Human beings always learn to understand at the end of things, and perhaps only when the pain is deep enough can people be more awake and conscious. An Qing is like this, and so is Tsubasa's mother. His own inferiority complex and timidity buried this journey that should not have ended here. On the way for two people to hold hands together, it is inevitable that they will encounter desperate times, if they think they can break a way for each other at the cost of breaking their heads, if they think that this is good for the person who is tied to them, they may be wrong from the beginning. Two people who are truly together are one heart. If you want to break away with all your might, how will your broken heart beat?

Tsubasa's mother also seemed to be a different person after his accident. His hair was a little pale, and his former domineering spirit was gone. She forgot her biggest duty as a mother, not to intervene forcefully, not to uproot the deep-rooted flowers, but to empathize and empathize. Really listen, to give her own years of advice. That uprooting will only create a hole, and that "hole" is not something that time can fill, and it will always gush out heart-wrenching blood. Time can only make the blood coagulate, turning from bright red to dark red, lifeless and decadent.

"You can deal with these things." Tsubasa's mother just asked someone to bring her something related to An Qing.

She didn't say sorry or anything like that, just this time. They all lowered their heads, not afraid to look at each other. Instead, I am afraid that when I recall the events of the day, I will have thoughts of regret and self-blame.

She picked up the pen, the silver pen she had given Tsubasa for his birthday. She still remembers that day, the gift from his friend was either a watch or a bag. At that time, what he was holding tightly in his hand was just an ordinary fountain pen that was very valuable to An Qing. When the crowd stirred up and asked about her. She blushed and handed the pen to Tsubasa that was soaked with sweat from her palm.

When Tsubasa was held in his hand, his handsome smile An Qing always remembered. The shallow dimples fascinated An Qing when he saw it. He excitedly took the pen and looked left and right, not caring about the disdainful eyes of others. Since then, Tsubasa has been carrying it with her, pinned to the pocket of her school uniform shirt. An Qing always felt an inexplicable happiness in her heart whenever she saw that he lacked nothing and carried the pen she gave her......

"Smack-" An Qing was thinking about it, and the pen in her hand suddenly fell to the ground. Woke her up. An Qing touched the tears on her face, just as she wanted to squat down and pick them up. What she saw at this moment made her tearful, and she looked at him intently, Tsubasa.

"Hehe, why are you so careless." As he spoke, Tsubasa bent down and picked up the pen.

"Give—" Tsubasa placed the pen in her hand. Gently hold her hand and hold the pen tightly.

"An Qing?" Tsubasa looked at An Qing with an expression.

"Huh......?" An Qing blinked.

"We've been here, okay?" Tsubasa hugged her tightly, then cupped her face and said, "Here, our own world." Don't think about anything else. ”

"Wing ......" An Qing really had a trace of hesitation at that moment. But she knows that she can't stop there, and this is not reality. Just a beautiful assumption. And as long as it is a dream, there will be a moment of waking up after all.

"I can't ......" When An Qing said these three words, a strong wind suddenly rose. The whole room disintegrated in an instant, flew into the sky, and disappeared. I saw the two of them standing on the edge of the cliff, as if they were standing on an isolated island in the world. The wind blew An Qing's hair in a bun and fluttered messily around her ears. She stood there quietly, just quietly. Look at the wings with their backs to her.

"Jump off here and it's over." Tsubasa didn't look back, and continued: "We, or us?" ”

An Qing did not hesitate at the moment, stepped forward and hugged him directly from behind. "We are, always will be us. But Unreal is not us. ”

"I'm glad you've gotten stronger." He looked up at the gray sky, and continued, "Now, I can rest assured. You're going to keep going, and I'll be your arm forever. ”

An Qing didn't say anything, just hugged him tightly. Suddenly, her hands were empty. The body of the wing turned into countless silvery hairs. Scattered in the sky above An Qing, all the way to the deep and confused sky. An Qing looked at the sky, as if she was saying goodbye, and as if she was waiting......

"Boom-" Suddenly, the entire cliff fell apart in an instant. An Qing didn't have a trace of panic, still looking at the sky, falling with the rubble.

"Wow-" with a sound, I saw a silver leopard appear above An Qing. An Qing smiled, looked at it, watched it rush towards herself, went around to An Qing, and picked up An Qing. In that moment, she seemed to regain that sense of reality. It's like how she snuggled into his arms at that time.

It kept running to the door floating in the air in front of it, without a moment's hesitation, because there, behind that door, there was a path that An Qing had to take, and only in this way could she finally get out of here. An Qing gently rested her hand on its body, just like at the beginning, that sense of security made her fearless. In fact, she had this feeling a long time ago, and whenever she encountered danger, it appeared in front of An Qing for the first time, and that kind of resolute and protective eyes were the same as Wing. And at this moment, she was sure that this silver leopard who had saved her many times was the embodiment of Wing, her soul companion.

"Uhh Shaking his head, he motioned for An Qing to enter through this door.

"Squeak-" The door opened.

An Qing carefully jumped from its body to the threshold of the door, holding on to the door frame. Turned to look at it and said, "Thank you, Tsubasa." ”

It just sat in mid-air, its head down, looking at her. Looking at An Qing reluctantly, An Qing looked at it with a smile and watched it disappear in front of her.

When An Qing turned around, the stone tunnel, which had been shrouded in darkness, was lit up by a dim light. The tunnel is very dilapidated and damp. From time to time, water droplets drip down from the cracks in the upper wall. Moss can be found everywhere.

Suddenly, An Qing saw a figure dangling from the depths of the tunnel. "Who!" An Qing shouted, and immediately chased after him, and just as An Qing took a step forward, several sharp steel needles passed through the moss and directly pierced An Qing's calves.

"Uhhh

An Qing immediately took a step back, shifted the weight to her left foot, and barely supported her body to stand. Blood suddenly trickled down the ground and seeped into the cracks in the stones.

"Hey, hey, hey—" came a girl's voice from the front. Could it be a figure that has just flickered? An Qing thought to herself.

"Who are you!" An Qing roared.

"Hmm...... Your blood smells so good. The girl said with a smile, her voice wafting through the tunnel.

An Qing gritted her teeth and shouted again: "Who the hell are you!" ”

An Qing observed carefully, but did not see her. After a while, she suddenly said, "Me? I am you, I am An Qing. ”

"What??" An Qing was taken aback. Then came the footsteps of the girl walking away.

"Damn—" An Qing said hatefully, and she couldn't change chains here either. You can only go forward with such a body. But according to the analysis of the situation just now, when her feet just stepped out, they hadn't even fallen to the ground, and those steel needles had already been triggered. The reaction time is less than half a second, which cannot be avoided no matter what.

"It's just a gamble." An Qing clenched her fists. Walked straight over.

"Boom-" Countless steel needles were like a cross rain, densely packed, coming to An Qing from all directions.

"Ahem." An Qing's whole body trembled suddenly, and blood continued to gush out from her body. Uncontrollable, she knelt forward, fell down hard, and fell to the ground, unconscious.

I don't know how long it took -

"Bang bang-" In a trance, someone seemed to be knocking on the ...... Glass? In a daze, An Qing felt that the voice seemed to come from below her. She struggled to her feet and looked down. An Qing's eyes widened, and at this time, this "ground" had turned into glass, and there was an endless, void blank space around her.

And now, in front of An Qing, under the glass, it turned out to be ...... Myself? Looking at An Qing's face so panicked at this time, she chuckled lightly and said, "What? Don't even know yourself anymore? ”

She sighed and continued: "Do you think everything is really illusory, and how can you be so sure that what you think is reality is not another false world? ”

Indeed, An Qing is no longer in pain all over her body, and the wounds just now have all healed.

"This doesn't mean much," she looked at An Qing and roared angrily, "Split, one end of the heart." Do you really understand it? Just a relief from death? And what can you do when you're dead, without a body, without a body?! Don't you just take care of your body! ”

With a "click-" sound, a crack appeared in the glass under An Qing's body, and then, "Boom-" The entire glass shattered. With the shattered brilliance, An Qing came face to face with her and fell down together......

"Don't you think that's contradictory? Love, one end of the heart. Split, the other end of the mind. She gently stroked her cheek and continued, "Where is your love, do you really have it for yourself?" As she spoke, she stroked An Qing's cheek, kissed her lips gently, and then looked at An Qing's eyes, falling into the abyss and disappearing into endless darkness.

Gradually, in the process of landing, An Qing's surroundings became dark. An Qing's feet landed lightly on the ground, and she looked around, barely able to see her surroundings in this dim light.

When An Qing was observing the surrounding environment, "Oh-uh-huh-", such a lingering wave sound came into An Qing's ears from all directions. If you look closely, it turns out that there are large dry trees all around. Hanging upside down on the tree turned out to be a naked ** man and woman. And these sound causes, which come from under these trees, are ...... It's countless men and women, lingering on their ......

"This is ......" An Qing couldn't figure it out.

"Come on!" It turned out to be her. It's still the one who looks exactly like himself. At this time, she was naked**, and the same man was copulating.

"Uh-ha-" Her face was hot, panting and sweating. Caressing his body mercilessly, he shook his waist violently......

An Qing was very surprised, everything around her was so **......

Suddenly, there were several loud bangs of "Knock Knock", and suddenly dust flew and flesh and blood splashed everywhere. It turned out that the "people" on the trees had fallen, and some were not "people" at all, but blood-colored balls of flesh, which had not yet given birth to a complete "person"!

"Huh?" She stood up and tried to leave, but the man grabbed her hand and licked it everywhere. I saw her throw off her hand and kick him in the head, "bang-" sound, blood gushed out, and his head rolled down into the distance. The other "people" next to him cried out in horror when they saw this. But they didn't stay away, they continued to intercourse, more lingering than before......

An Qing sees everything in her eyes, is this really herself?

"**......" The girl seemed to sigh, and said while stroking her breasts, "What a beautiful thing." Forever...... It's exciting to do it forever and forever. She raised her brow seductively.

An Qing gasped and swallowed her saliva. And that one is watching these subtle changes......

"Your actions betrayed you, Anqing." As she spoke, she stuck her tongue out at her. In an instant, all the naked ** men around him ran towards her excitedly, holding her, touching her, and taking off her clothes......

An Qing was at the mercy of others, her eyes scattered in confusion......

In an instant, the man's face changed, and he shouted with a hideous face: "How is it! It's very comfortable! Don't pretend any longer, could it be that the suffocation feeling of switching soul chains has made you forget the feeling of breathing!? Could it be that those childish poems you wrote when you couldn't sleep all night made you forget the satisfaction of sleeping!? Could it be that the garbage you once wronged yourself made you forget that kind of full **!? With that, she lay forward on the huge ball of flesh and began to gnaw frantically, like a wild beast......

"Right...... I'm sorry. An Qing silently wept, lay there, and said calmly.

The man jerked his head up and froze there, his face bloodied and a piece of minced flesh clutched tightly in his hands......

The sober and sentimental autumn wind blew through, and in an instant, those "people", those trees, everything around them turned into yellow autumn leaves floating in the air with the wind. The light of the morning sun melts in the autumn wind, lighting up the leaves like stars, shining brightly. Awakening this darkness, she, An Qing, was finally able to see her through the darkness. I was finally able to see myself clearly.

The four seasons change, but autumn does not have the vitality of spring, the heat of summer, and the cold of winter. What may seem to be withering in the eyes is like a butterfly out of a cocoon, fading not only the past, but also the message of new life. Rather, it's a kind of awakening.

How many irreparable sins have been created by us human beings, our human biological needs. Out of control, it is rape and depravity. Uncontrollable appetite is robbery and death. Uncontrolled rest is inaction and prisoner. In addition to these extremes, what is even more compelling is the torture of fate, how can she, An Qing, not want to be better to herself and her "body". But she is a person with an ego, and she doesn't want to use the body as the basis for the depravity of the mind. Rather, I want to use my heart and my knowledge to change. Even a little bit is fine......

"I'm sorry!" An Qing choked.

The girl's eyes were buried in her messy hair, and her head was lowered for a long time. A smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. She stood up, threw away the "meat" in her hand, and walked straight to An Qing, gently lying on top of her, holding her...... Say it gently......

"It's okay, how could I not forgive myself. I want to thank you even more, thank you for making my existence more meaningful......" Then, she gently leaned into An Qing's ear: "Actually, isn't the whole world contradictory?" Everything, there are opposing ends. As long as you know how to control the balance of your mind, everything is that simple, isn't it...... An Qing. ”

An Qing's eyes widened suddenly, it turned out that it was really that simple......

At this point, she smiled, and "she" laughed too. So naturally......

"Come," she stood up, looked at An Qing on the ground, and continued, "Take my hand." ”

At that moment, An Qing didn't hesitate for a moment, got up and held her hand tightly. Their bodies shone with a white light, so pure and transparent. She took An Qing's hand and stepped on the autumn leaves that flew like the Milky Way, like two fish frolicking in the sea, surrounding each other and flying upward.

Gradually, their traces slowly merged, and in that swirling rhythm, she and "she" finally became one......