Chapter 31: Phoenix Nirvana 2
He Like dreamed that he fell asleep physically and mentally exhausted, and in the dream, his surroundings were as dark as in the underground clinic, and he could hardly see anything clearly, and he could only vaguely hear someone whispering, although the voice was small, but it was getting closer and closer.
"It's been a long time since I've met a full-term one, and even the weight is much heavier, eight catties and two taels!"
"That's going to have to raise the price."
"Rest assured, the price is definitely one to ten. How to do it well? Steamed, braised in soup, or dumplings? Which one do you recommend to your guests? β
"All practices are recommended to guests, and they do what they say."
"Yes, got it."
He Like was so frightened that his heart was about to jump out of his throat. Although the saying that placenta nourishes beauty has been spread since ancient times, and many celebrities such as Big S have also publicly talked about the wonders of eating placenta, how can human embryos be used to cook? What's more, as long as the full-term fetus leaves the mother's body, it is already a living life, which is tantamount to a tragedy of cannibalism! Not only is it appalling, but it is also horrific.
What kind of world is this? Far more terrible than cruelty! Far more cruel than terrible! That arrogant attitude of ignoring life constantly shocked her spiritual sense, and it was a feeling that transcended any words and experiences.
Suddenly, He Li thought of his newborn son - isn't he also a full-term baby?!
This terrifying reasoning made her instantly distracted, and He Li woke up to the sound of her own screams, and what was immediately heard in her ears was a cry, the cry of a baby who made her listen to it but was so surprised that she wanted to laugh.
"You finally woke up in time." "Black Coat" said as he coaxed the baby he was holding in his arms, "Oo......oo Oooooooooo......oo If you don't cry, let your mother feed you in a while. β
Seeing the birthmark in the corner of the child's eye, He Like's heart hanging in his throat was finally put back into his stomach. A ray of sunlight shines through the gaps in the curtains, adding a touch of warmth to the neat room. The "black coat" also changed into a new white shirt, and the dirty black-rimmed glasses on his face were gone, and the whole person seemed to be more than ten years younger. He hugged the crying baby to He Like, casually glanced at her plump breasts, and then turned around and stood at the window in amusement.
He Li can let his son suck his own milk, and the little obedient suddenly stopped crying magically, but the atmosphere in the room was suddenly quiet and slightly embarrassing.
"Where is this?" He Li took the initiative to break the silence and asked.
"My home." The "black coat" replied with his back to her.
"Now that our mother and son are safe, should I say thank you to you?"
"To be honest, I wasn't absolutely sure before giving birth, but luckily you mother and son were lucky, and the result was exactly what you asked in advance, and there were no scars left on your body. But if you want to be exactly like a woman who has never given birth, then you probably have to have a hymen repair surgery. He paused abruptly, then continued, "You can serve you if you want to." He seemed to be able to peek into her heart, and even the whole plan in her heart, just by one side.
He Like wanted to divert the topic a little sensitively, and said: "I just dreamed that someone said that the fetus would be made into a meal for sale. β
"Forget all about that, and know a little less about things that you can live a little longer."
His words made He Li suspect that it was not a dream at all, but a dream-like memory that he heard day and night. She couldn't help but feel a chill in her heart, looked at his slightly hunched back and said, "Are you intimidating and threatening me?" β
"Don't worry! Today is Wednesday, and I never kill on Wednesday. β
Perhaps it was his cold humor that shocked He Like's nervous heart even more, causing the baby to cry again because the small mouth was separated from breast milk. As a mother just now, she was stunned for a moment, and then rustically plugged her son's mouth with her head again.
Still looking out the window, he said, "However, it's been the peak of the clinic's traffic recently, and I'm expected to be very busy these days, so you just need to recuperate with your good baby, and no one will disturb you here." With that, he turned around, handed her a CD, and said, "Here's the best music for babies, and the remote control is on the bedside table." β
For the next week, three meals a day and baby milk powder were delivered on time by the "black coat", but he basically left afterwards and did not come back to stay at night. Under the care of his nanny, He Like gets along with the little guy very happily. In just a few days, He Like's body has moved freely. When she is bored, she will "walk" around his home. The room is not big, and the decoration is not chic, but at least it is a little neater than the outfit of the "black coat" in the clinic. What caught He Like's attention was a wooden vase in the corner, there were no flowers in it, some were a tree, a tree carved out of bones, no leaves, only bare branchesβit couldn't be human bones, right? She thought to herself.
Finally, it was time to "be discharged". Before leaving, she mentioned the "bone tree".
"You guessed it, it's human bones." He guessed right, and knew what she wanted to ask.
Maybe it was because he saw things and thought about people, and he said with a little sadness, "Back then, that person sawed off one of his arms with his own hands, which cost me my life, when I was covered with plastic wrap and almost suffocated to death. So, out of gratitude, I collected that arm and turned it into an evergreen tree. β
He Like was shocked on his face, and said in his heart: "No wonder it is said that life is a huge gene pool, it is really a big forest and there are all kinds of birds." This is also her experience after coming into contact with the "black coat" and his "terrifying" clinic, she feels that the man in front of her can be described as an alien, and his weird clinic is not like what should be on earth, and his story must not be heard except for bizarre. "It sounds like your life really didn't come easily!" She said.
"Your son's life is really hard-won! What are your plans for the future? β
Regarding the answer to this question, He Like had already made more than one five-year plan in her heart, but she couldn't say anything, so she replied with a smile instead.
"You can see that you have a lot to do, and I wish you success! Go for it! β
Descending a few stone steps, the dirty, gray clinic hidden behind a grove was gone. He Like suddenly felt relaxed, looking at the sleeping child in her arms, she felt that her body seemed to be full of new vitality, a spiritual stone that suppressed her young life was finally lifted, and the youthful blood that had been curled up in pain for nearly a year was rejuvenated.
In just a few days, it was like a lifetime, which made her values and outlook on life change dramatically, and the hesitant part of the original plan was able to make a clear decision after the intentional or unintentional "enlightenment" of the "black coat".
First of all, He Like dismissed the little nanny; Then, I changed my residence to the countryside. These are all for the next step in the plan - entrusting the child to a family. People in big cities are mostly snobbish, but they are not as loving as countrymen, and she doesn't want to give away a good mother's love to others, so a lonely widow grandmother who collects rags is more to her liking, although the child may have to suffer some hardships, but this seems to be inevitable.
Although it is a kind of abandonment for the child, as long as the ending is good, why not do anything. It's just like having to entrust the child in your arms to someone else, so that you can free up your hands to do a big job. Why not! What a good thing to do!
A young girl who has just stepped into society, from that fantasy and easy to be fooled, after a bloody lesson, rolled over with great difficulty, which made He Like realize very clearly that she is no longer the innocent girl, but a young woman who has conceived life. If you are a single mother with a child by your side, then any pair of eyes that look at her will be as if they are cruelly trying to strip her naked, and mercilessly classify her as a dusty woman and so on. In that case, either mother and son will ruin their future.
When she found that the old woman did not follow the advice of her neighbors to send the child to the police station or orphanage, she finally breathed a sigh of relief, but in the days that followed, she had to pay attention to her lonely son from afar, and the feeling was a kind of endless torment, like a knife cutting the flesh of her heart inch by inch.
He Like named her son Wu Ming, because even she didn't know who the child's father was, she only felt that he was one of the many ghosts in her dreams every night, so she took the word "Wu" which is homophonic to "nothing"; And that nightmare is like a birthmark on the snow-white skin of her son's eyes, which will never be erased, so she took another "inscription" to symbolize that she will never forget.
She finally went to the clinic of "Black Coat" again, and he seemed to be waiting for her to come. It is an indescribable feeling to let a man stare at his silk for surgery, but He Like's body seems to have a kind of incontinence excitement.
She suddenly remembered a classic sentence from someone else's blog that she had reprinted in QQ Space during college - love, when you find shortcomings, you can also take the initiative to come to each other's side, and you will always feel trusted, not deceived.
Yes, he does not have a gorgeous appearance like a lie, but a reality that is more cruel than reality.
Is that feeling of excitement love?! Lying on the operating table, she shook her head, she felt inferior to her body and was no longer qualified to love and be loved, and to face the cruel world outside, she would rather dedicate her heart to hatred.
"Perfect!" "Black coat" suddenly exclaimed, with a little joy in his voice.
He Like, who was lying flat, raised his head with difficulty, and found that he was sitting opposite and looking at his place, with an expression on his face as if he was admiring a work of art.
He clicked his phone into it, and then handed it to her, and the picture on the screen was a pink translucent film with a small hole in the center.
"You don't have to show me, I've never seen that thing anyway." He Li said weakly.
"That's right, I'm actually trying to tell you that the operation was a success."
Human society is about rules, from primitive society to the present, without exception, rules are talking, and various unspoken rules are derived. With the help of the "black coat", He Li can take the lead in the competition of unspoken rules, and the quality of Xiuwai Huizhong is integrated into the virgin body, which will undoubtedly make the possessor enjoy the sense of achievement of "Mr. First", so he lowered the ladder to the shortcut for her......