Finally, Tao Meng's lower body shook a few times incontinence, a process that is physiologically known as positive feedback.

After the almost suffocating release, he buried his head in He Like's chest in exhaustion, gasping for the air around him, and the sound of her rapid heartbeat was heard in his ears.

The ancient saying: Twenty weak crowns, thirty and standing, forty not confused, fifty know the destiny of heaven, sixty sixties, seventy ancient rare, ** old, 100 years old.

At this time, Tao Meng had the feeling of knowing the destiny of heaven before he reached thirty, recalling that he had been determined to pan for gold for many years, and wanted to live a free and easy life of spending money, but it seemed that he was regarded as dung by money. And now, a "dream" is worth a thousand gold, and He Like, who is like a hibiscus out of the water, is a stunner who does not change gold. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but sigh that his name was like his name and his name was like his life.

Tao Meng straightened up, took off the towel that was covered in front of his eyes, and saw He Like, who was still troubled by the residual effects of drugs, with a peach blossom face, sleepy eyes, and muttered: "Tao Meng, don't ...... Don't ......"

Realizing that he had been recognized, he suddenly felt a chill down his spine and cold sweat on his palms.

How should he face her? He didn't dare to face her at all!

Escape! Run away unconsciously! Tao Meng unconsciously had another profound meaning of his name - fleeing for the dream! Run away for your dreams to come true!

Run, run, run, until the vision in front of you is blurred. He didn't want to stop, longing for the fatigue of his body to be greater than the panic in his heart.

On that day, I don't know if he was crying and laughing, or he fell asleep while laughing and crying.

After that day, He Li evaporated from the world and never returned to the company, and even a few of his girlfriends were never heard from. In broad daylight, a nest of criminals can be hidden, and of course a victim can be hidden.

I don't know if it's the after-effects of drugs, or the harassing entanglement of those nightmares, He Li is often nauseous. More than once she fantasized about how good those filthy memories would be like the contents of her stomach being spit out by her.

As the days progressed, she felt very tired, and the days were more than ten days overdue, and the menstrual period still did not come. Young and ignorant, she can't think too much, she just wants to break off with the colorful but turbulent world outside, just quietly, alone, alone, thinking about nothing, thinking about nothing,......

If she has to go out because she has to buy necessities, she frequents the supermarket most often, and it's always late at night. She was almost the only one in the rented small room, and even the landlady came to collect the rent, and the money was handed out through the crack in the door.

Unconsciously, more than three months have passed, and He Like is getting thinner and thinner, but her belly is getting bigger and bigger. The long-lost menstrual period is like a broken friend, and she never came to visit her again.

She began to perceive the seriousness of the problem. Looking at her slightly bulging abdomen in the mirror, it was to the extent that no clothes and pants could hide it, like the humiliating marks of the nightmare of that day on her body, laughing at herself through the mirror. She sometimes wakes up from nightmares in the middle of the night, and the voices and smiles of those people follow her like shadows, no matter where she hides, she never goes away.

After a fierce ideological struggle, she still mustered up the courage to go to the hospital. When the doctor congratulated her with a smile on her joy, He Like said that she was unexpectedly pregnant and was not ready to give birth, and asked the doctor if she could have a baby. The doctor said that abortion was unethical, and that the operation was risky and could even affect her fertility in the future.

She returned to her lodgings with a heavy heart, crying in the mirror alone and helplessly. In the night, she dreamed of the ghosts again, one by one lying on her, and the last one was very familiar—it was Tao Meng! That's right, he likes to talk rhetorically but is silent at the moment.

She shouted, "Tao Meng, don't ...... Don't ......"

Tao Meng seemed to be frightened, and she didn't care about her disheveled clothes and escaped from her dream. He Like also woke up and found that the pillow had been soaked with his own sweat. She came to the window and looked out the window at the brightly lit city that never sleeps, and saw the glitz and glamour, the sun rising as usual, the sun shining brightly, and the cars coming and going. Inexplicable tears and sweat were gently evaporated by the sun.

Suddenly, she smiled and came to the mirror with a smile, and He Like in the mirror also looked very happy, as if to say: "You finally woke up, this one is the real you." ”

She saw a fire in the eyes of the person in the mirror, burning from her body. She tore off the hairpin on her head and threw it on the ground, and her long hair danced in the morning breeze blowing from the window, like a phoenix in Nirvana spreading its plump wings.

"Since the outside world is cruel, then I will be even more cruel than this world." The man in the mirror put away his smile and said with a cruel face, "Everything I have lost, I must be repaid by this cruel world." ”

It's like a person who has experienced war will truly understand life and death. An inhuman mental journey made He Like finally break out of the cocoon into a butterfly and incarnate into a phoenix among people with a strong heart.

Next, she already had a whole plan in mind. Abortion was risky, and she couldn't let her body risk anything, so she decided to give birth to the baby. You can't tell your family, you can't tell anyone, you can only rely on yourself. All her savings were a few thousand dollars left, and she needed money, not only to save money, but also to make money. Make a little money in the present and make a lot of money in the future. At the moment, she can only do some simple mental work, relying on her English foundation, she found a job on the Internet to help people translate professional materials, and the rest of the time she went all out to prepare for the MBA.

People in desperate situations will have a self-knowledge of their true abilities. After a few months, He Like, who was in retreat and cultivation, actually achieved a win-win situation of wealth and intelligence. People came to her to translate materials, and the income was several times higher than when she sold insurance. The preparation for the exam was also carried out smoothly, and almost every day there was a harvest of one foot higher than one foot of wisdom.

The fetus in the womb occasionally kicks restlessly, He Li can't help but touch his lower abdomen and say angrily: "Good baby, even you are jealous of your mother?" She thought in her heart: "Since I can be jealous of the sky, the sky is jealous of the talent, why can't I be jealous of the sky, and the talent is jealous of the sky?" ”

Her belly was getting bigger and her movement was becoming more and more inconvenient, and she had to be taken care of by someone, so she hired a nanny. Although the little girl is a countryman, she is hardworking and simple, and in He Like's most difficult days, she can be regarded as powerful.

But what is really difficult is the delivery of childbirth. It's not that the delivery process is difficult, the problem is that you can't go to a regular hospital to give birth. Stepping on the iron shoes on the Internet, asking thousands of netizens, I finally visited a Jianghu Langzhong with the name of "Black Coat" on the Internet, he opened an "underground" clinic in a nearby small county town, specializing in some illegal activities such as delivering babies and doing "abortion" for special people, and his biggest reputation is that he is confidential, so that what happens in the clinic can never see the light of day like the files in the secret bureau.

With no choice, He Li had no choice but to visit him.

The so-called clinic looks more like a slaughterhouse from the outside - but it's a good disguise, because no one is going to associate this dilapidated building with a medical facility, Ho thought to herself.

She originally hoped that there might be a hole in the "slaughterhouse", but when she went in, she found that there was only a hole inside, but there was no sky. In the faint light, He Li could see the legendary "black coat". I saw that his skinny and slightly hunched figure looked like a rickets patient who lacked sunlight, his white coat looked like a butcher's apron, and the lenses of a pair of black-rimmed glasses were splashed with blood. He coughed twice every few words, but he was rightly open to the cost of childbirth.

"The best hospital in the city doesn't need this price!" He Li said angrily.

"Whoever comes to me can't go to those hospitals, the tide rises! Besides, do you know how much risk I am carrying? I'm definitely a high-risk job. Seeing that He Li wanted to argue again, he preemptively said, "It's not that it's cheap, it's cheap to be a person, the things that flow out are full-term, and they can be sold at a good price, which can make you make a fortune, Miss might as well consider it!" ”

Hearing his words, He Like shuddered all over, and began to regret his original decision, choosing to give birth to the child just to prevent his body from risking, but now that he was pregnant in October, he was undoubtedly risking his life when he came here.

If it was before that day, she would definitely retreat from the innocence, but at this time, He Like, who had been reborn after the Phoenix Nirvana, already had the courage to refuse all problems.

She looked at the blood-stained black-rimmed glasses of the "black coat", as if facing this cruel world, and said in an even more cruel tone: "Okay! Money wasn't an issue, but I had a request......"

The "black coat" lifted his glasses to ask for something.

"After the child is born, my body must not have any scars, like someone who has never given birth."

"Then don't you want to have a natural birth, miss, don't blame me for not reminding you, natural birth is very hard, a beautiful cutie like you, I think it's better to have a cesarean section, you can suffer a little less."

Speaking of hardship and suffering, He Like smiled contemptuously, thinking that he had gone through hardships and worked hard to come to this place in the here and now, just to suffer less sin! "I don't think I need to repeat my words a second time."

"However, under special circumstances, such as a large fetus or a stenotic pelvis, forced delivery through the Yin Dao may be life-threatening."

"If I die, the ghost won't let you go!"

"I can die under your skirt, and I will be a ghost. Come on, sign here! ”

He Like doesn't trust the "black coat", but there is no way. She is competing with her own life and the life of her children. She has nothing to lose, so why not be afraid of losing again.

Maybe it was because the working hours of the underground clinic were limited, or maybe the "black coat" was conquered by He Like's extraordinary bearing and unearthly beauty, and he took the initiative to help her choose a "good day and auspicious day". Looking at the infusion of the catalytic drug into his body, He Li Ke only felt a cramping pain in his lower abdomen, and soon screamed with sweat and rain.

While the "black coat" was midwifery, he said some words of comfort and encouragement to her, and still said a few words of coughing, but it seemed to work, and it didn't take much time for the baby's crying to continue.

"It's a boy!" I only heard the "black coat" exclaim happily, "There is a birthmark on his face, which is easy to recognize, even if he is thrown to the ends of the earth, he can find it." ”

Looking at the eye-catching birthmark in the corner of his son's eye, the sweat and tears on He Like's face were silently intertwined.