Chapter 10: Lost - First Love
"Ahh
"Huh? What's going on! He looked at it in a panic, and saw that the snake's body was curled up tighter and tighter. He sensed something was wrong. It's impossible to know exactly what happened from the outside, but it's going well. He had never encountered such a situation before, and as far as he knew, the few such situations in the past had been the direct death of the master, or the successful elimination of the pseudo-soul companion. And what is the restlessness accompanied by such screams?
"No way!" As he spoke, he punched the snake with all his might.
"Bang-" sounded, and suddenly the fire was shining, as if hitting steel.
"It's already soaked in two forces and still can't be opened?" He said breathlessly, followed by another punch.
"I hope it helps." He was so tired and sweating profusely that he sat down on the ground at once.
Somehow, An Qing suddenly felt a special tightness in her chest just now. It was like someone had punched him hard. She bent down, trying to relieve the nameless pain. That's when ......
"Click-click-" Countless sounds suddenly struck.
She looked around, and she was actually in a closed quadrangular body, and the dark walls around her were actually folded inward by countless sudden flesh and blood blurred "hands". I saw that the volume of the square body An Qing was in was getting smaller and smaller, and if it continued like this, An Qing would be crushed to death. But now, as if hypnotized by the voice, she just stood there blankly, motionless.
"Drip-" A voice like a drop of water floated in An Qing's ears. Suddenly, An Qing, who was originally confused, instantly sobered up. Seeing that the space is getting smaller and smaller, An Qing must take measures.
She took a deep breath and accelerated sharply, rushing towards the "wall" in front of her, which was folding inward. The right arm suddenly accumulated, "Ha-" An Qing shouted out with all her strength.
I thought that her punch would penetrate the wall, but I heard a "pop-" sound, and An Qing's fist was caught by the palm of one of the broken arms. His fist was held by "it" and he couldn't move.
Since he couldn't pull away, he could only use his fist to continue to press forward violently. However, the weakness of this is that the arm is too small and cannot grasp the strength of the force well.
An Qing was in a stalemate, sweat dripping from her cheeks to the ground. Looking at her arm trembling from maintaining her full strength, An Qing had to decisively take other measures. If it goes on like this, it's really over. An Qing waved her left hand tentatively, and at this moment, she noticed that when she waved her left hand, the other severed arms that were folding the wall inward had a tendency to move towards her. If both hands are controlled, there is no chance at all, and not only that, but the other broken arms will not know what will happen worse than now.
Taking advantage of the gap in the wall in front of him where there was only this one broken arm, An Qing's right foot suddenly retreated backwards and kicked forward suddenly, and the broken arm was immediately kicked into the sky by An Qing. At this critical moment, all the broken arms in the space crackled and rolled towards An Qing. An Qing swung her right fist again, slamming into the wall in front of her.
"An Qing ......?" It was at this moment that time seemed to stop flowing. A man's face suddenly pressed tightly against An Qing. An Qing was taken aback, this person was ...... Xiang Lei?
"I've been looking for your ......, why didn't you come to me?" He continued.
"I have more important things to do." An Qing replied calmly.
"Why ignore the bonds between us?" Xiang Lei asked arrogantly.
"I didn't." An Qing's face does not change color.
"Is it because I have AIDS? Is it because I'm gay? As she spoke, his tears flowed out, red, bloody.
"I just feel like you have the right to control your own destiny." As he spoke, An Qing kissed the blood and tears on his face without hesitation.
Her move completely stunned Xiang Lei, the sorrow on his face was no longer there, and turned into a relieved smile, he said softly: "An Qing, thank you." When he was done, he vanished. Time has returned to the way it was.
An Qing's punch hit this wall firmly, only to see it move back slightly, and then with a "whoosh-" sound, it flew straight out and disappeared. The gap is like a black hole, as if it wants to swallow everything into it. An Qing's ears were buzzing from the strong wind, and her eyes were hard to open.
In an instant, in the blink of an eye, the familiar summer cicada chirp sounded in her ears again, and everything just now seemed to be non-existent, and An Qing was actually on the school's outdoor basketball court at the moment.
"Huh......?" A woman sat in Xiang Lei's house, holding her chin in her hand, tilting her head, and screaming out in disappointment. A long, black flesh worm came out of her ear, and with a "chirp", it fell on the desk. She leaned in and kissed her softly, saying, "Thank you for telling me, baby." β
"But, I'm really angry, she's not dead!" Her face changed suddenly, and she slammed the table, only to hear the sound of "chirp". The flesh worm was smashed to pieces by her, and suddenly, a disgusting black liquid splashed her face.
"Huh? Ahβ" she cried out in disgust and fear, her eyes welling up with tears, and she said to herself, "Baby, Mommy is sorry for you, baby! As she spoke, she licked the black blood from the corner of her mouth with her tongue. Nervously grinning.
"Don't worry, Mommy will avenge you, good-" She got up and kicked the door open and left.
"Whenβ" Tsubasa gently touched An Qing's head with the basketball. She woke up from a dream and touched her head.
"Hey! Silly girl! What do you think! Tsubasa put down the ball, rubbed his nose with his right hand, and said with a smile.
"Hey-" I saw Hao Xin suddenly snatch the ball next to the wing forward, the standard three-eight style, "Huh-" sound, and scored.
"I said Tsubasa! You don't throw the ball into the basket, you have to know what you're throwing it to. If you lose, you have to invite you to dinner. I don't want to lose to two girls. Du Lin cried out indignantly, and suddenly whispered again, "Although I really want to invite Hao Xin to dinner." β
"You still need to think, I'll tell you, you two young masters. You're doomed! Please decide! Hao Xin looked disdainful.
"Huh?" An Qing said softly. Wing, Hao Xin, and Durin. What a familiar time. She closed her eyes and raised her head, feeling the warmth of the sun shining through the darkness. Golden red, bright. Suddenly, An Qing felt a burst of warmth on her face. She opened her eyes, and Tsubasa had just pecked her lightly in the face. An Qing blushed suddenly and asked, "What are you doing?" β
"Hey, hey! Didn't you already promise to be my girlfriend yesterday? As he spoke, he took the ball passed by Durin, got up handsomely and jumped back, and the sweat of the wings smelled of youth in the sun. It's a pity that with a "bang-" sound, the ball hit the rebound and didn't go in.
He scratched his head embarrassedly, raised his chin high at An Qing, and said coolly, "What? Isn't my shot just cool! β
An Qing laughed, and Tsubasa's eyes were instantly attracted by her smile. Just stared blankly.
Hao Xin looked at him, and then at An Qing. Pouted, shook his head helplessly, and said, "I'm really convinced." With her hands on her waist, she yelled at the wings, "Hey! Mandarin duck! I can't play anymore! β
Wing was called back to his senses by Hao Xin, turned his head, looked at Hao Xin and said, "Play!" β
"Ughβ" Durin sighed.
"What's wrong?" Tsubasa asked angrily.
"You really, as long as you talk to An Qing, you will immediately be like a soft persimmon. With others, it is always the same expression. With that, Durin began to look like a demented expression.
"You kid! I'm tired of living, isn't it? Tsubasa dropped the ball in his hand and ran towards Doolin. Of course, Durin had already fled.
After School β
"Well, this hot pot restaurant is good." Durin said as he ate.
"Well, it does taste good." Hao Xin nodded with satisfaction.
"An Qing? What do you think? Tsubasa asked.
"It's delicious!" An Qing said with a smile.
"I said Tsubasa, you have to take good care of us in the future. She usually makes do with steamed buns and marinade sauce at home. Hao Xin put down his chopsticks.
"That's such an exaggeration. No, no, no......" An Qing argued embarrassedly.
"How exaggerated, isn't it an exaggeration for you to eat the pickles that have been left for a few days over and over again?" Hao Xin said with a dissatisfied face.
An Qing knew Hao Xin's temper, and she was also for her own good, but she really didn't want to live under the pity of others unless she had to.
This atmosphere suddenly made Hao Xin embarrassed, who knew that Yi suddenly hugged An Qing's shoulders and said, "Of course!" She was the first and the last one for me. Tsubasa looked at An Qing with a smile.
"That's right!" Hao Xin raised his glass.
"Hey, I'm really a little afraid of you, I'm wondering if I'm looking at the wrong person." Du Lin watched Hao Xin raise his glass frequently, and his heart suddenly trembled.
"What did you say?!" Hao Xin tugged at his ear and twisted it. Dulin screamed in pain.
"Don't dare, don't dare!" Durin begged for mercy.
"That's pretty much it." Hao Xin glared at him.
The time with good friends always passes quickly, and at this ignorant age, friends are more important to them. Even if youth is a kind of profligacy, it is not an endless currency. The right time, the right person, everything seemed so good. Even if there are all the memories left in the future, they can at least become an eternal mark in the bottom of my heart. It is retained.
At night, Tsubasa and An Qing held hands and walked on the road. No one spoke, that's it, quietly. The two people who have a tacit understanding, even if they don't say anything, are very comfortable, and they want to go on forever. It's an indescribable feeling. He chased her for a full year and put down all the shelves, because, in the face of feelings, this kind of thing is completely an excuse, and he is willing to do it. That year, An Qing was sixteen years old and Tsubasa was seventeen years old. Perhaps, in the eyes of others, it is just a childish joke. However, the wings who have accepted family knowledge since he was a child have to become precocious and have no choice but to close himself, and An Qing's appearance broke his mask. For him, she is an important part of himself.
Before I knew it, I had arrived at the door of An Qing's house. Ke Yi's hand was still clenched tightly. He just stood there looking at An Qing.
"Do you want to, come in and sit down......" An Qing looked at the wing motionless and said embarrassedly.
"Good!" Before An Qing could react, Tsubasa had already come in with her hand.
That night, for An Qing, she had no regrets. Although she was afraid, she believed in Tsubasa and believed that he would never give up. Even if she becomes a bad boy in other people's mouths, she is willing to give him her trust.
In the blink of an eye, it was already the end of the fourth semester. They agreed to go to Doolin's house after school to review. But on the way, An Qing couldn't help but feel nauseous, as if she was going to vomit her whole stomach.
"An Qing! What happened to you. Hao Xin next to him asked with concern. But An Qing couldn't speak, just kept retching. Actually, this has been going on for a while, and An Qing didn't pay much attention to it and didn't take it seriously.
"Tsubasa! Come over to me! Hao Xin said angrily.
Tsubasa who was walking with Durin in front turned around and asked with a puzzled expression, "What's wrong?" β
"I'm fine. Let's go. An Qing took out a tissue and wiped her mouth, but who knows, she began to retch again.
Seeing that this was wrong, Tsubasa immediately ran over, patted An Qing's back gently, and asked, "Are you uncomfortable?" β
"You take An Qing to the hospital for me right now, something is going to happen to her, I will definitely not spare you." Hao Xin looked at the wings and said angrily. She was usually with An Qing, and she was indeed a little uncertain at first, but now, she began to doubt.
"Got it." Tsubasa said hello to them and took a taxi away.
Central Hospital. Tsubasa scrambled nervously back and forth in the hallway. After a while, An Qing came out. According to An Qing's symptoms, the doctor gave her a blood test. Let them wait for the results.
"An Qing? Is An Qing here? After a long time, an assistant female nurse shouted at the door. Tsubasa took An Qing and went in together. attracted the suspicious eyes of the people around him.
"What about your parents?" The doctor said angrily.
"I'm her boyfriend, what can you tell me." Tsubasa said anxiously.
"Huh, her boyfriend?" The doctor gave him the test sheet and said, "She's pregnant." β
"What?" Tsubasa was speechless in surprise, unable to hide his excitement. An Qing didn't know what to do, but at the moment Tsubasa was holding her hand tightly. She was no longer nervous. The doctor looked at them and talked impatiently about the usual precautions. At this time, Tsubasa had never been so serious, and listened carefully on the side.
"Children don't learn well! It's foolish, and I'm really pregnant. After speaking, the doctor said as the two of them walked out the door. An Qing tightened her eyebrows in embarrassment, and Tsubasa felt very distressed when she saw An Qing's appearance. He glanced back at the doctor, and then went out.
"Anqing, good. Wait here for me for a while. I'll be right back. When the two arrived at the entrance of the hospital, Tsubasa stroked An Qing's shoulder and said. After that, Tsubasa went up to the floor just now, and immediately found the department where the doctor was located. Regardless of whether there was anyone in there or not, he was punched when he entered the door.
"Little cub!" The doctor screamed angrily.
"You listen to me, be a doctor, and cure yourself first. Understand? Tsubasa tugged at his collar and slammed him into the wall behind him.
"It's your medical bill." After saying that, Tsubasa took out a few hundred-dollar bills from his wallet, threw them on the ground, and turned to leave.
An Qing watched Tsubasa run towards her from the hospital, and suddenly felt much more relieved, for some reason, it was always uneasy not to see him now.
"You've been around for a long time." An Qing took his hand and said.
"I'm sorry!" He smiled and gently stroked her hair, then continued, "Let's go." β
"Tsubasas, what are we going to do?" An Qing asked worriedly.
"Silly girl, of course she was born." Tsubasa squeezed her hand and continued, "When we're old, we'll get married." All right? β
ββ¦β¦ Well. An Qing snuggled up to him.
"What about you? Don't worry about anything. Now the company has a lot of shares in me, and it won't be long before I take over the company, and I will work harder for you in the future. Tsubasa said firmly. An Qing just snuggled in his arms, for a girl, no matter how strong she is, she also hopes that there is a boy who can rely on herself, give herself real support, not the kind of falsehood that can't stand the test. And this, this sense of responsibility, may not have much to do with age......
On that day, they finished their duty. On the way home together, Tsubasa tells both of them about it. Hao Xin was very angry at first, she was just worried about An Qing, but seeing that they got along so well, she didn't say anything more. I can only bless. As for Du Lin, he was happy with the substitute wing, but of course the result still attracted Hao Xin's eyes.
Later, after parting ways, Tsubasa sent An Qing home again.
"Are you sure you don't need me with you?" Tsubasa asked An Qing over and over again.
"It's okay, I'm much better." An Qing said that she knew that Tsubasa not only had to go to school, but also take care of the company. It's been a lot of worry for him this time, and he doesn't want to distract him too much.
"Okay, you have to call me about anything, you know? Your uncle, you don't have to go first, I've already solved it for you, and he won't bother you. There is a lot of food in the refrigerator, you can take whatever you want to eat, and there are also some emergency medicines in the living room, you have to remember to go to bed early at night, I left you some money, it's not enough ......" Wing said while pointing to the direction, An Qing looked at him and suddenly laughed happily.
"Hehe, I don't know why I'm so chattering. Then you should rest early. I'll go back first. Yi Yi looked at An Qing reluctantly, An Qing smiled and nodded, signaling him to rest assured.
At night, An Qing was writing her homework in the living room, and occasionally remembered Tsubasa's serious appearance. She even felt that happiness had come too suddenly. So caught off guard.
"Knock knockβ" There was a knock at the door.
An Qing walked to the door and saw a lady standing at the door, domineering. An Qing saw that this person didn't know, so she didn't plan to open the door. I just casually asked who it was.
"I'm Tsubasa's mother." An Qing was surprised and nervously opened the door.
"Hello Auntie." An Qing lowered her head and said to her.
"What? Can't even lift your head? Don't you have a face? She said domineeringly.
"......No," An Qing replied.
"Do you think these things can be hidden from me? How do you think you are worthy of my son? If you don't have a family, you don't even have parents, who knows where you came from? She looked An Qing up and down, and continued: "If you are interested, hurry up and give me this abortion pill while you still have time." With that, she threw the medicine on the table.
"Don't think that this is how I will agree to your marriage in the future. I tell you, it's simply impossible! To be honest, there are not many people who like my son, who is not better than you? Can you bring a shot? She didn't hesitate to give her a slap in the face.
An Qing has been standing in place, her face is painful, and her tears are salty. But it hurt even more about her heart. Maybe she's thinking things too simply.
"Tsubasa is the one who will take over our family business in the future, don't be pretentious. If you really want to think about him, I think you know what to do too. With that, she slammed the door and left.
An Qing's mind echoed her words over and over again, and she collapsed on the ground and cried bitterly. Thinking of the past of knowing Tsubasa Tsubasa, there is never a trace of unpleasantness. yes, he's so good. If he hadn't taken a break from school for a while because he wanted to take care of the company, he might have graduated a long time ago. And is this really fate? I know you, I'm glad that maybe that's enough. Perhaps, that's the better thing......
An Qing trembled and picked up a few abortion pills and swallowed them hard. That night, she lay on the floor like a walking corpse. She always wondered if she was really not strong enough. The tears turned from warm at the beginning to cold, just like the floor under An Qing. She will never forget the heart-wrenching feeling of this night, even with the discomfort caused by the drug, the whole person has no blood.
"Why didn't you answer my call? Aren't you home? Between classes, Tsubasa called An Qing out alone.
"I had an abortion." An Qing looked at Tsubasa coldly.
"You...... Say what? Tsubasa frowned, unable to believe what he had heard.
"Yes, I had an abortion. Let's break up. An Qing no longer opened her wings, but her eyes were very confused.
"You're weak, aren't you? Why is the face so bad. Yi Gang wanted to touch her face, but An Qing didn't overdo it.
"If you don't want to, we don't. But if you break up, at least give me a reason. Tsubasa rested his hands on her shoulders, his chest heaving violently.
"For no reason, I've never liked you." After speaking, An Qing broke free from him. Walked towards the classroom.
"Did my mom look for you!?" Tsubasa shouted behind her. An Qing did not look back and did not respond. I just kept crying, and I said silently: "I'm sorry-".
In the later class, Tsubasa didn't go to class either. After school, An Qing also left alone. She was really not in the mood to go with the two of them again.
"Huh? What happened to An Qing? Du Lin looked at An Qing's departing figure and asked Hao Xin.
Hao Xin spread her hands, indicating that she didn't know either.
"Did he bully An Qing?" Hao Xin asked angrily.
"How could it be. I know Tsubasa too well. "Durin immediately gave it a no.
During this time, time flies. Tsubasa never came to class. An Qing has developed a habit, every time she gets out of class, she likes to lie on the desk, looking at the deep sky outside the window, as if she is also in it, and she feels that there are no worries.
Until one day, Durin ran to An Qing's house in a sweat. At that time, An Qing seemed to have suddenly lost her sense of hearing, and could only see the same lip shape that Du Lin's mouth repeated over and over again. She froze in the doorway, like an empty shell.
It turned out that after that. Tsubasa went home to his mother to find out, and it turned out that she told him bluntly, and she would never let Tsubasa go. Tsubasa didn't expect his mother to do such a thing, and Tsubasa quarreled with her about it, and didn't give in.
Eventually, Tsubasa was imprisoned in the house by his mother's bodyguards until he figured it out. However, all Tsubasa could think about was what kind of pain An Qing had experienced, and he couldn't bear to stay here any longer. Until last night, he took some simple luggage and decided to escape through the window of his villa, but when he crossed the window, a brick under his feet actually came loose......
Tsubasa was killed instantly, lying in a pool of blood. It wasn't until the next morning that the housekeeper found his body......