After returning to Tingnan, I quit my job at the IRS and moved into the countryside with my parents. Sometimes I like to sit in the yard and bask in the sun wrapped in a thick down jacket. The days go by slowly and comfortably. I lost any way to connect with the outside world, and when I was bored, I would do lumbar back muscle training, and then secretly feel that my body was getting better and better.

Although I got my phone back from Zhang Teng, I never turned it on. Because I don't know what would happen if I looked through everything on my phone.

My dad recommended me to read a few good books, and I learned a few of her specialties from my mom seriously.

It always snows in the winter of this year, and the heating in the house is warm. I was building a snowman in the yard in a down jacket, and when I felt that my hands were frozen, I ran to the house and held on to the heater.

The heart is quiet, so quiet that every time I listen to the sound of falling snow, it is so real.

After winter, when spring came, I went to Shotaro's noodle restaurant, and I don't know if it was because I missed the smell so much, or if there were some things that I couldn't put down. I ate quietly by myself, and then left quietly. In fact, before I left, I saw Shao Yang, who came in with the short-haired girl who drove a Porsche, but the girl's car had been replaced by a Lamborghini. I secretly hid in the corner, watched them sit down, watched Shao Yang nod, and looked at the short-haired girl talking and laughing. When Shaoyang started to eat noodles, the short-haired woman suddenly handed him her mobile phone, he took the mobile phone and looked at it carefully for about a minute, and then his expression was instantly happy, put down the chopsticks, pulled up the short-haired woman and ran out of the noodle restaurant and got on the Lamborghini.

I just watched quietly, and then I was quietly sad.

It couldn't be better to see him. In the past four months, I have never stopped thinking about him, wanting to hug him and kiss him again. But I never thought that someone around him had taken my place.

I told my mom and dad that I wanted to go on a trip, and they didn't object. I flew to Jiangcheng alone with my suitcase in tow, wanting to get back the letter I had written to Shao Yang from Ling Ling, not wanting anything from the past to disturb his new life. Unfortunately, Ling Ling's slow delivery clerk told me that only their proprietor, Ling Ling herself, had the opportunity to open the dusty letter, and Ling Ling was not in Jiangcheng at this time. I sat in the store for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to turn on my old phone and look through the call logs, messages, WeChat and photos. Everything about the past came flooding over and over again, laughing and crying. Eventually, I got up and threw my phone in the trash can at the door and left.

My trip ended up being interrupted at Shengyu. I stayed at Shengyu and worked as an ordinary clerk at the "One Phase One Meeting" inn. I have been living upstairs in room 308, insisting on getting up every morning to watch the sunrise, and I even learned to row in the ear sea and drive the osprey area to fish. The four seasons here are like spring, and although the days are dull and monotonous, they are also extremely fulfilling and comfortable. I also have a golden retriever named Xiao Ji. Sometimes in a video with her mother, she always suggested to her father that when they retired, they would move to Shengyu together. I said that when you move in, maybe I will go back to Tingnan. I didn't want to leave Tingnan completely, I just felt that I was so tired in the past year, I just wanted to find a place to take a short rest, when I rested, I would leave this comfort and return to the lively life.

One day, when I returned to the inn with Xiao Ji, I saw a guy sitting on the sofa in the living room. Aoi ran over and told me that the man was looking for me. I stepped forward, and as soon as I saw the man's appearance, I received a wide roll of the eye.

"Brother Chao, why did you come to Shengyu?"

He turned white like me again, lifted Erlang's legs, and twisted his head to the side, "Humph! I said you girl really has no conscience! It's been more than a year since I left, and there is no news at all! ”

I was amused by his appearance, "Turn your head back to the right, twist your neck again and it will break." ”

He turned around and crossed his other leg again, "Pour me a glass of water, I took the earliest flight from Jiangcheng to find you, and I got up at three o'clock in the night, you can see how rough my skin is." ”

I walked into the bar and poured him a glass of water and handed it to him.

"I said that you are really good enough for a little girl, I am afraid that I will settle accounts with you, so you will hide here, right?"

"I didn't do anything to be sorry for you, what kind of account are you looking for me?"

"Hey! Don't you know at all? ”

"Know what?"

"Since you and Zhang Teng had a big quarrel in the company and then disappeared, Zhang Teng is like a big blow, he is in a slump, he doesn't care about the company, and the business is no longer discussed, this person has been depressed for more than half a year, the company really can't hold on, I have a lot of money! After the company was dissolved, he went back to Tingnan and opened a restaurant in Tingnan where his mother stayed. Every day is so busy that it is dark, and the whole person has lost a lot of weight. ”

I listened to him in a daze, and I could only be silent. For Zhang Teng, I have a lot of apologies and thanks, but these apologies and thanks can never be converted into love.

"It's him...... Let you come to me? ”

"Of course not."

I was silent, and everything around me fell silent.

"Alright, you don't have to feel so guilty. I just can't stand Zhang Teng's appearance, if he really wants to open a restaurant, I can only get the money, after all, the two of us have been friends for so many years. He didn't know you were in Shengyu. I heard a rich second generation in the bar say that he met a girl in Shengyu, no matter how he chased it, he ate nails, he showed me the photo of this girl, and I saw that it was you. That's when I found out you were here, but I didn't tell Zhang Teng. Alright, I'm leaving. ”

"Gone? Didn't you just arrive? ”

"You think I'm as idle as you? I've said everything I need to say, I still have a lot to do! ”

Brother Chao lifted his coat and put it on his shoulders, and gracefully twisted his water snake waist and left.

I looked at the back of Brother Chao leaving, thinking about the Zhang Teng I knew. The Zhang Teng I know has his own way of dealing with it, and he will never live in the haze. He will be happy, but there should be no me in that happiness.

I was busy making coffee at the bar, and when I heard a new guest ask to stay in room 308, Aoi replied that his room had been closed to the public for more than a year. The guest was very disappointed and asked Xiaokui why. I was afraid that she wouldn't be able to cope with it, so I hurriedly turned around and explained to her. The moment I turned around, I bumped into a pair of familiar eyes and a familiar face, that person was Shao Yang, Shao Yang I loved deeply. Zhang Teng is right, time will make it okay if I hate you, I miss you, and I hate you, but he doesn't know that the sieve of time finally left me love you.

Shao Yang sat on the observation deck outside room 308, listening to the sea breeze blowing from the sea.

He said that he loved this thing, and he didn't know how passionately he loved it when it left.

I asked him, "Why did you go on vacation alone and not bring your girlfriend?" ”

Shao Yang said: "Except for you, I don't have any other girlfriends. ”

I smiled, "How is that possible?" I remember the last time I saw you, you were eating noodles with a short-haired girl at a Shaotaro noodle restaurant. ”

He stared at my face for a moment, with excitement in his emotions, "The last time you saw me?" When? ”

"At the beginning of last year." I replied.

"You approached me early last year?"

"At that time, I missed you very much, but I couldn't let myself go to see you, so I could only go to Shao Taro's noodle restaurant to eat a bowl of noodles. At that time, I happened to see you and her walk into the noodle shop together, eat noodles together, and then you left together, I thought you were together. ”

"Xiao Lu, how could I be with her? How can I be with someone else? I've been looking for you, and that day she said she had news from you, and she found a video online of a star singing in a bar, and you were in that video. At that time, I rushed to the airport like crazy to Jiangcheng to find you. I asked you in the bar, but no one knew. I've been looking for you and never given up. Because I'm sure I love you, we ...... Is it okay to start over? ”

I looked at those clear eyes, the moonlight shone on them so beautifully, I wanted to get closer to see them more clearly and more carefully, I saw me smiling with tears in those eyes.

Zhang Teng is right, time will make it okay if I hate you, I miss you, and I hate you, but he doesn't know that the sieve of time finally left me love you.

"I'm sorry, Shaoyang, we ......"