part 71
The summer canvas, the color is getting stronger and stronger, there are green dyed poetry, there are also colorful colors, only one is missing, but what does it matter, the green and bright leaves, the same beautiful heartbeat, the blooming flowers are still thrilling, the hue of life should be colorful, thick or light, what you like, is the best day.
Chen Jianyao walked to Zheng Yan's side, she leaned down to look at her, and looked at her at eye level, Zheng Yan's eyes were full of indifferent smiles, but they were missing the agility of the past, she lowered her head, but saw that Zheng Yan's wrist had been bandaged with gauze, and there was faintly bright red blood on it, Chen Jianyao's voice said with a choked voice: "Zheng Yan, you must be in pain." ”
"Chen Jianyao." Zheng Yan seemed to recognize her, her tone became very soft, as if the two of them had never had a disagreement, Chen Jianyao looked up at her, she was too fragile, tears fell straight down, she asked, "How can this be?" ”
"I don't know, one day I suddenly found myself on the road, I was wearing my favorite dress, I had elaborate makeup on my face, I should have dressed up deliberately, but I didn't know why I was there, I didn't even know where I was going, I myself went to the doctor, they called this dissociation."
Dissociative disorder is a relatively unfamiliar mental illness for Chen Jianyao.
"Jian Yao, can I call you that?" Zheng Yan said this, her tone was very soft: "I am so bound, I am sad, I can't get freedom, even if I am a mental patient, but I should have my freedom." ”
Chen Jianyao didn't know why she wanted to let her go, but she was moved by her sentence I should have my freedom, yes, she should help her, shouldn't she.
Chen Jianyao untied the rope, looking at the blue and purple binding marks on Zheng Yan's body, she reached out to touch it, as if worshipping, she still hated Zheng Yan, but she didn't want to get revenge through this method, and she didn't have the pleasure of revenge, it wasn't her fault that Zheng Yan became like this now, but she was sad.
Tang Xu's death, Tang Xu's relationship with Zheng Yan, she was an outsider from beginning to end, until Liu Mo fell in love with Zheng Yan, and they began to show their teeth and claws.
Such an emotional change is like a broken chain.
"Why are you here?" Zheng Yan's tone suddenly became serious, she stood up suddenly, looked around, and finally her eyes fell on Chen Jianyao's body, she suddenly overturned Chen Jianyao to the ground, and then began to kick and beat Chen Jianyao in an orderly manner, everything happened between lightning and flint, and no one could have expected such a situation to happen.
Chen Jianyao couldn't dodge or was kicked dozens of times in a row, Zheng Yan suddenly saw the chair on the side, she grabbed the chair effortlessly and swung it towards Chen Jianyao.
Chen Jianyao couldn't dodge, she only closed her eyes, but she didn't wait for the pain that came as expected, she only felt a wide chest take her into her arms, and then she heard the nurse and the doctor shouting: "Who let her go, quickly, quickly tie her up." Then there was a cacophony of noises.
Chen Jianyao raised her head and saw that it was Gu Tianyuan who was protecting her, she was shocked and stunned, and asked, "How are you?" Then go to look at his back, Gu Tianyuan has a back injury, how can he, how can he suffer such an injury for himself, she looked at his back nervously, and made sure that he was indeed fine, so she was relieved, but she also blamed him: "Gu Tianyuan, you are crazy, how did you come here, in case the reporter sees it." ”
Gu Tianyuan lowered his voice, leaned against Chen Jianyao's ear, and said, "If you continue to make a lot of noise, even if the reporter doesn't know, I'm afraid there are so many people here." ”
Chen Jianyao realized that she was indeed wrong, and hurriedly stopped her mouth.
Gu Tianyuan received a call from Li Nan early in the morning, saying that Jian Yao went to the hospital, Gu Tianyuan didn't know why, he was always worried about her, and he couldn't let go, so he came over, he didn't even tell Lu Ziye, he came alone, but when he saw the scene where she was beaten, Gu Tianyuan rushed up without thinking about it.
When Liu Mo came back from the hospital and saw Gu Tianyuan protecting her, he was a little stunned, but he didn't say anything.
Then Liu Mo was called away by the doctor, and Chen Jianyao also followed to hear what was going on, Gu Tianyuan naturally wanted to follow, in the doctor's office, he said: "Dissociative disorder refers to the disintegration of memory, self-consciousness or cognitive function. The cause is usually a lot of stress or a deep trauma, and it's best to think about the circumstances under which the patient was injured, and if you can know it, then it will definitely help with the treatment. ”
Liu Mo was silent, he didn't know why Zheng Yan was injured, for Zheng Yan, he just saw that she was very strong and never showed weakness like him, but such a person, how could he be injured because of pressure and deep trauma.
Chen Jianyao said: "Doctor, I want to talk about it. ”
The doctor nodded, motioning for her to speak and then learn about the complications.
"When I first met Zheng Yan, she was begging her boyfriend Tang Xu." When she said this, Chen Jianyao glanced at Liu Mo, and then found embarrassment on Liu Mo's face, but she continued: "Tang Xu is my former leader, although I don't know how their relationship is, but Zheng Yan still insists on saving this relationship, and later Tang Xu got cancer, so Tang Xu's will to break up is even stronger, but Zheng Yan has never given up, until Tang Xu is still ......" Chen Jianyao suddenly choked up, but still insisted: "Tang Xu is still gone, on the day Tang Xu died, Zheng Yan was calm. ”
The doctor nodded and said, "This is obviously a sign of caring too much, but what is the relationship between Zheng Yan and this gentleman during this period?" The doctor pointed at Liu Mo.
Chen Jianyao looked at Liu Mo and didn't speak, so she helped him say, "It's Zheng Yan's boyfriend." ”
The doctor didn't expect such a relationship to be so complicated, but he still asked and said, "When did their relationship begin?" ”
Chen Jianyao glanced at Liu Mo and said, "It's better for you to talk to the doctor, I think this is still good for analyzing Zheng Yan's condition." After Chen Jianyao finished speaking, she took Gu Tianyuan's hand and left the office.
Until the door closed, Liu Mo didn't stop her, and Chen Jianyao thought that they were really over.
When she left the hospital, Chen Jianyao was also very quiet all the time, she didn't say a word, she was too calm, which made people a little worried.
"I'm going to the airport, I'm going to fly to Beijing today, Li Nan is waiting for me there."