Chapter 380: The Thorn Bird's Swan Song IV
The night was getting deeper, and the nurses and Yuan Muhibiscus around her had already left, and Luo Yun looked at Cheng Chu's sleeping face alone, silently pondering.
What did I go to Cheng Chu for in the first place? Really just want him to replace Liang Yongxin to comfort Jiang Xinglong? Telling him that story is just his own experience, and the encounter that Cheng Chu said is far more painful than his own.
What is it that makes this youngest brother willing to give up his life to save Liang Yongxin, is it the love for Liang Yongxin? Obviously not, he said from the beginning that he wanted to be loved, and this emotion had also appeared in Luo Yun's memory countless times, before she had the love of Luo Yifan and her son.
"Alas......" sighed a sullen breath in her heart, Luo Yun didn't want to think about it anymore, in the end she and everyone chose Liang Yongxin, didn't they?
For Cheng Chu, she may have an apology for the rest of her life, so take it to the grave and say sorry to Cheng Chu.
Who became the stand-in for Liang Yongxin and Cheng Chu, Luo Yun herself couldn't figure it out, she kept stroking the identical face on the hospital bed with her hand, and even felt a little in a trance, whether the person in front of her was Liang Yongxin or Cheng Chu.
'Let everyone come and see him, at least for the last day......
gave birth to this idea for no reason, Luo Yun knew that everyone was busy now, but she wanted Cheng Chu to feel that everyone still loved him, so as to make up for it, some deep in her heart.
The doctor also said just now that the operation should be done quickly, and they will make arrangements in the next two days, so if everyone wants to come to see Cheng Chu, it must be arranged tomorrow morning.
I still have to discuss it with Yifan, Luo Yun reached out and pulled the quilt for Cheng Chu, and couldn't help but lean her head on the side of his cheek, although this position was very uncomfortable in a wheelchair, but Luo Yun suddenly felt a little better in her heart.
The tears had already been carried away by the air, but Luo Yun's eyes had never been reluctant to leave Cheng Chu's face.
'O God! Please look at these two children, their lives are about to merge into the same body, please help them, at least let this last flame of life be rekindled. ’
When she finished thinking about this sentence, Luo Yun suddenly felt that she was also so cold and selfish, she could be in Cheng Chu's position, but she was reluctant, reluctant to Luo Yifan, reluctant to her son, and reluctant to be about to be happy.
'Xiao Chu, I'm sorry......' Countless sorrys spread in her heart, like a firefly flickering in her heart, making Luo Yun sad and powerless.
The night is like an endless and long tunnel, and confusion, loneliness, and loneliness will spread little by little in the hearts of people who have not fallen asleep, just like Cheng Chu now.
With his sister by his side, there are many things that can't be asked for day and night. Cheng Chu is not stupid, he knows everything, he understands everything since the first day his sister came to tell him stories.
Since he has decided, he will definitely not regret it, Cheng Chu does not resent others, he only resents his own mistakes and mistakes, and the bloody scenes he experienced in the Luoque House will probably always accompany him like a shadow, even when he arrives in the underworld.
In the next life, Cheng Chu thought that it would not be bad to be a little bird, without a trace of worry and sorrow, and spread his wings and fly high. Go to every corner of the world.
He will see the scenery that he will not see in his life, the wind gently supports his body, and the clouds will become his warm bed. Such a beautiful picture made Cheng Chu feel like a dream.
Hazy in the middle of the way, Cheng Chu felt that his body began to lighten, becoming like a feather moving with the wind. It seems that all the impurities in the body disappear in an instant, and are replaced by comfort and exhilaration.
His sister's voice gradually faded in his ears, and Cheng Chu saw the smile of the dean's aunt who raised him in a half-dream, as if it was more than ten years ago, this was the only selfless love he had ever had.
'Auntie, take me, I will help you with the work, clean the little yard, I will also do my own laundry, hang the clothes like bunting......
The thoughts in his heart were magnified countless times in his dream at this moment, Cheng Chu just wanted to grab the hand of the dean's aunt, maybe when Xie Yunmeng came to interrogate him, Cheng Chu still had a trace of desire to survive. But now, Cheng Chu has figured it out, only by giving up some things can he regain the happiness and beauty he once remembered.
The appearance of my sister is just an opportunity, Cheng Chu doesn't blame her, he no longer resents Hong Huijian, at least Hong Huijian wants to keep him for a while, doesn't he?
Half of the love for Jiang Xinglong is sincere, and the other half is just making an excuse for his own death, and giving his life to his brother is regarded as atonement, such a good person as Aunt Dean must be in heaven, and after atoning for his sins, he can go to heaven to find her.
In the void, the white feathers gradually dissipated, and the sky gradually brightened, Cheng Chu smiled and looked ahead, he felt that he was gradually turning into transparent foam......
"Xiao Chu! Xiao Chu! Wake up!!" I don't know whose shouts are getting farther and farther away, and Cheng Chu doesn't want to and doesn't want to listen to it anymore.
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Luo Yun rang the call bell at Cheng Chu's bedside in a panic, and kept shouting Cheng Chu's name.
Soon the doctor on duty came running in from outside, his face full of fatigue, for it was only a little past four in the morning, and the sky outside was only showing a little morning light.
"What's wrong?"
"Xiao Chu, Xiao Chu, he can't wake up!" Luo Yun has no master.
The doctor hurriedly ran to the bedside and asked the nurse to push Luo Yun out of the door, Luo Yun kept asking the nurse what happened to Cheng Chu? And the nurse could only comfort her as patiently as possible.
The morning examination lasted until Luo Yifan and Yuan Mujin rushed over, and when they saw her sister's pale face without a trace of blood, Luo Yifan hurriedly took her into his arms. The skin that his fingers touched was cold, and he was even trembling slightly, Luo Yifan instantly realized the seriousness of the situation, and he silently hugged his sister tightly, waiting for the results of the doctor's examination.
At 9:10 in the morning, the two doctors walked out of Cheng Chu's ward, and they both shook their heads silently when they saw the expectant eyes outside the door.
Yuan Mu Hibiscus asked, "Xiao Chu, what's wrong with him?" ”
"It was a previous gunshot wound infection that caused sepsis, and although we noticed that his wound had not healed, from the outside, there was no local infection. However, there was an infection inside the penetrating gunshot wound, and the anti-inflammatory drugs did not play their due role, and this morning was a sudden shock, and now it is too late to be rescued. ”
Hearing the doctor's words, Luo Yun fainted in Luo Yifan's arms in an instant, and her tense nerves had reached the limit.
"Then you mean that Xiao Chu has ......" Luo Yifan asked, but he couldn't say anything more halfway through the words.
"Not yet, we need to arrange surgery for him and Liang Yongxin as soon as possible, and I hope your family will cooperate before the heart is affected."
"Okay, we'll do our best." After Yuan Mujin finished speaking, he turned back to Luo Yifan and said, "You hurry up and take Xiao Yun back to your ward, she is too stimulated, and it's okay to have me here." ”
"Okay, I'll come over when I'm settled down."
Luo Yifan and Yuan Mujin immediately went their separate ways, and the doctor hurriedly made preparations.