Going down the mountain, when I got home, Sanbao probably packed his luggage, and after quickly tidying up, he stood at the door and looked at the place where he and his mother lived together for a day, thought about it, went back to the photos that he had seen for a long time yesterday, took the paper to wipe off the white dust on it and put it in his bag, and then took out a notebook from it and tore off a notebook, and wrote a line on it with the oil-based pen he carried, a very short line, pressed under the plastic flower pot next to him, and walked to the door again, remembering that it was too dirty to wait for his mother to come back, and he was busy looking for a sheet, Cover the sofa TV, and then close the window, so that the wind that changes the mood with the temperature comes in, during which the heat lamp in the toilet was repaired, he cleaned up while ensuring that all the furnishings in the room were perfect, because he imagined that his mother would come back in a few months or years, and found that his memory was blank, so he began to live according to his habits, she would look for her glasses around the house and find that it was in the most familiar place, she would go into the toilet to take a bath, and was pleasantly surprised that the lamp that had been broken for a long time was repaired by time, In this way, there is no need to be mentally prepared to open the shower again, she will take off her glasses first, eat a simple meal, and after eating, twist her slowly aging waist and step on the lights and smoke along the way to the square to dance, the dance posture is renewed, her body gradually can't keep up with the pace, difficult to follow behind, laughed by the kind ladies on the side, it is best to make a friend or two, if there is a gentleman single old man would be better, so that when the mother always thinks of her son, she can find back the human touch when she is dying, It's nice to be able to make a natural call. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

He stood at the door again, thinking that his mother would face the new era alone if she woke up, looking for a new opponent with myopic glasses, squinting her eyes to find the keyhole, and secretly thinking that it would be best if the note placed under the flower pot had to work, this time he went out smoothly and did not go back to visit his mother, for each of them there was no need for this, and they were not good at parting and getting together.

On the black-striped paper, a line of words is engraved on it, underneath the swaying of the white and yellow flower bones.

"I'm sorry to be born for you."

So where to go next, Sanbao is still concerned about what else he can do, his expression is inevitably lonely, but he may have forgotten that this world has been forcibly tampered with by the "circle of friends", including the encounter with his mother is arranged by a big hand, so as the male protagonist of the puppet play, he has to go back to read the script, carrying light luggage, he sits in a small shop near his home to eat Yangchun noodles, flipping through his mobile phone, people around him walk around, when most places are full, there is still an empty seat opposite him, A young man with deep glasses stood in front of the empty seat and looked at the entire restaurant, seeing that he really couldn't find an empty seat, he cautiously looked at the man in front of him who was now lowering his head and didn't seem to want to be provoked, and a group of people poured in outside, he gritted his teeth and sat down, and began to bury his head in eating noodles, the heat rushed to his glasses, and he was full of fog and had no opinion at all.

Back to the picture in Sanbao's mobile phone, the brain and the wound-like tearing pain for a moment, maybe it was too short, there was a sense of time speeding up, maybe it was just a blink of an eye, so I didn't care too much.

"The night before departure, I was still tormented by friends and liquor, so that the excitement was left behind, and I got up early in the morning and was worried about accommodation, nothing more than the environmental hygiene of the inn, unhurried packing my bags, thinking of what to pack again, I am not good at nervousness, this is not an advantage in life, at a glance, it is obvious that this is a person who is indifferent to no interest, so I travel, and what is the difference between me who packed my bags and went to work, I am not curious about other people's expressions, and I don't care about the changes of scenery with the drive, A living deformed clown, where is not my friend A or B, but I am trying to get back to the coastline I longed for when I was in school, chatting with friends who went to Sanya together, basking on the beach, being called uncle by a little girl, these bits and pieces of memories without much thought are very different from my original tight and tacky daily life, but they are not as beautiful as words. "8/15/15.

The comment below "Good luck and good night. ”

"Go chic?" Something like that

Sanbao looked at this large section, according to the ideal state, now should meet his friend Li Fa in this school period, he runs a domestic travel company, in the past two years, there are occasional contacts on WeChat but not much talk about the recent situation, in the imagination picture, is to meet him, and then I heard that he has a plan to go to Sanya to see the sea, in addition to his own setting happened to be on vacation, I bought a plane ticket the next day, before I had to drink liquor with him, those daily life, but also imagine that interesting things will happen, whether it is a little sister or a hot beach, There will be a real sense of 1510.

Yangchun noodles are cold before he started to eat, while eating while thinking about how it will progress, he accidentally raised his head to wipe his mouth with a tissue in the middle of thinking, the man sitting opposite the blind noodles was also ready to wipe the lenses, took off his glasses and saw Sanbao's face, but unfortunately there is no difference between no glasses and half a blind person, he feels very familiar but can't be sure, but Sanbao on the opposite side is staring at him with a tissue, a look is really like this, there is no surprise of reunion after a long absence, but it seems to be friendly but contemptuous smile for a moment, He found in his heart that everything was arranged, just like a play that only had something worth watching in front of the audience, and the walk-throughs and injuries that people didn't pay much attention to would not be shown, and he thought that at least he would have to wait for the turmoil in his heart to calm down a little before triggering the next event, and Li Fa, the key person who went on a trip, had already appeared.

Li Fa is a friend of the new shadow in high school, sitting very close to the class, even the hard bed in the dormitory is a neighbor, if the two people are not mistaken, there is indeed a friendship between the two people, Sanbao's mind has repeatedly related to his memory, it seems that he is deeply afraid that he has suspicions, the first cigarette that the two people secretly smoked, was choked and dizzy, Sanbao was kicked in the back by the seniors, and rushed up to fight with a group of others, they did the most wanton things at the most suitable age, But when Sanbao really had an accident and dropped out of school, his good buddy Li Fa has been living the most comfortable life step by step, and he didn't see each other in the middle.

Sanbao smiled and waited for him to put on his glasses, Li Fa took them down and wiped them again, and only when he really brought them did he ignore the complicated flow of people in public, he himself may not know that no matter how successful he is, he is still a naïve person, maybe only in front of the closest people will show the most true appearance, he shouted: "Why are you back?" The voice was louder than the anger he shouted when he was the shift leader: "Quiet" is even more violent, he is dressed casually, it is indeed quite a high-end brand, and he came here to eat noodles as if he didn't want to be noticed, now everyone stared at him and his expensive shirt, he felt the embarrassment of immediately lowering his head and sitting down, trying to find a rat hole to get into, and when people's attention gradually dissipated, it was only to the extent that he secretly paid attention to him, his empty brain returned to normal, and Sanbao didn't feel that meeting was a bizarre thing, If he was not prepared in his heart, he would be pleasantly surprised, and at the same time, seeing that he was no different from when he was in school, he was very face-saving and thick-skinned, and he was a two-faced person with a true temperament and enthusiasm and was good at hiding, so in just a few tens of seconds, as one of the people who knew him best, he did not sneer or be surprised, and when his bulging forehead and green stem disappeared, and he looked at himself again with good eyes, Sanbao swallowed a mouthful of noodles and said with a smile: "Why haven't you changed at all, hairy?" ”

There are still changes in the facts, for example, he pushes his glasses from the middle instead of pulling them back from both sides as before, he uses foreign movements to show his growth, but he can't hide the joy in his tone and the fluctuation in his heart, and says: "I, you, no I... Or are you, you haven't said what you're doing when you're back? ”

"Visiting my mother, I haven't been back for many years, she is seriously ill and just sent to the hospital in the morning." Sanbao's smile slowed down, but there was still a smile with a sense of distance, as if Li Fa was nervous, he also felt a little strange, and as soon as the fun and interesting energy of the first encounter passed, only a somewhat awkward atmosphere between the two swam in the lively dining hall.

Li Fa also found that Sanbao's smile was not so natural, but there was a hint of deliberate friendliness, he thought it was because he mentioned his seriously ill mother that made him feel bad, and immediately apologized: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked more." The apology is to change the atmosphere, and in fact he didn't ask more, just thought more about the meaning of the change in Sanbao's smile, it seems that he has improved over the years not only the action of pushing glasses but also the ability to observe words and colors, but the mistake is another matter, Li Fa doesn't want to hide that he has also been very lonely and has no new friends over the years, cherishes this reunion very much, and has a new idea as soon as his eyes turn: "Have a drink together at night, and fly around every day It's not easy to go back to your hometown, I finally ran into you, you can't refuse me, right? ”

It's really hard to refuse, he nodded and said of course he can, Sanbao is now calm and light on the surface, but in fact, he is entangled in his heart what kind of character image he plays in this world, if as an actor, he knows that the development of the story is normal, and he is even the main force of the screenwriter, but he knows very well that "in reality" is yesterday, he is still a failure, and he doesn't care about everything, except for Julie, who has no expectations for life and has no sense of existence, so things go smoothly according to his own choreography, First the cat, then the tall image between colleagues, and the relationship between the boss who use each other but take the initiative, skip the budding with Julie, and go directly to the part of "Visiting Mother", here is to show the relaxed friendship between himself and his mother and show a good appearance of taking care of his family no matter how busy he is, until now he has met Li Fa between the transitions, and then he must talk about the topic of completing his long-cherished wish in high school, it is not too much to say that it is not too much, who is the director and who is the screenwriter in his circle of friends, Do the people in front of him know that he is an actor, who is teasing whom, and who is satisfying, these questions all bother him, and he has no way to start.

For example, it is like an extremely sophisticated actor who is obsessed with the characters in the play and can't extricate himself, or it can be said that "the reporter secretly visits the underground ******** place, and the fake play is really done", so Li Fa relied on the ontological "glasses" to show his expression, and he also missed him and those years very much in his heart, otherwise he would not have made him into his circle of friends, his heart was extremely content and now twisted into a rope to resist, his heart and body must have a part of the play calmly, otherwise he will sleep and wake up and everything will resume again" Normal" then I can't adapt, so now my arms are not arms and my expression is not very comfortable.

They exchanged mobile phone numbers with each other, and found that the original number had not changed since high school, but it was never dialed to think that there was a change, Sanbao thought about it for a while and decided to meet in the store opposite the maternal school, and Li Fa still had something to deal with first, and sure enough, he said: There is a tour group to Sanya tomorrow, I will deal with the things in the group, you don't want to release my pigeons.

After Li Fa hurriedly left, Sanbao also walked out, the time was only noon, the sun was hiding behind the salty and wet clouds, it seemed that it was going to rain at any time, Sanbao's back was covered with sweat, and he couldn't help but cross his waist and wanted to walk when the wind cooled his armpits, he bought a bottle of cold mineral water, and went to his alma mater when he had nothing to do.

From the moment Li Fa patted his shoulder before he left and was no longer a hammer chest, Sanbao found an explanation, he felt that he had become a different person, from the perspective of the bystander, he became much calmer, and noticed things that he would not normally pay attention to, including Li Fa's subtle movements, he met the young man who was eating rock sugar ice cream walking by, thinking that the yellow-haired one was still holding a cigarette, and his movements were skilled, and he himself had such an unruly expression at this age, and he wasted his time without regrets. The child stimulated the tremor of the previous era in Sanbao's body, the child may have felt it, he quickly shook the cigarette in his hand and fell to the ground, as if he remembered the fear of being dominated by the teaching director, Sanbao couldn't help but want to ask him: Is it still the tall man surnamed Ye who manages? But he didn't ask, the yellow-haired child just saw that he was an embarrassed man who called his uncle too old and called his brother too intimate, and he picked up the smoke unhappily, and felt distressed for this cigarette that he bought one by one, and after thinking about it, he extinguished it on the side of the road, and put up a playful middle finger behind Sanbao, spit out the phlegm and disappeared, which reminded Sanbao of the first time he smoked and felt invincible in the world, and he despised him.