Han Zhihui wanted to hear about Hanhan's past, but he wanted to hear more about her things that he didn't know......

But he didn't want to embarrass her, she didn't want to say, so he compromised: "Okay." ”

Cheng Weiwan didn't speak in a hurry, but tilted his head, as if he was recalling something very seriously, and after a while, he said out loud: "After leaving you, I didn't leave Beijing, because I have been in Beijing for many years and am more familiar, I am afraid that I will suddenly change places, I am pregnant, and it will be difficult to solve it after encountering trouble." ”

"You asked me to kill the child, although your secretary helped me hide from the world, but I was still afraid of being discovered by you, so I didn't dare to go to the hospital, spent a lot of money, and hired a private doctor, even so, I am still very nervous every day, it may be my uneasiness, affecting Hanhan, when I was six months pregnant, there were signs of bleeding."

"That time, Hanhan almost left me."

"In fact, during that time, my mental state has not been very good, very negative, when I knew that the fetus was unstable, my first thought was not to try to protect the child, but to think that this would be good, I went with the child."

"Hanhan is stronger than me, he survived, and I followed."

"Hanhan was born in the middle of the night, it snowed in Beijing that day, the ground was very slippery, there were still two months before the due date, my amniotic water suddenly broke, the nanny I hired happened to be off duty that day, I was only one person, I was in pain and died, I couldn't get out of the house at all, and finally Mu Qing came to see me, and happened to bump into this scene and sent me to the hospital."

"I haven't taken care of the fetus well, and my mood has been bad, when I got to the hospital, Hanhan couldn't give birth for a long time, the doctor was anxious, I was also anxious, and later, I was bleeding profusely."

Massive hemorrhage...... In Han Zhihui's mind, he suddenly rushed to the hospital and saw the scene of Lili lying in a pool of blood.

The day she gave birth to Hanhan, was it also like that?

Han Zhihui didn't speak, but his face was a little pale.

"That was the second time Hanhan and I almost left this world together." Compared with Han Zhihui's torment in his heart, Cheng Weiwan at this time recalled the terrifying scene again, and was more indifferent.

"Hanhan was born two months prematurely, and when he was born, he was exceptionally small, and he lost his breath from time to time."

"Hanhan stayed in the incubator for three months before he went home with me."

"During the three months that Hanhan was in the incubator, I was alone, and it was at that time that I suffered from depression."

"It's serious, so serious that I don't want to live in this world, I went to the window more than once, I wanted to jump, and more than once, I stood in the middle of the road and couldn't move."

"Fortunately, during that time, Mu Qing and Brother Yinan discovered that something was wrong with me, and they took turns to accompany me twenty-four hours a day."

Cheng Weiwan spoke very slowly, and as he spoke, he stopped from time to time to think about it.

Her voice was very soft, about the same volume as when she usually told Cheng Han a story at night, but with infinite force, she turned into one sharp dagger after another and pierced into his heart.

Han Zhihui was in pain, but he never shouted to stop Cheng Weihai.

Before he came back, when he decided to listen to her talk about these things, he already knew that he would be in pain, but he did not expect that it would hurt like this.