As if stepping on cotton, Chu Jun left the door of the imperial study top-heavy, her right hand unconsciously pinched her left arm, and she didn't wake up a little until the blood flowed down her white arm.

The wind was raging, and the corners of his black and shiny hair and white brocade were flying in the air, and Chu Junxi sat down on the cold and biting white jade stone bench, unaware of everything around him.

I thought I had found a lover who cherished and cherished me, but in the end it was just a joke played by God on me, and I have never been cared about by anyone, why did I not see it clearly until now.

Although he only listened to it once, the words of the two were imprinted in his mind like an imprint, so clear that he couldn't forget it.

"What does the emperor mean?"

"Raising soldiers for a thousand days and using soldiers for a while, it's time for my Ning Jieyu to appear."

"Ning Jieyu is not deeply involved in the world, and her subordinates are afraid that she is not Concubine Su's opponent."

smiled contemptuously, "She has already become a thorn in Su Xueyao's side when she helped me ascend the throne, as long as she gives her a little hint, she will naturally speed up the movements of her hands." ”

"As long as she makes a move, she is not afraid that she will not be able to catch her flaws."

"Ning Jieyu is a very good chess piece, I have to think carefully about how to use this chess piece."

The chess piece, he turned out to be a chess piece in his hand, a chess piece used to deal with Su Xueyao, a chess piece to help him stabilize the country, Chu Jun smiled bitterly.

The lotus leaf lotus seed porridge that Su Xueyao asked, the tolerance of trespassing in Fengyang Palace, and the fact that he personally rescued himself from the prison this time, the scenes of the past appeared in Chu Junxi's mind, all of this was just for him to deal with Su Xueyao for herself.

He is just using himself, and he is stupidly walking into the trap he has designed for himself to do things for him, and wishful thinking that he is his beloved, intoxicated by the false love he gives.

Why bother, she is Hou Yan's princess, as long as he says it, for Hou Yan's own will, Chu Junxi has long looked down on his personal life and death, and no one cares about what is the difference between living in this world and dying.

Why use such a cruel way, give yourself false dreams, let yourself walk in without hesitation, and then tell yourself that all this is just to take advantage of himself, and he doesn't love himself at all.

Everything is just a show, and fulfilling one's ambitions is the ultimate goal.

Yuan Yongyan, Chu Junxi gently spit out this name, Su Xueyao only saw in front of her, and wanted to use herself to kill the first emperor, how could she fight Yuan Yongyan, his scheming was thousands of times deeper than her, I am afraid that he arranged everything for himself when he was still in Hou Yan.

Everything is under his control, things are going smoothly according to his plan, and now there is only one last step left, as long as Su Xueyao's mother and son disappear, his task will be completed.

What will he do with himself then? Unload the mill and kill the donkey and the bird to hide the bow, kill yourself and kill the mouth?

Abandoned by his own country, false love, he really shouldn't live in this world.

The cold wind was ruthlessly eroding, Chu Junxi's body had long been unconscious, she swayed and got up, and the crisp voice sounded in her ears.

Chu Junxi lowered her head, the jade pendant that had been hidden in her sleeve actually fell out, she bent down to pick up the jade pendant, carefully wiped off the dust on it, the blue jade pendant bright red luozi lay quietly in the white palm, the shape of the lotus leaf means that all wishes come true, and she was not blessed by the jade pendant.

Su Ao.

Hot tears dripped down and fell on the cyan jade pendant and fell apart, then the second and third drops, and Chu Jun cried silently.

Why didn't you take me away in the first place? My heart hurts so much right now, it's about to die, do you know?

You told me not to be afraid of whatever happens, because you're here, and you've said you're going to protect me, but now, where are you?

The high palace wall is silent and solemn in the dark night, like an insurmountable mountain, while the lights are bright and laughter, and the dead silence is uncared for.

Chu Jun looked at the light cast from the side of the palace wall, the silver-white light shone on her face, adding a paleness to her, and she silently withdrew her gaze and put it on the calm lake in front of her.

It seems that he is celebrating a victory, it seems that it is someone's birthday, and it seems that it is a festival today, Chu Junxi doesn't know very well, these things have never had anything to do with him, the huge palace, he is a princess, but he lives a life that is not as good as a maid.

The silver moonlight shone down on the surface of the lake, and the lake water was quiet and sparkling, as if sprinkled with a layer of broken silver.

Today is her birthday, no one remembers, maybe the mother does, but she has been dead for many years, does she really remember? She only has the favor of her father in her heart.

Alone guarding a large hall, like a wisp of ghost, sometimes Chu Junxi really doubts whether he is still alive, maybe he is already dead, but his soul is still imprisoned in this Luhua Palace when he was alive.

The lake water in summer is warm and soft like a mother's embrace, Chu Jun looked at his clear shadow on the lake, his emaciated body, and his slightly pale and lifeless face, is this himself? Why did you become like this? She couldn't help but look closer, leaning forward until the warm water of the lake enveloped her.

The feeling of suffocation slowly swept through the whole body, am you going to die? Everyone said that death was terrible, but Chu Junxi was not a little afraid at the moment, but had a kind of relief and joy, she stretched her limbs and let herself float in the water.

'Whew' the sound of heavy breathing.

Chu Junxi only felt the back of his neck tighten, and when he opened his eyes, he had already come to the lake from the lake, and the water on his clothes wet a large area of the surrounding grass.

"Why did you save me?" was rescued, Chu Junxi did not have any gratitude, but was a little displeased.

"If you fall into the water, I will naturally save you." The other party seemed to be a little overwhelmed, he scratched his head, as if he was looking at a big trouble, and didn't know what to do.

"Did I ask you to save me?" Chu Jun regretted not looking at him, courage is not available at any time, she doesn't know if she still has the courage to jump for the second time.

"My name is Su Ao, what's your name?" Su Ao sat down next to her.

Seeing that the other party ignored him, Su Ao scratched his head again, "I came to the palace for the first time, I got lost, and I got here while walking." "I heard the sound and walked over, but I still found the wrong place.

"Out of this courtyard, go north, you will see a white arch, through the arch, and then south is where you are looking." Chu Junxi said lightly.

Su Ao stood up, looked at the girl who was sitting on the ground soaking wet, hesitated and sat down again, a little glad that she had taken the wrong path, otherwise she would not have saved her in such a timely manner, although she didn't seem to want to save herself.

"Why did you commit suicide by jumping into the lake?"

Chu Junxi stared at the surface of the lake motionlessly, and turned a deaf ear to Su Ao's people.

"I am a lieutenant general under General Qin Yanling, and I performed well this time, so the general came into the palace to take me to see and understand." Su Ao looked at the calm lake, and couldn't hide the smugness in his tone, and then his excited expression dimmed, "But I embarrassed the general." "I got lost in the palace, but fortunately I didn't get into trouble.

"I have been practicing hard, dreaming that one day I will be able to stand in front of the emperor like General Qin, be praised by the emperor and be entrusted by him to serve the country."

Su Ao was impassioned, and when he talked about his dream, he was excited and delighted, and his eyes flashed with bright light.

Chu Junxi looked at him with some envy, he had dreams and goals, he was working towards his goals every day, and he lived every day, but what about himself? Day after day, year after year, life is as unchanging as stagnant water, there is no hope, no one cares when you live, and no one mourns when you die.

"I envy you." How good it would be if his life could be as wonderful as his, maybe it would be very hard, maybe there would be the possibility of dying in battle, but there was hope that he could not hope for.

"Envy me?" She is a warrior, so she naturally wants to go to the battlefield to fight for the country, she is a palace person, she just needs to do her own thing, does she also want to charge into battle like herself? "Actually, the battlefield is not as beautiful as you think, and you may die at any time."

"Even if you die on the battlefield, it's better than waiting to die here."