"Am I dead?"

After hearing Su Ruyu's weak question, Lu Anzhong suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and after more than 20 minutes of intense exercise, he was exhausted and sat back, sitting on the ground in a space suit and gasping for breath.

"A dead man wouldn't ask such a question."

Lu An gasped and replied.

"Oh, I'm still alive, I thought I would, I was going to die......"

Su Ruyu turned her head, looked at Lu An and asked, "You saved me, right?" Thank you, Li Yi. ”

"You're welcome, don't thank me, it's just habit." Lu An waved his hand and said.

Sweating profusely, he began to emerge from his spacesuit, which was too heavy and uncomfortable.

"I didn't die! Ahem, ahem......"

Got out of the spacesuit and kicked the wet spacesuit away with one kick, Lu An straightened Su Ruyu's twisted head so that she didn't cough anymore, and asked with a frown: "Do you still want to die?" Is it a bad thing that I brought you back to life? ”

"Hehe, no, it's just a little emotional." Su Ruyu looked directly at Lu An above him, and saw that his hair was wet, but his eyebrows were wrinkled, and he denied it with a smile.

Lu An smacked his lips and said, "Oh, otherwise I would have thought I had saved the wrong one." Although I have some experience in saving people, I have no experience in how to kill people—"

His words were prickly, Su Ruyu kept staring at his eyes, and he could also see Lu An's emotions from them.

"You saw that hologram last time?"

Lu An glanced at her and nodded.

"How? Isn't it a surprise? You haven't come to the main base for a long time this time, are you scared? ”

Lu An saw that although Su Ruyu was tired just now, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if he was laughing at himself, so he immediately retorted: "I've just been busy analyzing the underlying code of the network these days, so I don't have time to run blindly." ”

"Oh? Does that prove that you're not afraid of me at all? Then your courage is really not small, wow, I really underestimate you. ”

Lu An hesitated for a moment, thinking about how to justify.

"Ha, you're still shocked! You just glanced down and left and right, which is clearly a precursor to lying,......"

Su Ruyu was satisfied in her heart and said a little mischievously.

She risked the danger to "tease" this Li Yi at the beginning, but she was so bored that she had the urge to be scared. Always guarding the secret so lonely, after suffering in my heart for a long time, I will want to find a way to vent. Now this result is many times better than the worst she had ever imagined.

Lu An shrugged his nose helplessly and said, "Normal people should be startled!" To be honest, I was really sick at the time. ”

Su Ruyu smiled in her eyes and said, "I guess too." You must know that the last time you left, you didn't even close the hatch of the brain, and you even forgot to close the door of the warehouse, which is not in line with your previous habits......"

Lu An looked left and right in embarrassment, remembering that he only found this when he came to the door of the main base, which shows how panicked he was when he left last time. Moreover, such a childish act as secretly competing with Su Ruyu was also pierced by her face, which made him even more embarrassed.

"You're not afraid of me right now, are you?" Su Ruyu, who was pale, looked at Lu An above with a smile.

Lu An looked down and replied, "Half an hour ago, I was still quite scared, but now do you think I still need to be afraid?" ”

"Yes, indeed. So, would you like to hear my story? Su Ruyu asked with a smile.

Although Su Ruyu had just woken up from shock and fainting at this time, his face was pale and he looked tired, but he still nodded. People who are close to death can gradually recover from physical weakness as long as they pay attention to cultivation, but the trauma in their hearts cannot be recovered by resting.

Now Su Ruyu has a desire to talk, so Lu An doesn't mind playing the role of listening. Otherwise, patients who have just woken up and are extremely insecure can easily form psychological shadows, which are all the experiences that Lu An has accumulated in the past.

"A long illness becomes a good doctor" is not only for the patient, but also for those who take care of the patient.

Seeing Lu An nodding, Su Ruyu coughed slightly, reluctantly raised her finger, pointed to the direction above her head, and said, "Can you help me get it?" ”

Lu An followed the direction she pointed and looked, it turned out to be the bottle. Usually, Lu An came in from the airtight cabin, and she could always be seen drunk holding the bottle.

Lu An crawled over, picked up the bottle, opened it and smelled it.

Sure enough, the familiar pungent smell was wine.

"You're not supposed to drink." Lu An climbed back with the bottle, and said with a little reproach: "When I first entered the door, I saw you lying on the ground and crawling this way, you wanted to come over to get the bar, but you fainted and went into shock halfway." ”

Shaking the bottle in his hand, Lu An continued: "You are a doctor, you should know better than me what the harm of drinking alcohol is. Not to mention, you're definitely drinking too much......"

Su Ruyu raised her hand slightly and motioned for Lu An to give her the bottle. Lu An sighed heavily and put the bottle in her hand.

"I know, but what's the solution? What's more, it's not alcohol, it's just medicine. ”

Lu An listened to Su Ruyu's defense and sighed in his heart. She is now like this, and even after waking up from a coma, she still has to drink, which is really difficult to dissuade.

"I know you may feel uncomfortable in your heart, but it is good to numb yourself with alcohol like this, but it is harmful to your body. If you suddenly go into shock and faint like this, maybe you have drunk too much alcohol and caused alcohol poisoning! You're a doctor, you should know the dangers of alcoholism, and this time I saved you......"

Su Ruyu saw that Lu An misunderstood, and she didn't defend herself, she just raised her head and wanted to pour it into her mouth, but she couldn't lift her trembling hand. When Lu An saw it, he had to hold her head up and lean on his lap, take the bottle from her hand, open it and feed her slowly.

Su Ruyu drank greedily, and after a few sips, her face began to turn ruddy, and Lu An looked at it in her eyes, but her brows furrowed even tighter.

This is already alcohol poisoning to addiction!

"Alas...... gone." Su Ruyu saw that the wine in her bottle was drunk, so she sighed unwillingly.

Lu An put down the bottle and said dissatisfiedly: "It's good if it's gone." ”

Su Ruyu arched her head, and after finding a comfortable posture, she sighed leisurely with satisfaction.

After a while, she raised her head slightly, looked at Lu An's face reflected in her eyes, and asked, "You must be very confused about my identity now, right?" ”

Lu An blinked and said, "Well, but if you don't want to say it, I won't ask." ”

"If you ask, I won't tell." Su Ruyu blinked at his appearance, "I'm going to get you in trouble, it's better that you still don't know." ”

"Oh."

"By the way, the last time you saw that thing, what did you think of me before?" Su Ruyu asked with interest.

"What do you think?" Lu An scratched his head and said: "Beautiful, arrogant, temperamental......"

"Really? Anything else? ”

Lu An hesitated for a moment before replying: "Bloody, cruel ......"

"Really?"

"yes."

Lu An nodded and looked at Su Ruyu, whose head was resting on his lap, and said with a little comfort: "Actually, it was very disgusting at first, but then I felt cruel and a little bloody. ”

"Then you still have the heart to think I'm pretty? However, I admit to being cruel and bloody, so why do I feel disgusting? ”

Lu An was silent for a moment, but avoided answering, and instead said: "The reason why people are human is because people are different from beasts, they have self-restraint, emotions and emotions. Of course, it is only a by-product of the natural evolution of human beings, and it may not even be completely beneficial, but this is who we are. We have empathy, we have empathy, and when we see someone being treated so cruelly, we will not only be angry, we will be afraid, and we will feel disgusted. Because it's not something that has nothing to do with me, it's a question of how 'people' are treated, and as long as you identify yourself as a human being, you won't be indifferent......"

Lu An looked down and continued: "And that's what you think in your heart, right?" Just now you regretted that you didn't die, you must have felt uneasy and even guilty, right? ”

Su Ruyu raised her head and met Lu An's gaze.

"I didn't expect you to be able to observe the details! You must be very confused, right? Why was I so calm at that time, and I was able to carry out such a cruel experiment so calmly? ”

"Huh? Why? ”

Su Ruyu lowered her head, retracted her gaze, and replied softly, "Why?" As you just said, human beings are the product of millions of years of evolution, so you should know that human nature is also a by-product of the environment; Man is a social animal with a terrible obedience. When I first started, I didn't have resistance and doubts. But someone told me that this is for the future of all mankind, and that our mission and responsibility is to bear these sins for all mankind,......, and then I heard it for a long time and believed it. ”

Su Ruyu said, raised her head and looked at Lu An again, and asked, "Actually, at that time, I also wondered, why do people boast of being extraordinary?" What is the difference between us and the birds and beasts? Are our flesh inherently noble? We judge the carcasses of other animals, feast on them, praise and sigh with great satisfaction, and then comfort ourselves that this is food! Delicious food! God-given! Nature's bounty! Then our own bodies were raised high, and after a solemn ceremony, they were stuffed into the fire and burned in vain, and if anyone was disrespectful, they shouted that it was blasphemy! This is blasphemy against the dead! This is an insult to our ancestors! This is a crime, this is an evil ......"

Su Ruyu was really emotional, and she began to gasp slightly as she spoke, but she was unwilling to stop, but continued to stare at Lu An and asked, if she can get an answer from Lu An.

"I was very confused at the time. But I've been told that it's no different, it's just some ridiculous notions that humans have evolved over millions of years, dragged down by the by-products of accidents 10,000 years ago. He told me that what we are going to fight is the path of evolution in millions of years, and that we are going to face the path of billions of years from now, and that this is just a small moment in 10,000 years......"

"Li Yi, in fact, I am still confused to this day, what that person said is not unreasonable, but deep down in my heart I always can't convince myself, can you tell me why?"

Lu An was stared at by Su Ruyu, and he was a little confused, but he seemed to understand, but where could he answer such a question.

He had no choice but to sigh, looked at Su Ruyu sincerely and said: "I can't tell you why, if you can explain yourself clearly, then you can only do it when you are not yourself, but unfortunately I am just an ordinary person, I can't do this." It's a pity! But maybe that's the people! What makes us different is that we can ask ourselves this question......"

After Lu An finished speaking, he was already a mess of porridge in his head, and he didn't know what he said.