Dr. Meng was there at dinner. Jiang Feng was still unrestrained and talkative at the dinner table, Jiang He and Dr. Meng didn't talk much, Jiang's mother occasionally talked to each other, but I was mainly responsible for making peace with Jiang Feng.

After the meal, Jiang He took me out for a walk, and when I learned that Dr. Meng would leave in a while, I said goodbye to her in advance.

After going downstairs, Jiang He asked me why Meng Ying cooperated with Jiang Feng to fool me, and I was not so polite at all. I asked Jiang He why he hadn't learned Japanese etiquette in Japan for so long, and Jiang He said that Japanese politeness is ritualistic and has nothing to do with the heart, and I said that I am too. Besides, it's someone else's job, not the right thing.

Jiang He asked: "She knows that you are not depressed, what does she counsel you every week?" ”

I said, "She has a mission, and even though she knows that I have another disease, she must find a reason to contact me and observe me." ”

Jiang He disagreed: "She told you that you went to college at the age of fifteen, and it is also a job need to study for eight years for a bachelor's, master's and doctoral degree?" ”

I said, "Treating a disease requires the trust of the patient, and she's so young, there's really no way for me to take her seriously if she doesn't show it." ”

I digressed the subject: "I think she is very familiar with your family, not like a general subordinate relationship." ”

Jiang He said: "She is the child of my father's college classmate, she has been very good at reading since she was a child, in order to give her the best educational environment, her father sent her not long after our family arrived in Shanghai." It was a time when I was helpless, and we had a good relationship for a while. Later, I went to Japan, and she studied quite well in Shanghai, and when I came back for treatment, she also took care of me. After that, I studied high school to sophomore in China, and I originally planned to skip a grade with her to take the college entrance examination, but later I went to Japan to delay my bachelor's, master's and doctoral studies, otherwise I would have been able to brag about it. ”

"It can be seen that your dad uses her very heavily in the company."

"In my father's eyes, what Meng Ying learned is the real knowledge, and my anthropology and your advertising are basically not."

"My dad doesn't say it's a fart, and he says I'm a shameful domestic helper under mercantilism."

Walking to the front of the rockery again, I remembered my mother and wanted to call her, but considering her dark night taboo, I decided to call again tomorrow during the day.

Jiang He guessed my thoughts, glanced at me and said, "Miss your mother?" ”

I said, "Give her a call tomorrow." ”

Jiang He said: "Once the treatment begins, it may be inconvenient to call, so you had better say hello to your family and friends as soon as possible so as not to cause unnecessary panic." ”

I wondered, "Why is it inconvenient to call?" ”

Jiang He said: "Every place has its own rules, have you ever seen a doctor allow patients to play with their mobile phones when they are treating? ”

I looked at Jiang He and felt that she was not completely telling the truth. Later, I realized that even if I was given my phone, I wouldn't have the strength to pick it up.

I thought a lot before going to bed at night, and the original illusion of the stability of the present world was shattered with the death of my father, and I realized that there were so few people in my life who could support each other and rely on each other, and my weak mother was even waiting for my support, and I couldn't provide an environment that made her feel grounded.

If I want to live, I have to go through two difficulties, one is to solve the genetic problem, and the other is to treat multiple personality problems, these two difficulties for me may be my father's ghost door, not long after the diagnosis report came out, my father's sudden recurrence of the old disease at that point in time could not be related to this.

Although Jiang He's speculation about human experiments is absurd, there must be a reasonable explanation for the development of things to this point, especially since his father is likely to die early because of this, even if his father participates in any experiments, he will not have to take his life, and his mother is completely innocent of the pain of losing her husband.

This matter must be investigated.

As for Jiang He and I, if we are victims of the experiment, we at least have the right to know what we are sacrificing for, right?

After falling asleep, he has not been very steady, and when the night wandering god appeared, his face was full of sadness, and the wrinkles on his face were all pinched together. She looked at me pitifully: "I feel like they're really going to kill me." ”

I couldn't bear it: "I joked with you yesterday, they treat my illness, and you are just my imaginary playmate." ”

The Night Wanderer looked at me suspiciously: "Can you be sure?" You're bigger and more experienced, and they're really not trying to hurt me? ”

"So don't call yourself Lou Lanyu in the future, people say that you belong to a schizophrenic hallucination, don't hit the muzzle of the gun yourself."

The Night Wanderer said cautiously, "Maybe if we become one, they won't have anything to say." ”

When I woke up early the next morning, many memories appeared in my mind, my grandmother's smile, my father tutored me in semiotics, my mother pointed to the mud on my shoes to teach me, I took the Buddhist scriptures to find the meaning of each sentence, the memory was strange but kind, and gradually dissipated with a long-lost sense of familiarity.

It was as if I heard the night wanderer say, "I also produce memories, and I'm also a porter of memories." ”

After breakfast, Jiang Feng left first, and Jiang's mother said that she would not accompany me today, and would come to see me in two days, and then drove away. Jiang He said that Jiang's mother's addiction to being the principal has not changed for more than ten years, and the parent-child quality training institution she founded is quite successful and has branches in many cities. So Jiang He and I drove the Volvo to Jiangchen by ourselves. I asked Jiang He if he wanted to bring his luggage with him, and Jiang He said that he didn't want to launch me into space, so he didn't need to bring his luggage.

I called my mom in the car, and I said that I had joined a European tour group and was out for a walk, and she didn't make a fuss except that I didn't discuss it with her beforehand. She asked me if Jiang He was going with me, and I said that they had come to Xiamen on a business trip to sit down, and they had already left. My mom said that the eighteenth change of the female college is good, and it would be nice to remember you. In the end, I told her that the overseas roaming bill of the mobile phone is very expensive, and she is often charged high fees, so I did not open it, and I may not be able to contact her for ten days. My mother generally has little opinion on saving money, and tells me to put safety first and be careful on the road. When I hung up the phone, I thought, how could my dad be embarrassed to cheat on someone like my mom back then.

Although the security guard at the door of the special elevator in the garage saw us yesterday, he still called to report it according to the regulations, so Jiang He and I sat on the sofa in the small hall and waited. Jiang He said: "It's not that the security is troublesome, but the fingerprint password of the elevator can be activated by a few people, and they have to wait for someone to pick it up. ”

Sure enough, a few minutes later, Dr. Meng came down and picked us up. Dr. Meng said in the elevator: "The medical team is ready, and if Mr. Jiang has no other explanation, we will go directly." ”

Jiang Feng is definitely a person with high emotional intelligence, as soon as they met, he said that he was negligent yesterday, and he would ask the secretariat to enter Jiang He's fingerprints into the elevator system, so that it would be convenient to enter and exit in the future, Jiang He was expressionless and noncommittal. Jiang Feng came over and got very close to me, almost holding me in his arms, and then patted me on the shoulder and said, "Your father and I should apologize to you two, because we made you suffer all this." "What else can I say, I said one thing by the way, without you, there would be no us, and my own people don't need to say I'm sorry Yunyun.

Jiang He and I took the public elevator down to the sixth floor under the guidance of Dr. Meng, and there was a sky corridor in the office building that connected to the white building, and then went up to the seventh floor, and Dr. Meng said that my medical laboratory was upstairs.

The attending doctors were already waiting in a small conference room, and the so-called medical team consisted of only three people, all of whom had changed into light blue uniforms. The team leader was a middle-aged man in his forties of medium stature, wearing white-rimmed glasses that matched the color of his uniform, and when he smiled, he showed eight white teeth, and he smelled of America, and Dr. Meng called him Dr. Wang; The other two people, a man and a woman, both looked to be in their thirties, the man had a neat flat head, about 1.8 meters tall, and exercised very well and well-proportioned, Dr. Meng called him Dr. Xiao Wang; The woman is not very beautiful, but she has an intellectual charm all over her body, which belongs to the kind of killer of the royal sister professor of the department, and Dr. Meng calls her Dr. Li.

The three of them shook hands with me warmly one by one, and the eagerness in their eyes could only be described as love. Jiang He leaned into my ear and said, "It seems that the three of them really like you." "I don't have the same good attitude as hers, and the uniforms of these three people actually scared me, so I turned around and asked Dr. Meng, "Do you want to have surgery?" ”

Dr. Meng smiled and shook his head: "It's different from what you think." ”

The three doctors said hello and said that they would prepare first and then left together, and Dr. Meng said that we should also go to the medical laboratory to make preliminary preparations. I asked Jiang He if these three people had treated him before, and Jiang He said no.

On the way, I asked Jiang He: "Do you say that these three people know that the work they do is not so bright?" ”

Jiang He replied to me: "It's as childish as asking a hooligan if he knows how nasty he is." ”

I said, "It's still a bit too much to be a hooligan, they're the best of the best, you're anti-intellectual." ”

Jiang He snorted: "A hooligan is like a dagger, cutting only a few people who are close to him, this kind of person is an atomic bomb, and if you are not careful, you may destroy mankind." ”

Jiang He whispered to me, "Now I'll show you what real anti-intellectualism is." Then he raised his voice: "Meng Ying, are you right?" ”

Meng Ying, who was a few steps away, looked back and smiled: "Nuclear fission can make an atomic bomb or a power plant, nuclear fusion can make a hydrogen bomb or an artificial sun, technology is not the original sin, it depends on how to use it." ”

Jiang He said: "I expected you to answer like this, this is the anti-intellectualism of the elite." Heaven and earth are unkind, and all things are used as dogs, but the human elite can gain the power to play God through technology, and eventually override others in the name of development. ”

Meng Ying said: "Technological progress is an extension of human evolution, don't you anthropology look at the problem from the perspective of development? ”

Jiang He said: "If you go in the wrong direction, stop is progress." The scientists who created the first atomic bomb did not expect that one day the nuclear weapons on Earth could add up to destroy mankind dozens of times, so not all technologies are worth developing, and some technologies become more barbaric the more they develop. During World War I, the British anthropologist Malinowski visited the forests of Papua New Guinea to conduct anthropological surveys and chat with the local cannibals. He introduced the cannibals to the wars that were taking place in Europe, and in particular described the brutality of the wars, how new weapons could kill the warriors in patches like harvesting crops, and thus killed more than nine million people on the battlefield. The cannibals asked curiously, how could you possibly eat so much human flesh? Malinowski explained that humans in civilized societies do not eat human flesh, and as a result, the cannibals were stunned: Why do you kill so many people without eating human flesh? ”

Jiang He stopped at the door of the medical room, looked inside and said, "So I want to know, where is the bottom line of human civilization?" Where is the boundary of the human desire for development? ”

I looked at the medical room and said, "It doesn't seem so." ”