part 65
After the hustle and bustle, there is loneliness, and after loneliness, you will miss more and more, and missing is a hysterical pain, this pain is a thousand steel needles pierced in the blood, hidden in the blood, rolling, flowing, and unable to be removed.
The hospital was filled with the exclusive smell of disinfectant water, Gu Tianyuan felt the doctor separate the gauze from his wound one by one, every time he separated, he felt pain once, and the doctor's voice came: "Fortunately, the wound is healing, and you can turn over in three days." ”
Li Nan stood aside and looked at Gu Tianyuan's back and asked, "Can this injury be recovered?" ”
The doctor attached ointment to the wound and said: "This is a laceration scar, the chance of recovery is still very high, today is the second day, but the wound is already scabbed, this is the best performance, as for recovery, it is only a matter of time." ”
Li Nan was relieved to hear this, and after seeing the doctor leave, Gu Tianyuan asked, "Did you send Jian Yao back?" ”
As soon as Li Nan wanted to say something, Lu Ziye pushed the door very embarrassed and walked in, becoming thinner as he walked: "Brother Tianyuan, the black plum juice you like to drink has been closed, I bought black plum juice in another one, do you want to try it." ”
When Li Nan heard this, his face was very ugly, and he said, "How many times have I told you, now in the hospital, you'd better eat less of those things with additives, you are not allowed to drink." As he spoke, he snatched it from Lu Ziye's hand, drank half a cup of black plum juice, and then glanced at Lu Ziye and said, "Take good care of him, let him be reasonable." With that, he left the hospital room.
After Li Nan left, Lu Ziye said with a pale face: "I'm sorry Brother Tianyuan, I didn't know that Brother Li Nan would come back so soon." ”
"It's okay, I didn't expect him to come back so soon." Gu Tianyuan behaved with sincerity, when he was busy every day in the past, he always thought about how good it would be to be able to lie on the bed unscrupulously to spend time, but now that he really got his wish, he felt that such a time was boring.
Gu Tianyuan fiddled with his mobile phone, he listened to Chen Jianyao's live broadcast tonight, in Chen Jianyao's voice, in that hour, he was extremely quiet, but he also felt a little sweet, it was just the beginning, but the emotion in the next second was the despair of going to the valley, such an emotion made him strange.
It was almost twelve o'clock when Chen Jianyao got home, although she finally got a taxi, but the parking spaces in the community were full, so it was inconvenient for the taxi to continue to drive forward, Chen Jianyao still ran all the way home, drenched all over, she changed her wet clothes, and took a hot shower, only to feel that the cold emotions disappeared.
When Chen Jianyao returned to the room, her mobile phone screen lit up, and she took it to see that it was Zhao Feiyu's WeChat, with a sentence on it: "Are you home?" ”
Her slender fingers slid across the screen and uttered a phrase: "Good night, home." ”
There was no news from the other side, Chen Jianyao looked at the clock on the snow-white wall, it was almost twelve o'clock, she was a little tired, but she still couldn't sleep, she recalled Zhao Feiyu and the things she was going to do about Du Xiao, maybe they were on the road of love, it was a resolute process, and it was the determination and perseverance that did not give up. Perhaps, not all love will have a happy ending; Not all encounters are all heart-wrenching.
Chen Jianyao envied Zhao Feiyu for treating her former relationship like this, and although she had buried the past with her own hands, she would never want to think about it.
The night holds up the love, and the dream is spread on a lovesick cloud, like the moonlight of water, and a smile falls into the whole sky of the torrential rain, and the eyebrows are low.
"Chen Jianyao, do you know what it was like when you were drunk yesterday?" Liu Mo's tone became a little stern, but what followed was a gentle face: "Let me do the confession in the future." He stretched out his hand and hugged Chen Jianyao into his arms.
"Jian Yao, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that one day our relationship will no longer be there, the day we let go." Liu Mo's expression was sad, he looked at Chen Jianyao, and then said, "Shall we do well?" ”
"Jian Yao, we're all too busy now, give each other more time, your work is just stable now, and so am I, let's go a long way, don't just seize the day."
"Jian Yao, for you, I even lost my official title, doesn't that mean I love you?"
Liu Mo's loss of his official title has always been a thorn in Chen Jianyao's heart, she didn't want to, she didn't know, but she regretted it very much after knowing it, Jian Yao has always resented herself, why can't she think more about Liu Mo, so in the following days, they were too busy, Jian Yao gave him enough time to rise to improve himself, and he fell into more heavy work.
Gradually, they didn't contact each other for three or four months, and this kind of relationship seemed to have passed for a long time, and when they met again, the two of them were the same as before, but none of them noticed that this relationship had quietly changed.
"Jian Yao, we are not breaking up, we are only temporarily separated."
The rest of the contemplation was all reversed.
In the past, Chen Jianyao looked at Liu Mo at the front table with a green face, that was the first time she felt that the big boy in front of her was particularly annoying, but who knew that the next drunkenness, their relationship changed, Liu Mo became her core in the future, and she gradually changed for him.
Liu Mo: Do you remember? That year, we met in the spring flowers, and we all used our true feelings to guard every minute of time after we met.
"Jian Yao, we're not suitable, let's break up!" Liu Mo's first application was so solemn, his words were like a knife piercing her heart, and she was dizzy.
"Is it because of Zheng Yan? You love her, right? You broke up with me for her. Chen Jianyao quarreled with him like a shrew.
"Chen Jianyao, don't you do this?" Liu Mo couldn't stand Chen Jianyao's sudden expression.
"What's wrong with me? My boyfriend told me to break up, should I accept it calmly? Liu Mo, did you know me on the first day? Don't you know what kind of person I, Chen Jianyao, are? We have been through so much, I love you, Liu Mo I love you, I don't want to break up. ”
"Jian Yao, don't you do this." Liu Mo looked with a hint of grievance, he couldn't control Chen Jianyao's state.
"Liu Mo, what do you say I did wrong, what did I do wrong, you tell me, can't I change it? As long as you don't break up. Chen Jianyao stood in front of him so humbly, crying hysterically.
"I don't love you anymore, what are you going to change?" Liu Mo's words were like a heavy hammer, which made the hysterical Chen Jianyao suddenly quiet down.
looked at Liu Mo in front of him and said to her word by word: "I'm not short of you anymore, what do you want to change?" ”
Chen Jianyao was stunned, it turned out that he didn't love himself anymore, such words made Chen Jianyao unacceptable, even if she was messing with him, but she didn't want him to say such things easily, she was too sad.
Suddenly a rumbling thunder pulled Chen Jianyao's thoughts back to reality, it turned out that no matter how much effort she made and how many grievances she suffered, she still couldn't help but admit that she had always loved Liu Mo.
The deeper the thoughts, the tighter the heart is entangled in pain, so tight that I can't breathe, so tight that I don't know what to do. The longing that falls into it is unbearable to pinch the throat. Whenever the hustle and bustle retreats, the night will support the lights up, the shy night, in the deep place of the eyes, can always unintentionally lead out a lovesick road, all the way to the sky, straight to the heart that loves you, stinging to you crazy.