Chapter 30: The Safe
In fact, the narration is very simple, every time I woke up from a coma during the whole treatment period, I tried to maintain the same image, and did not make everyone feel like a different person, but Jiang He can still find the difference from the limited communication. Jiang He said that the biggest difference is restraint, just like a young actor who lacks stage experience, no matter how hard he performs, he has a green taste. Jiang He said that I had twice clearly proposed that there was no need for the second treatment, but I couldn't say why, I just blindly opposed it, like a willful and panicked child. Jiang He knew that it wasn't me, it was an immature and experienced person, but she never picked it out, she said that she couldn't give the other party the opportunity and space to grow.
When I actually entered the second treatment, the situation changed, and I was basically in a state of confusion, and it was difficult to communicate verbally, which made Jiang He's work difficult.
The doctor said that there are differences in the response of different personality activities, and the key to treatment is to distinguish between different areas and properties. During the treatment, Jiang He repeatedly woke me up and identified the primary and secondary personalities, and then the medical staff immediately marked the corresponding blocks of the brain. So the most she did when she couldn't communicate verbally was to let me look at her again and again, and then shout mentally and emotionally, and observe my reactions. I can't remember most of the shouts I had during this time, but she said that it worked very well and basically helped the medical staff to mark the area and distinguish the nature. And the last time I heard a large number of lines, she also said it three times, the third time my pupils were obviously dilated, and the first two times my pupils actually contracted back.
Jiang He said: "I know that the secondary personality does not like this treatment, and of course it will be disgusted with my attachment back then, but you are different, even if you oppose this treatment at the last moment, you will be grateful for my sacrifice because of our affection." β
I'm in a bad mood, and we may have calculated an ignorant teenager. But I can't say anything, because the biggest beneficiary is precisely me, and I am tantamount to building a torii for myself with a shy face to accuse anyone.
Jiang He saw that I didn't speak, stood up and said, "You get up quickly, I don't like to nest in bed and think about problems, it's easy to go around in circles." We are healing, you do your duty, I do my duty, those compassion for the world end here, I will not discuss this with you anymore. β
I don't want to continue to dwell on this issue, so confused, treating the night wandering god as a secondary personality, everyone is easy to step down, and after curing the disease, I have to say that others killed people, and it is almost unreasonable.
Jiang He walked to the window, I put on my clothes behind her, and asked as I wore them: "You encouraged me to stay awake during the first treatment, but the treatment at that time didn't require you to discern, isn't it more painful for me to stay awake?" β
Jiang He: "I told the other one, he is much more active than you, and he has blocked a lot of pain for you." β
I was speechless, and looked at Jiang He's back with my pants up for a while.
Jiang Feng didn't come back at dinner, and his entertainment should not be less. Jiang's mother was very happy to see me after work, and she said that a big stone that had been pressing on her heart for many years was finally removed. Jiang He told her that I would go back to Xiamen tomorrow, and she would accompany me back to take care of her for a while, Jiang's mother agreed, but also suggested that we ask Jiang Feng's opinion. Jiang He said yes, and booked the next day's ticket after dinner.
The next day, I saw Jiang Feng at breakfast and I said goodbye to him, he didn't say anything except telling me to rest more, he patted me on the shoulder when he went to work and said, "If you are interested, come to Shanghai to help me, you are easy to do things." "I'm all there is.
After Jiang Feng left, we had about the same time, and before going out, Jiang He handed me a few pills to eat, said goodbye to Jiang's mother, and went straight to the airport.
In the afternoon, I arrived at Xiamen Gaoqi Airport, the weather was still hot, no different from when I left, blowing a humid wind, looking at the blue sky and white clouds, as if I was reincarnated.
In addition to the luggage, Jiang He still carried her violin, I asked her why she went where to take it, she said that if she ran out of money, she could be a street performer, I said that it would be better for me to sell my body.
When I passed by the intermediary, Xiao Wu called me very warmly, telling me that the house had been rented out, and the people who had received the deposit had moved in, just waiting for me to come back and sign the contract, and looked at my bald head and Jiang He behind me while talking. I made an appointment with him to come down and go through the formalities.
I said to Jiang He: "With this rent, I have tens of thousands of dollars in hand, which should be enough for us to go to Xinjiang." β
At noon, we casually ordered takeout to eat, Jiang He took care of me, a patient, looking at her like that, she may not be able to cook soup and cook, and it will still be the life of eating takeout in the next few days.
In the afternoon, after signing the lease, I called both my second uncle and Shi Ting. The second uncle didn't have anything else to do, just reminded me that I had done half of the business planning for him, and asked me to finish it next and discuss it with him when I had time; Shi Ting was very happy on the phone, he said that he had something to tell me for a few days, so he made an appointment to eat seafood together in the evening. I'm going to Xinjiang after a while, and of course I won't take Jiang He to eat mutton in Xiamen, so I booked a seafood restaurant by the sea.
Remembering the bank's notice, I called back, it was the phone number of the bank's safe deposit box business manager, she said that Lou Anguo's safe deposit box had expired, so according to the prior agreement, I called the emergency contact that I picked up the safe. After discussing with Jiang He, we unanimously decided to pick it up immediately.
This bank is only a few hundred meters away from my home, it is the first very small local bank in China with a Taiwanese background, and the domestic business seems to be limited to Fujian Province, I don't understand why my father opened a safe deposit box here, and I don't think my family has anything worth hiding. Father's safe is a customized business, the security level is not high, I asked to confirm the renewal once in three months to the management office, if it exceeds the agreed period and can not contact me, I will notify the emergency contact to pick up with my ID card, and I am the emergency contact.
Jiang He and I both guessed that the safe might be related to my father's spell, and the so-called spell should be the password extracted, which my father said when he told me about the spell, and I will naturally know when the time comes. It's been more than two months since my father passed away, and I've almost forgotten the mantra, and it seems that it's time to use it today.
But the spell didn't work. The procedure is very simple, and the clerk said that the people who handle this kind of business generally do not reserve passwords, because basically the customers themselves will only use emergency contacts when they have accidents, and the preset password is troublesome. The bank actually had a copy of my ID card, and it seems that my father secretly put a lot of effort into it. I increasingly expected that my father had made some kind of elaborate arrangement, and I couldn't help but have a longing for the treasure. After checking the ID card and myself, the manager gave me the key to the safe and asked us to collect it by ourselves.
I said to Jiang He: "My dad has always been involved in passwords, and he used to be in the national security after being transferred to the army, you said he wouldn't be an agent, right?" This kind of plot appears in the movie, and the general safe is a lot of dollars, passports of several identities and a Colt pistol, in view of different national conditions, the pistol can be changed to a domestic Type 92. β
Jiang He said: "In view of the different national conditions, it would be good to leave some money, and the other two are enough to send us in for a few years." β
According to my understanding, the purpose and significance of my father's safe should be to ensure that I can understand and grasp certain information in case something happens to him. If there is any secret in our family of three, that is, my illness, if it is really related to my illness, my father should be worried that my problem will be dealt with after he has an accident Jiang Feng refused to deal with it, and he left a back hand here. But now that the things to face and deal with are settled, and it's easier than I expected, the contents of the safe may lose their value.
If there is still value, it should involve the experiments of the year, and these test information can satisfy Jiang He's curiosity.
I'd be happier if I just left some money, and to be honest, I've lost interest in delving into the experiment, so what's the point of proving that they did a lack of ethics in the first place? It's nothing more than acting as a-stirring stick, my father is dead, I can't make Jiang Feng ruined and discouraged, it doesn't make much sense.
What's more, I was actively involved in the treatment, and if it turns out that the original experiment did create twins, my murder is basically confirmed, maybe the law doesn't interpret it that way, but I still morally inevitably think that I murdered my twin brother.
On the eve of the treatment, I thought that I must investigate it thoroughly, but now I hope most that I will forget all this and stay away from it until I die. The truth doesn't make up for anything.
The manager said that the safe had been open for more than three years, and customers came every three months to confirm the extension, the most recent being less than four months ago, which should have been shortly after my father was discharged from the hospital.
Contrary to the two of us, there was no money, no passbook, no card, no camera tape, CD, USB flash drive and the like, and there was a dark gray thick sail raincloth crossbody bag lying quietly in the small box, which was my usual favorite Adidas, and there was a twelve-inch Apple laptop and charger in it, which was still a very new model, and it looked like a gift from me, Jiang He looked at me suspiciously.
I grabbed my backpack and went straight home.
Turn on the computer and directly enter the familiar Apple system interface, and you don't need a password. Jiang He and I rummaged through every corner of the hard drive, but we couldn't find any information, this computer was like a new installation, there were almost no traces of use, and it was not normal. It was impossible for my father to give me a notebook after death for no reason like preparing a birthday present, so Jiang He and I continued to study very persistently.
Last year, my father gave my mom an Apple laptop, and my mom and I thought it was weird. This notebook in my hand is new last year, the safe has been open for more than three years, and it seems that my father replaced the old one with this new one last year and gave it to my mother. Married men really don't give their hospitality for no reason.
In this case, he must have taken into account the depreciation of the hardware and was afraid that the information in the computer would not be safe, so we should be able to find something. I SUDDENLY REALIZED WHAT THE PROBLEM WAS,OUT OF THE USUAL SOFTWARE NEEDS,MY MOTHER'S APPLE LAPTOP IS ACTUALLY A DUAL SYSTEM,PRESS AND HOLD THE ALT KEY WHEN STARTUP TO MAKE A SYSTEM SELECTION,AND MY PARENTS HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ACCUSTOMED TO USING THE WINDOWS SYSTEM,SURE ENOUGH, YOU CAN CHOOSE TO ENTER THE WINDOWS SYSTEM AFTER RESTARTINGγ