Chapter 198: Live Yourself

Guan Zheng sighed and said, "Teacher Feng Yuan adopted you in the hope of treating you as a family, not as a tool. Pen~Fun~Ge www.biquge.info While Teacher Feng Yuan adopted you, she was constantly providing you with a superior environment, but you also brought her the joy of being a mother. This relationship and the happiness it brings should be a two-way street, and it is not as simple as you think. ”

Brother Chuan said: "I don't blame my mother. ”

Guan Zheng once played the professional ethics of a psychologist and said, "Not like that. Do you think your mother loves you? ”

"Of course." Brother Chuan said without thinking.

Guan Zheng nodded and said, "In other words, you believe in your mother unconditionally." But you should also know that your mother's decisions may not always be the right ones. Just because you have your own ideas and opinions doesn't mean you owe your mother, on the contrary, this normal mother-child relationship is what your mother wants. ”

Brother Chuan asked suspiciously, "Really?" ”

"Of course. Psychologically, you have an expectation of women, which has to do with your experience as an orphan, and this should be a bridge between you and your mother, not a barrier. ”

Brother Chuan squatted for a while and said with a smile: "Twenty years of habit, I can't get rid of it." ”

"Your mom wants you to change more."

A hint of surprise flashed in Brother Chuan's eyes, and he said, "It won't change, some things won't change once it's decided." ”

Feng Yuan outside the door secretly shed tears, after getting along for twenty years, Feng Yuan thought that he had done a good enough, but the change in Brother Chuan's initial recovery from his serious illness made Feng Yuan not know what to do to make up for it, or this is something that cannot be repaired.

Brother Qiao saw that Feng Yuan's eyes were red, and asked, "Mom, what are you doing standing here?" Why don't you go in? ”

Feng Yuan sniffed and said, "Go, go out for a walk with me." ”

The garden of the hospital was full of patients, Feng Yuan looked at those people and said, "Brother Qiao, do you think I am a qualified mother?" ”

Brother Qiao was a little puzzled and said, "Mom, what's wrong with you?" How can you say something like this? ”

Feng Yuan shook his head and said, "No, I feel that I owe you a lot over the years. ”

Brother Qiao said: "Don't worry about Xiaochuan, he just has a hot brain and talks nonsense." ”

Feng Yuan said: "How could I not mind? I was his mom, but I didn't do it well. If I hadn't done it well, I shouldn't have adopted you in the first place. ”

"Mom, don't say that, you're doing a good job."

Feng Yuan shook his head and said, "I should think more about your thoughts, it's because I'm too selfish." ”

Brother Qiao said: "Mom, the choice you gave us is the best choice, and we don't regret it." ”

Feng Yuan knew that Brother Qiao was comforting himself and said, "In the future, I won't decide anything for you." Do whatever you want, and I will support you. ”

Brother Qiao smiled slightly and said, "You are weird and awkward like this. ”

Feng Yuan smiled and said, "You should have your own ideas, and I should defend yours." In fact, I also hope to have a real family affection, not your blind filial piety, but filial piety from the heart. ”

Brother Qiao nodded and said, "Don't worry, you will always be our mother." ”

Brother Qiao didn't stay long before he was called away by phone, and Feng Yuan had to go back to Brother Chuan's ward alone.

Brother Chuan was sleeping on the bed, and Brother Chuan, who had just recovered from a serious illness, was pale, which made people feel distressed.

Brother Chuan didn't sleep soundly, he grabbed vigorously, and shouted in his mouth: "Save me...... Mom, where are you? Please, save me......"

Feng Yuan reached out and held Brother Chuan's cold palm, and said, "Child, I'm here, Mom is still there!" ”

Brother Chuan quickly quieted down, Feng Yuan gently rubbed Brother Chuan's hair, and Brother Chuan woke up. Brother Chuan looked at Feng Yuan and was about to sit up, but Feng Yuan held him down and went to shake the bed up. Brother Chuan said, "Mom, why are you here?" ”

Feng Yuan handed over the water and said, "Can't your mother come to see her son?" ”

Brother Chuan said, "Of course you can." ”

Feng Yuan asked, "Did you have a nightmare?" ”

Brother Chuan smiled and said, "Is there any?" ”

Feng Yuan said: "Hunted down and killed? What saved me, something. ”

Brother Chuan scratched his head and said, "I'm sorry! ”

Feng Yuan said while peeling apples, "What else is there to be embarrassed with me." How's your recovery? ”

Brother Chuan said: "It's good, there is a task?" I'll go! ”

Feng Yuan shook his head and said, "No. ”

Brother Chuan asked curiously, "What's going on?" You put me on the discharge list? You're not really angry, are you? ”

Feng Yuan smiled and said, "Dead boy, your mother and I are so careful!" ”

"Mom, then you should say it quickly, I'm in a hurry."

Feng Yuan put down the apple and said, "That's the case, after comprehensive consideration by the superior leaders, you will be transferred to the special service brigade of the Nanyi Armed Police Detachment, and the subordinate Nanjian Commando Team will also belong to you." ”

"Secret Service Brigade?"

Feng Yuan nodded and said, "Yes, I remember you said before that if you want to change to a relaxed place, the special service team is very suitable for your requirements!" Are you not satisfied? Then I'll change another one. ”

Brother Chuan hurriedly said, "No, no, no, I didn't mean that." It's just that I can do it for a few more years. ”

Feng Yuan said lightly: "I asked you to go to the anti-drug brigade before to let you have a long experience, but I didn't expect to almost lose my life." The Nanyi Special Service Brigade is the first professional anti-terrorism commando team in China, which undertakes all domestic anti-terrorism and major security work. Although the danger is not less than the special situation, it must always be tied to the military uniform, and it must be handsome at all times. ”

Brother Chuan smiled slightly and said, "Okay, I'll listen to you." ”

"Harvard University is a world-renowned university, and at the time of its 150th anniversary, its president said that Harvard can occupy the first position in the world and cultivate batches of Nobel laureates and world talents for the world, not because of how good these students or teachers are, but because Harvard has given them the opportunity to choose and innovate independently," Feng said.

From my point of view, I hope that you can have your own choices and your own ideas. I treat you as my own child, it's good to be obedient, but coquettishness and rebellion are the way for a person to grow, not plain and obedient. When you get old, you will find that you have done so many things in your life, and none of them are willing. When that day came, I was the most guilty and unforgivable sinner. ”

Brother Chuan said: "Mom, I didn't mean that. ”

Feng Yuan said: "Don't be nervous, I was doing it for you for the first twenty years of your life, and I hope to do it for you in the second half of my life." Three lives are fortunate, and then continue the frontier. ”

Brother Chuan nodded and said, "Mom, thank you so much." ”

Feng Yuan really let go, they have their own lives, they should go their own way, no one has the right to interfere with others, not even their mother.