Chapter 34: I'm Lost (2)
The palace is like a gorgeous cage that traps the people inside and can't get out until they die. Su Ao somewhat understood the fate of the palace people, and he put away his bright smile, "Don't be so pessimistic, everyone's fate is different, and it is very good to be able to live peacefully in this world. ”
How many people die in a war? One turned around and saw the brother who was still fighting side by side with her just now lying in a pool of blood, a feeling she couldn't experience.
Although it was a hot summer weather, it was extremely uncomfortable to wrap the soaked clothes around his body, and occasionally the wind blew, and the cold gave him goosebumps, Chu Jun held his legs and put his chin on his knees. Immediately, I saw Su Ao take off his clothes, and a light blue coat was covered on him, and the chill around him suddenly decreased a lot.
"It won't be cold that way."
Chu Junxi turned his head, and Su Ao looked at her with a smile.
Chu Junxi stood up, "I should go back." "Not used to being taken care of, she is a little resistant.
Su Ao took the clothes from her hand in disappointment, "I'll send you." "On a big night, she is a girl, and he is a little worried.
"No, you don't."
"I don't know your name yet." Su Ao looked at her stubborn back.
"Chu Jun pity." As soon as the words came out, Chu Jun regretted it.
Her surname is Chu? Su Ao was stunned in place, the royal surname? Is she a princess? After just being stunned for a moment, Su Ao returned to normal, although Chu is a royal surname, it is not uncommon in Hou Yan, and it should be the same surname.
If it is said to be a palace maid, the kind of indifference and sadness on her body does not seem to be what a palace maid should have, Su Ao is at war in her heart, but it is even more impossible to say that she is a princess, in Su Ao's impression, princesses are all high up and commanding, and they are hugged in front of and behind in front of brocade clothes and jade food, as long as she says a word, someone will die for her regardless of it, and there will be a person like her who has lost her soul and jumped into the lake.
She is very envious of her life, maybe it is that life is not satisfactory? And the place where she lives is so shabby, how can the princess live in a dilapidated place, she must be a palace maid who made mistakes and was punished, and she couldn't think about it for a while before she committed suicide.
Su Ao nodded, it must be like this.
After returning to the hall and changing his clothes, the cold feeling on his body faded, Chu Jun couldn't help but think of the person who dressed himself, and that warm feeling seemed to be still imprinted on his body.
Su Ao is a deputy general, the corners of Chu Junxi's mouth are unconsciously hooked, since that night, she always can't help but think of that person, a simple but very hard-working and straightforward person.
At the same time, he is also the first person who cares about himself so much, if he knows his true identity, will he still be so good to himself? Thinking of those faces full of disgust and viciousness towards himself, Chu Junxi no longer had hope, after he knew his identity, he would definitely dislike himself like others and stay away from him.
"What are you thinking?"
A familiar voice sounded, Chu Jun looked up in surprise, Su Ao stood not far from him, looking at himself with a smile, "Why are you?" ”
Su Ao sat down on the stone bench next to her, "I will go on the expedition tomorrow, and General Qin will enter the palace to resign." Originally, the general didn't bring himself, but he had to come with him, so the general reluctantly agreed.
Su Ao opened the paper bag in his hand, "Give it to you." ”
Chu Jun looked at the osmanthus cake in the paper bag blankly, and said in disbelief, "Give it to me?" ”
"Yes, I specially bought it for you, do you like it?"
"Bought it for me?" The first time someone bought something for herself, and it was specially bought for herself, Chu Junxi was a little moved, she picked up a piece and put it in her mouth, and the sweet aroma suddenly spread in her mouth, "Thank you." ”
Su Ao breathed a sigh of relief, last time she was cold and cold, and thought she wouldn't like it, "It's good if you like it, what else do you like, I'll bring it to you next time." ”
Since the death of my mother, how long has it been since I heard such warm words? Chu Junxi's eyes were slightly red, "Why are you so good to me?" ”
Su Ao was stunned by her question, "We are friends." Although she had only met once, she was weak and full of sadness, and she couldn't help but want to make her happy and protect her from being hurt again.
"Friends?"
"yes, don't you think of me as a friend?" Su Ao thought of the other party's attitude for the first time.
"Do you know who I am?" Chu Junxi put down the osmanthus crisp in his hand.
"Chu Junxi, you told me, did you forget?"
Chu Junxi shook his head, "Do you know what these three words represent?" ”
It was a taboo name between the father and the concubine, and a disgusting name among siblings. These three words represent misfortune and bad luck, and everyone stays away, and even if they say a word to themselves, they are afraid of being infected by their own bad luck.
Su Ao stared at Chu Junxi with bright eyes.
Chu Junxi turned his head unnaturally, and suddenly regretted provoking this topic, if he didn't tell him, would he be able to stay with him for a longer time, "In the palace, Chu Junxi's three words represent bad luck, and everyone respects it. ”
Su Ao was stunned, not because of the bad luck that Chu Jun said in his mouth, but because he realized that his idea was wrong, the little girl in front of him was not a palace maid, but a princess, if she was a palace maid and the words in her mouth were true, then she would not be able to live now.
"You, you're a princess?" Su Ao was shocked that he had offended the princess.
I knew that there would be such a result, but after really seeing his reaction, Chu Junxi couldn't help but feel a tingle in her heart, she got up and walked back, trying to erase that surprised face from her mind.
"Please atone for the princess's sins, the humble position is not intended to offend the princess."
A solemn voice with a little panic sounded behind him, Chu Jun turned back in doubt, and behind him, Su Ao landed on his knees and knelt there, unprecedentedly serious.
Seeing that Chu Jun was silent, he kowtowed heavily, "Please forgive the princess for the offense." ”
No one has ever bowed down to himself since he was a child, let alone asked for his forgiveness, Chu Junxi was stunned for a moment, "Why are you kowtowing to me?" ”
"You are a princess with a noble status, and you naturally want to kneel when you see you." Su Ao is of course.
Compared with the princess, Chu Junxi preferred him to be his friend, "You just said that we are friends." ”
Su Ao thought she was angry, the princess was the emperor's golden branches and jade leaves, how could a humble person like himself be able to climb high, so he said, "The right person is talking nonsense, please don't take it to heart." ”
After knowing his identity, he didn't stay away from him like everyone else, he should be happy, but Chu Junxi found that he was not happy at all now, he really didn't want to be friends with him, and said with some loss, "You are the same as them, you hate me, right?" ”
"Princess?" Su Ao was a little confused, "How can a lowly person hate the princess?" ”
"And what are you doing on your knees?" Chu Junxi's voice raised.
Su Ao didn't understand even more, didn't she have to kneel when she saw the princess? Whether this was the case or not, seeing that the princess was angry, Su Ao got up from the ground and looked at the princess's face cautiously, "Princess? ”
Chu Junxi's face did not improve.
"If the princess doesn't dislike it, she's willing to be friends with the princess." Su Ao said.
Chu Junxi's eyes suddenly lit up, and he said happily, "Really? ”
Su Ao nodded solemnly.
This princess seems to be different from what she remembers, Su Ao is a little confused, fortunately, she is marching and fighting, and the most thing she does when she gets together during the break is to talk about the world, and no matter what she does, someone always knows it clearly, Su Ao mentioned the words 'Chu Junxi' without a trace, and immediately got a response. Everyone talked about this unfavored princess.
Su Ao sighed in her heart, it turned out to be like this, no wonder she was so angry that she didn't make friends with her. I couldn't help but feel a slight heartache in my heart, thinking of suicide when I met her for the first time.
Therefore, after seeing Chu Junxi, Su Ao's first sentence was, "No matter what happens in the future, I will always be by your side, take care of you and protect you." ”
Chu Junxi's eyes widened suddenly.
After realizing what he had done, Su Ao's face suddenly flushed with shame, and he stiffly let go of the person in his arms, "I know everything about you." ”
Chu Junxi repeated his words, "You said you would protect me?" Always by my side? ”
Su Ao nodded solemnly, although he is only a small lieutenant general now, he is willing to work hard, and one day he will become a big general who can shelter her from the wind and rain.
"Then will you take me away?"