When I was a child, I didn't understand what I insisted on, and when I grew up, I didn't understand whether it was right to insist on it. It's hard to be a person who insists on yourself; It's boring to be a person who goes with the flow. Doing it to the extreme is what Gu Tianyuan has always believed.

He looked at her sleeping quietly, and all the questions he had prepared disappeared, and he was discharged from the hospital early, just so that she could give him an answer, do you love that man? But after having such an idea, I was also shocked.

Gu Tianyuan got up to leave after covering her with the quilt, Lu Ziye stood aside and was as quiet as a silent cello, she could say anything, but she chose to be silent.

Li Nan watched Gu Tianyuan return to the room, he got up very voluntarily and gave him the only bed, and said with a smile, "Go to bed." ”

"Find me an apartment." This is what Gu Tianyuan said to Li Nan: "I am depressed here. ”

Li Nan helped Gu Tianyuan make up the bed, he didn't speak, he has been an agent for so many years, and he has been in the entertainment industry for so many years, he naturally understands Gu Tianyuan's current state, but what he doesn't understand is how Gu Tianyuan can let himself like Chen Jianyao.

Chen Jianyao looked at the ticket in her hand and was a little surprised: "What? Business trip? ”

Li Nan nodded and said, "Yes, after Tianyuan's scene is over, we will attend a party in Beijing, so we need to go over and negotiate the time in advance." Li Nan looked at his watch and said, "It's almost too late, let's go." ”

Chen Jianyao planned to tidy up the suitcase, but Li Nan said that he would come back the next afternoon, and he didn't have to take a lot of things, Chen Jianyao just carried a backpack and followed Li Nan to prepare to go out, when Chen Jianyao was in the living room, Chen Jianyao glanced at Gu Tianyuan, she just smiled at him, which was regarded as a greeting, but Gu Tianyuan stood in place, looking at Chen Jianyao coldly, without saying a word, not even having any expression, Chen Jianyao also felt that Gu Tianyuan was a little strange today, but she didn't say anything, turned around and followed Li Nan away.

Gu Tianyuan watched her stretch out her hand to close the door, and disappeared in front of his eyes like this, the moment the door was closed, the struggle and wandering in his heart made him chill, and he couldn't help but slander himself: Gu Tianyuan, what you are afraid of is not the other party's ruthlessness, but knowing that it is impossible, but still as always. Even if I say it again today, I will still like you when I wake up tomorrow, how useless I am, you know?

Lu Ziye packed up his things on the side, and was calling the driver and saying that they were about to go downstairs, Gu Tianyuan opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but after all, he didn't say anything, just glanced at Chen Jianyao's room, turned around and left.

The air conditioning in the airport hall has always been full, Chen Jianyao dialed Lu Wei's phone, and she has not been in touch for a long time, if it weren't for the work to negotiate, she might be really sad and willing to think back to the bits and pieces of her work.

"The sample of the manuscript has been approved, and the next step is to work hard for you." Chen Jianyao said very official words.

There was silence on the other side of the phone for a moment, and finally Lu Wei finally spoke, his voice was slightly hoarse, and he just said a word: "Jian Yao, how are you?" ”

Chen Jianyao was stunned for a moment, not understanding what he meant, but soon Lu Wei announced the answer: "Zheng Yan is sick, I'm very sad, seeing her like this, I can't wait to go for her, but ...... What qualifications do I have. ”

Hearing Lu Wei's pain, Chen Jianyao didn't know what was going on, but she suddenly remembered that Zhao Feiyu had asked her the same thing before, and the same question made Chen Jianyao suspect that things were not so simple.

"Lu Wei, you tell me, what happened, you tell me."

Lu Wei ...... Zheng Yan committed suicide. ”

"How so?"

Chen Jianyao suddenly listened to such a dialogue on your phone, she couldn't forget that voice until she died, it was Liu Mo's voice, and he said that Zheng Yan committed suicide? She didn't dare to imagine, but on the other side, Li Nan urged her to get on the plane, Chen Jianyao looked at Li Nan, and after a long time, she said, "Can I not go?" ”

"What's going on?"

"Zheng Yan committed suicide."

Li Nan was also stunned, then glanced at his watch and said, "I have to rush to Beijing tonight no matter what, if you can agree, then you can go over now." ”

Chen Jianyao nodded and said, "Thank you." Then he ran quickly behind him.

The years are getting old suddenly, and under the eaves of time, there is more quiet, and you can hear the sound of flowers blooming, you can hear the birdsong outside the window, and you can also hear your inner voice.

"Let go of me! Let me go! Who are you and why are you harming me? ”

"Quick! Fast! Kombal sedatives. ”

The nurse, the doctor and Zheng Yan scuffled together, Zheng Yan was wearing a hospital gown with blue and white stripes, her long hair didn't know when it turned into short hair, and the pair of eyes that were originally like autumn waves turned into the hollow that she was looking at everywhere in horror, she screamed helplessly, and finally she became quiet, and the nurse gestured at the needle in her hand as if announcing victory.

Zheng Yan was tied up by the nurse with a seal, and she was finally quietly placed on the sofa, but Zheng Yan seemed to have a memory, she didn't look like she was crazy at all, she sat on the sofa, looking at Chen Jianyao at the door very calmly, and her scrutinizing eyes seemed to have returned to their previous agility.

Chen Jianyao was just about to step forward, when suddenly Zheng Yan smiled at her, Jian Yao's steps suddenly became heavy, she couldn't move, and her body could only lean stiffly against the door.

"Zheng Yan was like this last week, she suddenly became very irritable, and then tore up all the photos of Tang Xu, I thought she was just unhappy, but she gradually began to harm herself, she cut her arm with a knife......" Liu Mo's voice trembled, Chen Jianyao naturally understood Liu Mo, if he wasn't so sad, he would naturally not be in such a tone, she suddenly looked at him very seriously, remembering the text message Liu Mo sent her before: "Jian Yao, seeing that you are sad, how can I feel better." ”

But now seeing Liu Mo so sad, how can she feel better, Liu Mo has taken off his police uniform, and the stubble on his chin is very obvious, she thinks Liu Mo should be on leave, after all, Zheng Yan has become like this now.

"You...... Now I am taking care of Zheng Yan wholeheartedly. ”

"I took a month off."

"I've asked the doctor, such a condition will recur from time to time, do you have to wait for an unconscious Zheng Yan? Are you going to wait forever? Chen Jianyao knew that it was not good for her to be selfish, but she couldn't think of a better way to say it, she felt sorry for Liu Mo, and even she had never forgotten Liu Mo, even if they had already broken up.

Liu Mo lowered his head, he was avoiding Chen Jianyao's eyes, and said for a long time: "I don't know, I don't know anything, I just hope Zheng Yan will get better." ”

The tears that Chen Jianyao had been holding back finally fell, she stepped forward and hugged Liu Mo, she felt so sorry for Liu Mo, and hated herself for being so unproductive, as long as he frowned, she would surrender immediately.

Zheng Yan, who was sitting on the sofa, kept smirking, as if he couldn't understand, tilting his head, and laughing very innocently.

"On the 16th, come and get the medicine." The nurse came over, Chen Jianyao pushed him away, and Liu Mo followed the nurse to get the medicine a little lonely.

Chen Jianyao sat on the chair opposite, looking at Zheng Yan, she didn't understand, why Zheng Yan became like this, she still remembered the day Tang Xu died, Zheng Yan slapped her hard, so domineering, so arrogant, for the nobility of love, she thought she was crazier than anyone else, but how could it become like this.