It's been more than ten days since the last update.,It's been more than ten days.,It's been more than ten days and it's not very peaceful.,Depressed.,Tangled in my heart.,Everything is troubled.,So the update has been put aside for so many days.,Actually, it's not that there's nothing to write.,Yes.,But too many things are mixed together.,It's a mess.,I can't sort it out at all.,Can't completely differentiate.。。。

It seems to be a rough day these days, my mother. It's really TMD's entanglement~~ At work, and psychologically, now I feel like my chest is stuffy, and I haven't vented it, it's really unpleasant, thinking about today's events, and what happened during this time, I'm really depressed, MD, my sister is going crazy, and there's nowhere to vent, so I can only complain here, don't mind... Ahh

Thinking of the incident a few days ago, my heart is still a little hurt, but after so many days of running-in, my heart is much calmer, but there are still some shadows, I never thought that I would experience these in the mortal area, that feeling, not the kind of unhappiness that is scolded by others, but that I am like an undisguised object, just spread out in a public place, let people evaluate at will, the feeling of trampling at will, feel very ashamed, maybe this is the point of the Leo girl's fate, that is very face-saving, yes, I'm the kind of girl who wants to save face, so I can't accept that I have become the target of other people's comments, their remarks are deeply affecting me, I am not calm enough, not strong enough, so this time I was injured, I remember the day I said "I will be low-key in the future, just be a diver, so that I will not get hurt." The bird with broken wings can't fly high, so that it won't hurt more when it falls~~" But seeing that the book review area is very lively these days, I don't change my previous nature, I'm still as high-profile as before, this doesn't work, I want to correct it, so now I have to learn self-restraint, Fei'er, you can't let the past continue to repeat itself...

Today BJ asked me didn't say I was leaving, why did I still see me in the book review area, I don't know how to answer, yes, a few days ago, I was very sad and sad, I told him that I was leaving the book review area, he said let's leave together, I was shocked at that time, I don't leave or not for others, it doesn't matter, I'm just a grain of dust, insignificant, but he is different, he is one of the talented people in the Fan District, his existence is very important to the Fan District, many people like to read his comments, He is a beautiful scenery in the Van district, when he said that he was going to leave, I told him not to leave, but I don't know how to persuade him, a person who is going to leave himself, can he find an excuse, find a reason to tell others not to leave...

Today he should be disappointed in me, I promised him that I would leave, but I didn't, I continued to bubble up for the past two days, he didn't say anything, he said that there was a person who would leave with him, I know who it was, both are my good friends, the first to say that I was leaving, but I broke my promise, and as a result, they didn't say they were leaving, but finally left, I know he was angry in his heart, I am not qualified to ask him to forgive me, alas... I really feel very guilty in my heart, I don't talk anymore, I find that I am a very unprincipled person, my heart is always swaying from time to time, I will break the hearts of others, but I will be sad myself... Alas...

I want to leave, but I can't bear to have a lot of book friends, the rabbit said: "Actually, every day after work, I go to the Internet, make book reviews, make Q_Q... It's an extremely unhealthy life and your body gets tired of it, so you have these reactions and thoughts ... You want to go back to your normal life, but you can't bear to have these friends... Go ahead and look at the sisters in the book review area, the first to have Nalan Yun, then there are beautiful candies, and then there are smart and beautiful big-eyed girls and their sisters dragging dolls... One by one, they all faded out, for the same reason as you. So, keep the contact details of your friends, live your own life, call from time to time to exchange feelings, or meet in person... All you need is to cherish those good friends, and the others will be so good to get together and disperse... ”

The rabbit is very right, what he said is what I think in my heart, really entangled, I am really a contradiction, more than once I have said this about myself, often wandering around the contradiction, hurting myself, hurting others, I am willful, and dead-headed, I really deserve it......

I've been in contact with the book review area for so long.,Now the feeling of the fan area is very light.,Maybe the tears flowed a lot a few days ago.,That's why I saw it lighter.,In fact, what really worries me is some book friends.,Water army group.,Inn group and the better ones in the book review area.,So it's very entangled.,Now I'm slowly getting out of the world of this network.,Wait until that day.,I'm the same as the female cultivators he said above.,Then I'm successful~~.

I am reluctant to leave everyone behind, I will definitely leave a few of the most confidant, the most friendly friends, because these people are worthy of deep friendship, worthy of a lifetime of memories, some may not have the opportunity to see in a lifetime, but there is that love, the value of nostalgia ~~~~

Alas... After a lot of wordiness, I found that I really love broken thoughts, really like an old woman, am I not old, my heart is old first... Ahh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~h

I made up a little bit of everything, and there were only 1800 words, alas... Are people all as failed in updates as I am?。。。 Hahahahahaha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ha

Nini is back to Canada today, I wish her a smooth journey... Why... ╭(╯3╰)╮。。。