charter 53 Aso goes berserk
By the time we arrived at the county hospital, it was already completely dark.
Aso barely slept in the car for more than two hours, and he didn't sleep well at all.
The closer you get to home, the more familiar you feel, and the more you feel scared.
When she couldn't see her grandmother, she wanted to fly to her right away.
When she could see her grandmother, she was so scared.
After getting out of the car, Aso's body was weakly clubbed at the entrance of the hospital, and the autumn wind at night blew gently on his body, but it made Aso's body tremble coldly.
Chu Xin stood beside her and helped her.
Ah Ran walked out, and when he saw Asu, he hugged her, tightly, and said in a crying voice: "Asu, your grandmother ...... her"
Tears burst out of her eyes again, and Aso's heart was numb with pain.
"You're Aso's friend." Grandma looked at Ah Ran.
Ah Ran nodded.
"I'm Aso's grandmother, take us to see Aso's grandmother."
Ah Ran glanced at Ah Su, whose eyes were blank, and walked in front.
Asu's body was still trembling, and his steps were as difficult as lead.
The closer he got to the morgue, the more frightened Aso became, until he reached the door of the morgue, and Aso stopped.
Chu Xin clenched her cold and trembling hand and gently soothed, "Don't be afraid!" ”
Grandma walked into the morgue, and her voice of crying and complaining could not be heard, "Minghua, why did you say that you would just leave?" …… What do you want Aso to do? How do I explain to her? ”
Asu let go of Chu Xin's hand, walked to the door of the morgue step by step, and said in a dumb voice: "Get out!" ”
Grandma was stunned for a moment, looked at Asu with red eyes, and said in surprise: "Asu, you finally spoke!" ”
Aso looked at her grandmother expressionlessly and said coldly, "Get out!" ”
Grandma knew that Asu was still blaming herself, so she walked out of the morgue a little embarrassed, Chu Xin helped her grandmother, and the three of them stood at the door and waited.
Aso looked at her grandmother, her eyebrows furrowed slightly, her eyes did not close, and her expression was painful...... This was the last time Aso saw her grandmother, and she was so unwilling to go......
Asu was suffocated, hugged her grandmother's cold and lifeless body, and cried in a hoarse voice, "Grandma, I'm back...... Look at me, Grandma, I'm going home......" Putting his hand on Grandma's cheek, the cold was seeping, Aso hugged Grandma's body in a hurry, and kept rubbing the dry and cold hands, "Grandma, I'll come back to pick you up...... Went to a new home, did you promise me? How can you talk and not count? Grandma, will you say anything to me...... Grandma'......"
Aso kept shouting, and hot tears fell on her grandmother's face.
A teardrop crossed Grandma's frozen face, but she was already unconscious, she could no longer perceive the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of the world, and she could no longer see and hear Asu's heart-rending appearance and voice......
The heart-rending sound pierced the eardrums of the three people outside the door.
Chu Xin's heart was like ripples swept up by the wind, rippling uneasily.
Grandma cried even more when she heard this.
Asu leaned his head on his grandmother's body, tears still hung from the corners of his eyes, and his shoulders kept trembling: "Grandma, if you don't go, I won't go, I'll accompany you......"
"Grandma, when you were alive, were you very miserable...... Yes, because of me, it's painful for you to live. I'm sorry, grandma, but I was the one who bothered you...... Without me, you have a mother? ”
"Grandma, don't you stop talking? I want to talk to you...... It's okay for you to scold me, it's okay to beat me, don't stop talking, okay! ”
The morgue was so cold and cold that it made people feel terrible, but Aso refused to leave.
Chu Xin and Grandma kept persuading, but Asu closed his eyes and turned a deaf ear, isolating himself from them.
Chu Xin cried urgently, what should she do?
The hospital staff came up to catch people, but Aso was still lying indifferent to her grandmother.
The staff forcibly pulled Atsu out of the door, and Aso looked at his grandmother's corpse, desperately and helplessly resisting, "Let me go...... Please, let me go! Let me talk to my grandmother, I have a lot to say to my grandmother, please......"
Chu Xin and grandma were extremely distressed, and grandma cried so much that her voice was hoarse, and her voice trembled, "Asu, don't ...... like this"
Ah Ran hugged Ah Su, and Ah Su begged: "Ah Ran...... Let me stay with my grandmother again, I just want to talk to my grandmother! Just ...... for a moment."
"Asu, don't do this!" Ah Ran couldn't bear to say.
Aso struggled vigorously, "Let go of me!" ”
"Hold her hand!" The doctor who didn't know when he appeared, holding a syringe with a tranquilizer in his hand.
A nurse behind him stepped forward to take Aso's hand, and a staff member stepped forward to help, while another staff member closed the door of the morgue.
With a creak, Aso looked at the door that closed quickly, and struggled to get closer to the door with the little strength he had left, and said in fear, "What do you want to do?" Let go of my ......"
Because Aso kept moving, pricked several times, the syringe failed to penetrate Asu's blood vessels, and finally found the blood vessels to penetrate, the needle was displaced, the doctor frowned, and shouted impatiently: "Hold her!" ”
The nurse and staff pressed Aso against the wall even harder, and Aso couldn't move, and as he watched the door, his blood in his body was cold, and his hands began to numb with pain......
Ah Ran said bitterly: "Asu, wake up, grandma is gone!" She can't hear it! ”
Aso's body stiffened, as if he had been hit on the head, and he froze in place, looking at the closed door, and completely collapsed, and his body collapsed along the wall with exhaustion and weakness.
Ah Ran picked up Ah Su and left the door of the morgue.
Chu Xin and his grandmother were already in tears and couldn't cry.
Aso fell asleep, slept extremely unsteadily, always dreamed of grandma's tufts in her dreams, grandma's figure with her back bent, the sun lazily hit her body, grandma smiled gently and kindly, she smiled and beckoned to Asu, smiled and gently touched Asu's head, smiled and said to Asu: "Asu, go home......"
Aso's dry tears flowed from the corners of his eyes again, wetting the pillow.
Grandma was also exhausted, and after a whole day, she suddenly aged a lot.
Looking at the place where Asu and Su Minghua lived, grandma was guilty.
The Li family owes the Su family too much,
Li Guohai owes Su Xiangkai a life.
Li Hengde owes Su Mo a fair treatment.
She left two generations of regrets for Asu and Su Minghua.
These debts, with the departure of people, have become irreparable lifelong regrets.
There are three generations of the Su family, and only Asu is left.
Looking at Asu's face, grandma's eyes were so red and swollen that she couldn't open her eyes, and the old calloused hand wiped the tears from the corners of Asu's eyes.
My poor child......
Chu Xin couldn't sleep all night, his heart was surrounded by sadness, and what lingered in his mind was the misery of Asu's desperate resistance, tears, and no way to ask for help.
Before she met Asu, Chu Xin's world was peaceful, she knew that this world was unfair, but she never knew that this world would be so unfair. After meeting Aso, she experiences unfair despair from Aso - relatives who have the same blood in their bodies will treat you differently.
The unfairness that Asu suffered in the Li family made her feel distressed, and she felt even more sorry for Asu's regrets, it was really a creation and a trick!
Chu Xin dialed Chu Heng's phone, she thought that Chu Heng was already asleep, but she still wanted to call him, her mood was like a sauce that had been overturned, with mixed tastes, and she didn't know who to talk to.
Chu Heng connected the phone, his voice was a little tired, "What's wrong with Asu?" ”
"Brother, I can't sleep." Chu Xin said with an inconspicuous cry.
"Aso has wronged you?" Chu Heng said worriedly. Compared with Chu Xin's grievances, Chu Heng was more worried about Asu's state, and he couldn't sleep, he was afraid that Asu wouldn't be able to bear such a big blow and completely collapsed.
Chu Heng can't forget Asu's excitement on the day he accompanied Asu to see the house. At the thought of living with her grandmother, Aso smiled from ear to ear.
Asu was very satisfied with the decoration of her new home, she pointed to the spacious hall and said to Chu Heng with a smile, "After eleven, my grandmother moved in, I want to buy a fluffy dog for my grandmother, I went to class, and the dog accompanied my grandmother at home and waited for me to come home." By the way, I want to buy a bicycle, the S is too big, it will take at least 45 minutes to rush to class from here, I'm afraid I'll oversleep in winter......"
The ardent expectation became Aso's despair.
"No, I can't sleep, I'm sad!" Chu Xin sniffed.
"Like...... This is the process we should go through, slowly getting used to life and death, and savoring the various states of life. ”
"Is it that this wouldn't happen if we didn't grow up?"
"Silly girl, nothing is set in stone! There is no eternity in the world, and even if there is, it cannot withstand the ravages of time! ”
"I feel so sorry for Aso!"
"Then treat her well, the love she can't get from the Li family, I hope she can be compensated by us, what do you think?"
Chu Xin nodded heavily, "Okay!" ”
Chu Heng smiled sadly, unable to look up at the sky, thinking that he could be by Asu's side at this moment.
Aso, wouldn't you think it would be fair to do that?
Can my goodness cure your grief?
Can my goodness make you forget the pain?
May I?