Chapter 17: A Change of Heart (Part II)
When I arrived at the station, there were still hundreds of meters to go from home. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
At the beginning, I began to slowly figure out its feasibility, I was thinking about the specific plan, the props, the place, the time, and I was even thinking about how to deal with it after the killing, how to delay the time as much as possible, and how to avoid the police tracking.
My mind was quite dangerous, and this danger was reflected in my face, and through the reflection in the window glass, I saw my own distorted face, how ugly it was!
However, at this time, I did not have that kind of self-awareness, and I blamed all the faults on others, which made my body and mind feel unprecedented pleasure. My mind has transformed my mother's image into an evil spirit with a bronze ghost face, her body exuding an evil aura, and it was she who caused the birth of despair, she is the origin of despair, as long as you destroy her, everything will be on the right track.
I saw the chains wrapped around my body, and the karmic fire burning my soul, and my soul had begun to be clouded.
The good side of my heart, the side of humanity, is making the final save.
But I yearn for freedom, and the side that is oppressed to the extreme keeps pulling me.
I began to look for a reason for myself, to find a sacred side to this matter.
I did all this for humanity, I was born for humanity, and Mother bound me, I should not be bound, therefore, for the sake of humanity, she should be sacrificed.
Before I knew it, I was in front of my house...... I hesitated.
This is my home, and the woman inside is the mother who gave birth to me and raised me.
I...... It's always human......
Tears fall, perhaps resentment for this terrible thought that arises from oneself, or perhaps to honor one's own life, this question has no answer.
I'm human, so I can't do that. Only those who have abandoned their feelings, abandoned their moral bondage, abandoned their blood causes, and are completely independent of the world, can do so, but such people cannot be called human beings, they are called gods.
Can a mortal become a god? No.
Even if I do choose to do so at this moment, I can't be called God, because I don't have the power of God. Without the power of God, a person who has no realm of God can only be called a beast.
This is a very difficult fact to accept, in the end, do I succumb to social opinion, or succumb to emotion, succumb to blood? I do not know.
"Huh? What is it? ā
Suddenly, I saw a twist in the sky above the room. I took a few steps back, polished my eyes and looked again, and sure enough, it wasn't a delusion.
Not only in that location, but there were similar distortions around the house, like a special force field enveloping my home.
Don't?
I suddenly remembered what Li Tian said today, and I saw that the twist could tell him, twisted? Could it be a sign of a supernatural event, an invasion of ghosts?
No, no!!
My mother came home after the morning class, and at this point she must have prepared dinner for me at home, and she was the only one in the room!!!
I was scared, for the first time in my life.
I didn't think anything of it, and slammed the door open.
"Mommy !!"
I shouted loudly and looked in fear at the hall, which was in shambles, the tables had been knocked over, and there was a long mark on the wall that stretched from the other end of the wall, three meters long. There was still a lot of messy blood on the ground, which made my fear expand to the maximum.
I didn't hear my mother's response, my brain was hot, my eyes seemed to be affected, and tears flowed uncontrollably.
I affirmed my thoughts at the moment, I don't want her to die, I don't want her to die.
I love her, even if I want to be ordinary for the rest of my life, I don't want her to die.
Today's scene is like a regular routine in the novel, the protagonist has to fly away, he has to go out, since he can't take his parents with him, he can't fly with them. So in order to reasonably deal with the relationship between the protagonist and his parents, it is natural to write his parents to death, so that the protagonist can get rid of the shackles and find a reasonable reason for the protagonist's struggle.
It was as if the giant hand of fate was playing such a game with me, and it created such a tragedy to help me.
But now I dare to swear to God, if you dare to do this, I will die on the spot for you to see!!!
I followed the trail of blood in the ground and rushed straight up.
The blood trailed all the way to my bedroom, the door locked.
On the first impact, my right arm felt like the bones were out of place, and it didn't hit it open.
The second time, the door frame was broken, and his arm was almost numb.
The third time, boom!
The door slammed open, and I fell to the ground, and when I looked up, I saw a dwarf, green monster standing above me, looking at me with a puzzled look.
The monster was wearing a transparent apron with a little blood on it, and he was holding a metallic object like a wrench in his right hand and pliers in his left hand. And at this moment, the pliers are holding a severed hand, a severed hand with a golden ring on the index finger.
I'm crazy.
I roared and hit my head with a bang, and I don't know where the strength came from, I jumped up and knocked him to the ground in turn, grabbed his hands, and slammed my head into his green head.
My head was no longer conscious, anyway, I had the feeling of kowtowing to the hard floor, but after knocking too much, a layer of warm liquid dripped on my eyes, my world turned red, my head seemed to be stirred into a mess, thinking had stopped, and my head continued to hit unconsciously. I know it's an egg hitting a stone, but ...... Enough is enough, I'm still ...... Forget it when you're dead.
"Idiot, you're looking for death!"
Suddenly, someone grabbed me by the shoulder, and I was stunned that I didn't let this hand move even a little bit with all my might. Suddenly, I was led backwards by this hand, and although I couldn't see clearly, I could still see a green figure lunging towards me, and another black figure blocking in front of me.
I vaguely heard the sound of metal clashing, black and silver, colliding rapidly.
"Hurry up, or we'll be in big trouble if she dies."
A crisp female voice sounded, and the female voice still sounded very immature.
I felt like I was being caught, and I jumped out of the window in a few clicks, and it was red and black outside, just like it had been before.
I heard a voice whispering in my ear, soft and nice, but the content was serious, even incomprehensible.
"Are you afraid of death?"
"Can you hold on to the rope that represents life on the edge of the precipice of death?"
"Can you resist death with your soul will?"
"Do you have the will to survive to survive?"
"Tell me! Do you want to live!! ā