charter 52 The lights go out and there is no home

In the car, Aso listened to the song, kept looking out the window, didn't eat, drink, sleep and didn't pay attention to anyone, just living in his own world.

Grandma looked at Asu's increasingly haggard face, and the more guilty she became.

Not long after Asu started school, Su Minghua was sent to the hospital.

Su Minghua went up the mountain to sweep the tomb, and when he came down the mountain, he fell down the stairs because of a slip under his feet, his leg was broken, and his waist was displaced. The old man was already osteoporotic and had many inconveniences in his hands and feet, but this fall led to lifelong paralysis.

After Su Minghua had an accident, he contacted the Li family. At that time, the call was on the landline, and it was Qin Xiang who answered it, and she didn't know anything.

After more than half a month, one day she didn't know the truth of the matter after receiving a call from Su Minghua, and she asked Qin Xiang why she didn't tell her about it.

Qin Xiang smiled and said sloppily: "Oh, look at my memory, I've been so busy these days, but I forgot about it." Asu's grandmother did call, as if to say that she was hospitalized, I thought she should want to ask the family for money, at that time I thought it should not be very anxious, I said that I would call her account when I was free. What's wrong? Mother? Are people really asking you for money? ”

"What a bastard you are, has your conscience been eaten by dogs? Are people asking me for money? Yes? Do you treat people like they want to eat? ”

Qin Xiang sighed, "It was meant to be!" ”

Grandma was so angry that she picked up a feather duster and pointed at Qin Xiang, "Your heart is so black!" What did you do to Su Mo's mother and son back then? It's okay to force her away, and the bribery judge awarded Li Sheng's custody to Hengde, and didn't award a penny to Su Mo. What about after the fact? You also went to see Su Mo and took 10,000 yuan to send her, if I hadn't given Su Mo my private money, the Su family would have to sleep on the streets. Qin Xiang, Qin Xiang, you can't be so immoral, you will be struck by thunder! Now Asu's grandmother is hospitalized with a fracture, and you still humiliate her so much, she is also Li Sheng's grandmother...... You ......" Grandma pointed at Qin Xiang's hand and trembled.

"Mom, don't be angry. Now is not the time to pursue the past, now is the time to do it. Qin Xiang said confidently.

Grandma didn't pursue what Qin Xiang did, and wanted to see Su Minghua in person.

Su Minghua refused, lying that he was cultivating at home, and he was almost good. When she called the Li family, she just wanted the Li family to take care of Asu more, but she was afraid that one day she would suddenly die, leaving Asu alone in the world and no one to take care of her. But after calling Li's house for the first time, it was Qin Xiang who answered the phone, and after being humiliated by her, Su Minghua never called Li's house again. Paralysis is not a big deal for a person who is about to die, but she is tormented by pain every day, and she doesn't know if she can survive. She wanted to see Asu, but she was afraid that Aso would not have the heart to learn because of her affairs.

During that time, she had been in contact with Asu on the phone, in order not to let her find out the clues and worried, endured the discomfort and insisted on talking to her, heard Asu say that the house was renovated, and they could live together after the National Day, Su Minghua was very happy, it was the new life that Asu was looking forward to, and it was also the life she was looking forward to, if she could, she wanted to accompany Asu to walk for a while and watch her grow up healthy and carefree.

But time does not treat me, life does not treat me! Her fate with Aso can only end here.

Grandma believed that Su Minghua was nothing serious, and she didn't take this matter to heart, and planned to go back to see her with Asu on National Day.

Su Minghua knew that he couldn't hide the matter, so he agreed, and if he could, he could delay it for a while, and asked her not to tell Asu about her hospitalization.

She was wrong about this! If she cared more about Su Minghua, if she had told Asu the truth of the matter earlier, even if she couldn't change the final direction of the story, at least she wouldn't let Asu and Su Minghua have regrets.

Su Minghua couldn't hear Asu's voice anymore.

The last thing Asu saw when he saw Su Minghua was a lifeless corpse......

Looking at Aso, who had lost her soul, her grandmother's heart ached......

"Asu, you blame grandma, it's all grandma's fault, don't stop talking! Don't torture yourself, okay? ”

Aso's eyes were confused and fluttering, and he looked out the window indifferently, and the music coming from his earbuds seemed to isolate him from the outside world.

Asu can actually hear it, she resents her grandmother, she resents Qin Xiang's insult to her grandmother, and she resents Li Wan'er for breaking her mobile phone, so that she can't receive her grandmother's call......

The resentment in her heart made Asu want to kill them one by one, but now she didn't even have the mood to scold.

scolded them, killed them, relieved their anger, but what about grandma? I can't come back after all!

Every time I think that there is no more grandmother's shadow in this world, her world becomes so lonely and lonely, there will never be a warm haven in this world like my grandmother's arms to let her rest, and there will never be a grandmother's back on the other side of the house......

Chu Xin sat by the window on the other side, and after seeing Asu's godless expression, she was distressed, what should she do for Asu?

The mobile phone rang, Chu Xin connected, and whispered, "Brother, what's wrong?" ”

"How's Aso?"

"Very bad! She doesn't talk, she doesn't sleep, she doesn't eat anything, I'm worried that her body will not be able to bear it! ”

"Hmm."

"How's it going over there?"

"Uncle Li has already arranged the funeral, and Li Sheng and Li Wan'er were scolded by Grandpa Li."

"What does it have to do with them?"

Chu Heng said everything he knew succinctly.

When Chu Xin heard this, he looked extremely dissatisfied, just scolded and scolded? The regret this caused to Aso is lifelong!

"Chu Xin, please do one thing."

Chu Heng's voice was very serious, and Chu Xin was a little unaccustomed to hearing it.

"Never leave Asu's side, she cried and hugged her, she wanted to talk, she chatted with her, and she let her lose her temper if she wanted to...... You can accompany her in everything she wants to do, don't leave her alone! ”

"Good!"

"You can vent the grievances you received from Asu on me, but you should be patient with Asu, okay! I'll be there tomorrow, and you'll have a hard day. ”

Chu Xin smiled slightly, his brother is worried about Asu! Chu Xin glanced at Asu, even if there was no explanation from Chu Heng, she would do this.

Aso is such a good girl, she should not be let down so much, the grievances and indifference she has suffered from other people, if she can, she hopes that she can give her warm strength, even if it is insignificant.

Aso, in fact, you are not alone, there is me! There's my brother! You see, in fact, you don't have a grandmother, and you're not alone at all.

But...... There is no one in this world who can replace the status and existence of another person in a person's mind, because everyone is a unique existence, and the memories engraved in the heart are different, so there is no way to replace them.

Time may be able to downplay a person's pain and old past, but this does not mean that the pain weathered by time and the person forgotten by time do not exist.

Grandma is a unique existence in Aso's world, and no one can replace it, and no one can replace it.

coincided with the National Day holiday, the road was congested, Aso was so dizzy with motion sickness, he vomited three or four times along the way, and only ate a bowl of rice porridge for a whole day, and spit out all the jaundice water until there was nothing in his body to vomit, Aso closed his eyes tiredly.

Her world was darkened with the lights off.

She couldn't find her way home.