After the live broadcast ended, Chen Jianyao did not leave, but sat in the live broadcast room with Zhao Feiyu.

Zhao Feiyu said: "It's raining outside, it's raining, have you brought an umbrella?" ”

Chen Jianyao shook her head, and then suddenly thought of what Lu Ziye once said: "I always have an umbrella in my bag." She smiled and shook her head: "I didn't bring it." ”

"Then can I talk to you?" Zhao Feiyu suddenly said very quietly.

Chen Jianyao nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Then Zhao Feiyu called Chen Jianyao, the two of them were obviously sitting facing each other, but Zhao Feiyu called himself, Chen Jianyao was puzzled and asked, "What do you mean?" ”

"I want to be your listener once." Zhao Feiyu said this, inexplicably, Chen Jianyao seemed to understand. Zhao Feiyu walked to the door of the live broadcast room, and then sat opposite Chen Jianyao through the huge glass.

Zhao Feiyu's voice on the other side was transmitted through the phone. "Hello, Sister Xiao Chen, my name is Zhao Feiyu."

It was rare for Chen Jianyao to see him so serious, and he was also brought into the atmosphere he created, saying, "Hello, Feiyu." ”

"My girlfriend's name is Du Xiao, she was transferred to our school in her sophomore year, she is a girl who is studying broadcasting, very talented and loves to laugh, the first time I saw her, I liked her, a month later, she became my girlfriend, that period was my happiest moment, I was like other boys, I bought her breakfast, arranged tables in class, and rode her around on a bicycle after school, just like that, we ushered in our junior year together."

Chen Jianyao listened very carefully on the other side, she always felt that Zhao Feiyu was a man with a story, otherwise, he would not have exiled him for three years, and today, she seemed to have opened the secret that Zhao Feiyu had been hiding.

"Again, at ten points during the lunch break, we walked on the tree-lined path, she raised her head and closed her eyes, listening to the voice on the radio, she said that the voice was very good, because Du Xiao was studying broadcasting, for the voice, she has always been very serious, later, I knew that voice, the student who broadcasted, called Chen Jianyao, and we were in the same class, and then we chatted about the topic around this girl, Du Xiao liked to listen to her voice very much, and recorded a lot of her voice in private, every time after recording, she looked at me like showing off, Du Xiao really looks good when he smiles. ”

Chen Jianyao still listened quietly, but her heart was extremely painful, and she couldn't do anything.

"After graduating from college, I was admitted to Shanghai Radio as I wished to become a director internship, and Du Xiao was also admitted to the radio station as an anchor internship assistant, everything is the most beautiful, everything is as beautiful as a dream, but ......" Zhao Feiyu's voice was slightly hoarse, and his voice was choked.

"That day...... It was raining heavily, and Du Xiao and I agreed that we were going to have dinner together to celebrate her birthday, and we got into a taxi, but ...... Du Xiao stayed forever on her birthday. ”

It was a tragic night, Du Xiao and Zhao Feiyu were in an accident in the taxi, Du Xiao's head hit the glass, bleeding profusely, and later rescued, it was too late, Zhao Feiyu was considered to have picked up a life, and when he woke up and asked Du Xiao how he was, he was stupid, a big boy cried silently, the girl he loved the most, the youth he thought he was most proud of, disappeared along with the heavy rain.

Zhao Feiyu's phone hung up, Chen Jianyao listened to the busy sound that kept coming from the phone, and her tears couldn't stop flowing, and she whimpered silently.

At this time, a girl's voice came from the background music, which was very nice and smart: "Some people say that we all have a need to be accepted, but everyone must have a dream or belief so that we don't lose ourselves in the crowd." Even though others think it's weird, annoying, and even a whole bunch of people say it's bad. However, about dreams, it is hot-blooded and hot, but as time goes by, there will always be cold water. As we grow up, when we have families and responsibilities, we need to take responsibility for every decision we make, and we are past the age of being young and frivolous. But that doesn't mean you give up on your dreams, it's about learning to make decisions, commitments, and recognize human limitations in every major issue of life. That process of maturity is a difficult beauty, a hard-won glory, and a medal of love and strength. ”

The voice ended here, Chen Jianyao didn't ask whose voice it was, but she knew that it must be the girl named Du Xiao.

Chen Jianyao seemed to be able to imagine how Zhao Feiyu exiled himself in the following three years when he learned that Du Xiao died on the cold operating table.

The torrential rain kept falling, it kept falling, Chen Jianyao left the radio, and when she was downstairs, she reached out to catch the rain under the eaves, which spread cold, and the stinging pain seemed to penetrate her palm, and she couldn't do anything.

"I'll send you home." Behind him was Zhao Feiyu's voice.

Chen Jianyao turned around, but what Zhao Feiyu saw was Chen Jianyao's teary eyes, he suddenly laughed, with tears in his smile: "Chen Jianyao, Du Xiao likes your voice, your appearance seems to indicate something in the dark, Du Xiao said before she died, she only made me sad for three years, no matter what happens after three years, I have to live well and forget her." And today is exactly three years, the time I promised her is up, I can only live well, but I can't forget her, I am telling you this today, I don't want to tell you anything, I just want to say goodbye to the past, even if I am sad, I have to say goodbye to ......"

Chen Jianyao suddenly turned around, and then hugged him, holding him so hard, she was very sad, really sad.

Zhao Feiyu patted her shoulder again and again, and said, "You are so fragile, I look down on you a little bit, I knew that you reacted so much, so I won't tell you." ”

"Zhao Feiyu, you must be very happy for the rest of your life, you must be very happy."

Across the road in the rainstorm, a Land Rover stopped, Li Nan just wanted to make a call, but saw a couple hugging at the door of the radio, he rubbed his eyes, and then smiled and smiled The mobile phone clicked and took two photos, it was raining heavily tonight, Gu Tianyuan specially called Li Nan to come and pick up Chen Jianyao from work, but who knew that he saw such a scene, since this was the case, Li Nan naturally didn't have to pick her up, started the accelerator, and left.

The surging and rainy weather, just like Chen Jianyao's mood, she looked sideways at Zhao Feiyu, who was sitting silently on the side, and felt a faint pain in her heart, a relationship took three years to remember, and now he plans to let go, but is his heart really as he said on the surface, is it really let go?

"Chen Jianyao." Zhao Feiyu suddenly opened his mouth to call her name, Chen Jianyao replied, and asked him what was the matter, Zhao Feiyu said: "I promise you to be your partner." Zhao Feiyu said succinctly: "Maybe it's time to put it down, it's been too long, it's really too long." ”

Chen Jianyao smiled knowingly, and didn't say anything, just looked at the heavy rain that was still pouring outside.