Han Zhihui's hand couldn't help but clench into a fist.
His back trembled slightly.
"Later, the nanny had a better working environment and left my home, so I could only find a new nanny to take care of Hanhan."
"Sometimes, when I write a manuscript, I pay more attention, and I don't notice many things, and I later found out that the new nanny will often reprimand Hanhan, and will quietly feed Hanhan sleeping pills, in order to make her work easier."
"At that time, I realized that others couldn't believe it, and then I took over the whole process of taking care of Hanhan, basically no time to write during the day, every time I waited until Hanhan slept at night, I could write, and staying up late every day made me lose a lot of hair, my mental state was not good, my memory began to decline, and even for a while, I had a headache every day."
"How to put it, although it was a hard time, I had a good time."
"Hanhan will crawl slowly, will staggering away, will call his mother, and will speak some simple words."
"I have a great sense of accomplishment, more than when I made my first manuscript into a TV series."
However, as Hanhan gets bigger and bigger, he knows more and more about some things, such as when he was more than a year old, he suddenly asked me, Mom, what is Dad? Does everyone have a dad? Why don't I have a dad? ”
"He asked me several questions in a row, and I didn't know how to answer him."
"I have no way to tell Hanhan, saying that your father doesn't want you anymore, I finally chose to lie to him, I took your photo and told him, this is Dad, when you grow up, Dad will come back to see you."
"He was very happy, he kept calling his dad to the pictures, and later, he also spoke to the voice, sharing the joys of his day, and he told me that when his dad came back, he was going to show this to his dad."
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