Chapter Forty-Seven: It Must Be Painful
On the day I went to the obstetrics and gynecology department for abortion surgery, Zhang Teng did not come to the hospital because of something in the company, I walked to the door of the operating room accompanied by the nurse aunt, and then I made up an excuse to break her up, and I walked into the operating room alone.
The female doctor who operated on me was extremely amiable because she understood my situation. She was cautious, repeatedly telling me to endure it and pass. In fact, I didn't feel too much pain, but there was an infinite sense of loneliness enveloping me. I miss Shaoyang, I've been thinking about it all the time.
After walking out of the operating room, I found that the pain in my abdomen was greater than the pain in my legs. I squatted down in the corridor against the wall, took out my mobile phone, and wanted to call Shao Yang to hear his voice. The phone rang and I hung up again because I didn't know how to say it or what to say to him.
I crouched on the ground and curled up my body as best I could. Within two minutes, the phone rang, it was Shao Yang calling, and I was ecstatic and quickly connected the phone.
The phone was connected, and there was a heavy sigh on Shao Yang's side, and then his voice was hoarse, and he said, "Xiao Lu, let's break up." ”
I couldn't believe my ears, so I took my phone out of my ear and in front of my eyes, repeatedly checking the caller's name.
"Shaoyang, what do you say?" I smiled cautiously, thinking that it was just a joke Shao Yang was playing with me, maybe just a forced smile.
"I said let's break up. Don't call me again. ”
His every word was like an axe slashing at my heart, blood splattering, cruel and pathetic.
"Let's ......" Before I could say anything more, he hung up. A piercing pain struck me, like a sudden attack, throbbing through the otherwise calm internal organs. Whether it was leg pain, abdominal pain, or a piercing pain all over my body, I couldn't tell where it hurt. I quickly dialed the phone back, but the other party turned off the phone. At that moment, I felt that the whole world had fallen into the apocalypse, desolate, and it turned out that the vicissitudes of the sea and the sea were rotten and rotten really did not exist.
I ran back to the ward, grabbed my wallet, and ran out of the hospital like crazy, with the nurse chasing me, the nurse chasing me, and the head nurse's fierce and stern roar. I dragged my heavy legs, clutched my torn lower abdomen, and ran forward until I stopped a taxi and headed straight for the airport. The raging pain came at me, the pain buried in the blood, the neuralgia that bent over and wept, surging and surging in my arms, tumbling away, surging and surging, tumbling and tumbling away, dead and alive, it must be painful.
After returning to Tingnan, I sat in the taxi and repeatedly dialed Shaoyang's phone, but it was always turned off. I staggered into the bank, just in time for Shen Qi to be on duty in the lobby. I didn't stand still and threw myself headlong into her arms. She held me hard and looked at my pale face and was startled. Hurriedly asked, "Aren't you training in Beijing?" Why is your face so white? Are you sick? ”
I didn't bother to answer her question, gasped for breath, and asked, "What about Shaoyang?" ”
"He's on leave today."
When I heard that Shao Yang had taken a leave of absence, I wanted to rush out of the bank and go straight to his house. But why didn't his legs obey the call, he was so heavy that he couldn't lift it no matter how he lifted it, but his upper body leaned forward. If Shen Qi hadn't held me up, I would have fallen to the ground hard. Shen Qi was frightened when he saw me like this, so he quickly helped me sit down on the chair and asked in a panic, "What's wrong with you?" What's wrong? ”
I couldn't bother to tell her about the complicated things that had happened to me, and when I looked up at her, my face was full of tears, and my heart was so anxious that I begged her: "Help me out, help me get a taxi." ”
She no longer asked too many questions, but said, "You wait for me for a while, I'll ask for leave, where are you going, I'll accompany you." ”
Shen Qi accompanied me to the riverside home, and I tried my best to straighten up and knock on the door of Shaoyang's house, but there was no response. Whether it was calling Shao Yang or calling uncles and aunts, there was no reaction in the room.
I trembled weakly and limbly to find the key to the "wedding room" and opened the door, my shirt was still there, and the sunlight was shining through the glass window on the wall where I was writing.
I crouched down next to the chair where the shirt was placed, and grabbed the denim shirt with both hands, as if my nails were going to dig deep into the flesh of the shirt. Although Shen Qi couldn't understand everything, he also understood that it seemed that there was some problem between me and Shao Yang. She squatted down with me, gently wrapped her arms around my shoulders, and said, "Shao Yang said that his parents have traveled to the south in the past two days. Shao Yang may have something to do with his leave today, I'll wait for him with you, he should be back in a while. ”
Because I was in a hurry, I didn't bring the painkillers in the ward, the neuralgia in my legs invaded me as if it were covering me, and my forehead and even my hair were covered with sweat, and finally I was overwhelmed, and I lay down on the dusty floor, my waist flat, trying to make myself as comfortable as possible.
Seeing this, Shen Qi didn't know what was wrong with me, so he hurriedly wanted to help me up.
"Don't touch her!" A male voice called from the doorway. Zhang Teng strode into the door and appeared in front of me. He gently lifted me up and handed me painkillers and water. After seeing that I had taken the painkillers, he hooked my knees with one hand and hugged me by the back of my neck with the other. I grabbed Zhang Teng's shoulders hard and whimpered, "Zhang Teng, Zhang Teng, Shao Yang and I broke up." ”
Zhang Teng didn't say anything, just hugged me and walked out the door. I left my "marriage room" with Shao Yang like this, and Shen Qi squatted on the ground motionless. How could I not know that this was the first time she had seen Zhang Teng after saying goodbye to the relationship that had been lost before the beginning of it.