I grabbed the note in my hand, took a deep breath and put it in my pants pocket. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info have to plan well after they go back, most of the money problems can only be stolen, and the ID card must be taken back from the mother. No! If I had stolen the money and run out, my mother would have called the police in a few minutes, and the police would have searched for information and would have been able to find out where I was right away.

It's really troublesome, I'm a middle school student who doesn't have the ability to get rid of my parents at all!

I asked again if there was any other way, at least what exercises would there be, since someone from their family had entered the Taoist temple, there would always be something left behind for the Taoist temple, right?

It's a pity that the answer I got was no, but this is also a matter of course, if there was such a thing, Li Zhi would have learned it a long time ago, and it would be much easier to deal with female ghosts.

The ghost extermination technique is quite complicated, it is not a simple cheats book that can be learned, but also involves knowledge such as feng shui and the five elements, and some auxiliary props are also needed when learning, and professional masters are also required to teach from the side. But this is also normal, if the ghost extermination art is so easy to learn, now the streets are full of people who can exterminate ghosts, and if such a universal education is popularized, will ghosts still be a problem?

When I think of the fact that we live in such a world surrounded by danger, and I have no ability to do anything, I know it, but I can't change it, I can only watch the opportunity pass.

It sucks!

I sat back in my seat, and I didn't know when the class started. I was found out in a daze, and the teacher asked me to come on stage to answer questions, and naturally I didn't know anything, just stood like that, like a fool.

I remember the teacher talking about me on stage several times, and I was also looked back by the students in the front row several times, they were laughing at me, right?

Whatever, whatever, what's the matter? That's all for my life......

If you gave me a chance, why crush it like this?

Or are you testing me to see how much I can sacrifice for change?

In that case, the choices I can make now are probably ......

Pull up your school bag, take the bus outside the school gate, put in a coin, and sit down.

The crowded buses were swaying from side to side, and I watched people coming and going, some coming up and some going down.

They are ordinary human beings, they don't know what's going on in this world, they're laughing, they're talking, they're playing with their phones, they just need to worry about the little things in this ordinary world.

They don't know that someone is protecting them, they don't know that one day they might be forgotten.

They are ignorant, but they are happy.

It is enough for them to live their own little life in this ordinary world.

And I, I have the right to choose.

It is to step into the heroic world of dreams and walk to the other side of the unknown fantasy; Or stay here and continue to live my ordinary, boring and painful life.

My eyes could only see a blurry picture, like a slide changing rapidly in front of me, my brain was chaotic, as if I was thinking about a certain problem, and as if I was not thinking about anything, I seemed to have fallen into the middle of the unreal and the real, and I was lost in confusion.

A rather dangerous thought sprung up in my mind, that I seemed to be standing at the top of a cliff, that there was no way back, that behind me was an abyss, and below me was a black tide lapping against the reef, and where I was now standing was only a thin piece of stone protruding from the top. There was a broad road ahead, and I should have walked forward, but it was my mother who stood in the way.

I began to ask myself over and over again, is my life still meaningful? This ordinary and boring life makes people desperate, this distorted family affection, the pressure and panic accumulated in my heart, the helplessness of the future and the resentment of not being understood, I am like a collection of negative energy, despair and depression invade my heart.

I know that my pain is incomprehensible to others, they only feel that it is my vulnerability, and they only blame me for the fault. It's ridiculous that they didn't go through my life and tried to educate me with their so-called experience.

Looking back on my life, I can't find any reason why I should continue to be nostalgic for this world. My life was miserable, I didn't enjoy so-called happiness, I was deprived of my time, I was deprived of my choice in life, and all of this can be explained by maternal love.

How many times have I just wanted to watch cartoons, just to find a friend to play games, I didn't ask for much, I just wanted to relax, I just wanted to be a kid...... And not a child prodigy, a child of someone else's family who was raised with a stick.

Mother...... How do you make me love you?

Perhaps, the only punishment I can inflict on my mother is my life. Only my sacrifice can be exchanged for her remorse, right?

"Hey! Don't you think that person is stupid? ”

"What? Oh? Are you talking about the man who committed suicide? He committed suicide, how pitiful people are! Why do you say that? ”

A couple of students on the opposite side were talking.

The boy said, "Isn't it? Just because her boyfriend cheated, she went to commit suicide by jumping off the building, who did her suicide affect? Does she want to turn into a ghost and haunt his boyfriend? Or do you think her boyfriend will have a lifelong shadow because of guilt? ”

The girl thought for a moment, nodded and said, "I know what you want to say, you want to say that the people she really hurt are her family, so it's stupid for her to do this." ”

"Don't be stupid, I want to say that the biggest victim of her death is herself! Idiot. ”

"You call me stupid again! Hum! ”

"Listen to me first. Even if the family members will start to forget it after a few years, sadness will always pass. But the girl is only twenty years old, she is still so young, what awaits her in the future is a colorful life, she can meet better people, she can see more wonderful and wonderful things, she will organize her own family, she will have her own little life. And she committed suicide, her life was ended prematurely by herself, and the future has nothing to do with her. ”

The boy said a lot, and finally his eyes became gloomy, "She stupidly used her life to punish others, but in fact, the person who lost the most was herself, which I couldn't understand." If you have the will to die, it means that you have the courage to abandon everything you have. Do you still care about committing a crime or something? Since her boyfriend is the reason for her suicide, then go and destroy him. He brings you despair, and you remove the root of despair. ”

"You're too anti-social, aren't you? I'm really worried if you're going to be caught in jail one day......"

"Huh? Wait. I'm not anti-social, I'm just empathetic, and if that girl could have thought that, she probably wouldn't have taken the path of suicide. You know, a lot of suicides happen on the spur of the moment, and if that girl thinks with my logic, she's going to have to kill her boyfriend before she kills herself. It's not so easy to kill someone, you have to get over that hurdle in your heart, and you still need to think about how to kill him......"

"Hey! The more you talk about it, the more it goes too far!! ”

"No, how can it be excessive? Doesn't it make sense? If the girl had been stupid enough to go out with a kitchen knife and cut someone, she would have been subdued halfway through, and then she would have been put in jail for a day or two, at which point she would have been much more relieved and less impulsive. In other words, the tragic price of death has been converted into a few days in prison, which is a lot more cost-effective than you can think about. ”

"You mean to make everyone else think like that, and whenever you want to kill yourself, think about who made you desperate, and kill him when you think of it."

"En, the son can be taught."

"Get out!! If everyone is as antisocial as you, the society will be doomed. ”

I didn't hear what they were saying, and there were a few words flashing in my head, "kill her," "despair," "good," and these words lingered like the devil's whisper......

A frantic thought was brewing in my mind, that I had a choice, that I could have a different life, that I just needed to ...... Slay.