Chapter 379 Triple Ending Act 20: I will spend my whole life adapting to loneliness
Yun Yeyao got up from the bench in the hospital, it was already overcast outside, and he didn't want to go home, he didn't want to go anywhere.
Today is May 23rd, and I received a text message from Luo Yifan in the afternoon, informing him that he had decided to prepare for the operation between Cheng Chu and Liang Yongxin, because Liang Yongxin could not delay it any longer, and Cheng Chu was also bent on pursuing the 'freedom' in his heart, and they had no other way but to achieve it.
I thought a lot and thought a lot in the afternoon. However, the most is not Cheng Chu and Liang Yongxin's affairs, but Yun Yeyao's own.
Although their family has gone through many hardships and now has to endure the pain of life and death, at least they are not lost, are they? And what about yourself? but both sides were lost.
Xiao Meng wanted a normal relationship, Xiao Zuo simply erased himself from his heart, and he moved his steps in a blur of the night, and the stinging in his heart could not be stopped.
I didn't feel so much pain when I was working hard, because it could be distracting, and now, when I clearly distanced myself from Xiao Meng, and was sure that Xiao Zuo would not give any response to the memories of the past, Yun Yeyao's emotions were like his spirit at the moment, and he was shaking.
Where do we go now? I don't want to go home, it's too uncomfortable to be alone at night, or go see them, maybe I'll cheer up a little in front of everyone. ’
Thinking to himself, his footsteps naturally moved towards the ward area, and the time was indeed not too late, almost just after six o'clock.
Yun Yeyao always shows his energetic side in front of everyone, and locks the pain in his heart and bears it silently by himself, he suddenly misses his stepmother very much, just like he misses his own mother.
Since the departure of her biological mother, everything in Yun Yeyao is being cared for by her stepmother, and when she was together, she didn't feel too deeply, but at this moment she felt that she was so yearning for that tenderness.
Raising his sore arm, Yun Yeyao took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed the phone at home.
"Hey... I'm Xiaoyao, Mom, are you okay? ”
It was Yun Yeyao's stepmother who answered the phone, and his father was usually in the studio at night and didn't come out until late.
Perhaps hearing Yun Yeyao's voice was very frustrated, the stepmother asked with concern, "Xiao Yao, what's wrong?" Is there something wrong with the case? ”
"No, I just want to hear my mother's voice, I miss you a little."
"Silly boy, tell me anything, and your father and I will help you."
"It's really okay...... Yun Yeyao's voice began to tremble a little, and he resisted the feeling of wanting to cry.
“…… Haruka"
"Huh?"
"Are you in love?"
"Why do you suddenly ask that?" Yun Yeyao was a little stunned.
"Although I am not your biological mother, I have taken care of you and your father for so many years, can I still guess your thoughts? Can you tell me about what kind of person you're in love with? ”
"Mom, your question is so strange, you should ask me what kind of girl I'm in love with."
"Maybe you're in love with ...... It's not a girl. The stepmother suddenly lowered her voice, probably not wanting Yun Yeyao's father to hear: "I always feel like this, when you go to the beach, I always feel that there is a shadow of another person around you, maybe this is just my imagination, but that shadow is indeed a boy, and I can feel that he is very important to you." ”
"Mom, I'...... Huh~ You're right, I'm in love with someone I shouldn't love, he's in S City, and he'll always stay here, and there's a very bad news, he doesn't love me. ”
"I understand, then come back after handling the case, sometimes we will be separated for a while, maybe it will remind that person of the agreement with you."
"Well, I will, thank you Mom."
"Don't be polite to me, maybe I can't replace the status of your biological mother in this life, but I really just want to be a good mother, Xiao Yao, we all love you, waiting for you to come home."
"Hmm... Goodbye Mom. ”
"Goodbye."
Hanging up the phone, the ice that had been stuck in his heart seemed to melt, and something hot flowed out of Yun Yeyao's eyes, and he had to hide in the corner again, and it was too ugly for a big man to cry in the hospital hall.
There was no way to go to the ward immediately, Yun Ye thought for a few seconds, and then turned around and walked towards the gate of the hospital.
'Forget it, go home even if it's lonely, I can't always run away from loneliness, I should adapt to its existence and spend my whole life ......'