Volume 5, Chapter 20: Pastoral Nightmare

"Someone stopped you? Who? Did he hurt you? ”

"It's not!" Hongyi shook her head, "I don't know who he is. www.biquge.info It's just that by my feelings, he seems to have a Chinese face, with bangs that almost cover half of his face, and he doesn't like to talk, he is very wooden, and he often holds a black knife. ”

"Stuffy gourd?" I was struck like lightning.

Why? I was trapped inside, and instead of coming to save me, he prevented Hongyi from coming to save me.

No! How can it be? How can a stuffy gourd do this to me? It must be someone else, right! It's someone else.

In this world, the wooden face is not the only stuffy gourd.

But...... My heart still shuddered. I didn't want to believe it, but a voice in my heart desperately called: This is true!

I barely knew how to speak.

Hongyi continued, "This person is very annoying. You talk to him, and he acts like he doesn't hear you. ”

I'm sitting somewhere with my ass, why? Why is this happening?

Or is the person Hongyi said not a stuffy gourd at all? Is it someone else? Someone is driving a wedge between us?

I tried desperately to find a hundred reasons to excuse him, but the feeling of betrayal still made me tremble.

Or even that what Hongyi said was false? But does she have a reason to deceive me? When a person does something, he will always have a motive.

Even if you like it, that's the reason.

Who should I trust.

"What's wrong?" Hongyi turned her head and asked.

"It's okay...... It's okay...... "I stood up tremblingly, these things must be fake...... It's all fake......

"Your emotions...... Very excited......" she said softly.

I tried to suppress my emotions and said secretly: I can't stand alone. One thing doesn't say anything...... I can't explain it......

"You seem to be scared......" Hongyi looked at me, her eyes still closed. A beautiful face with a heart-wrenching beauty.

I couldn't help but wonder in my heart: why is she with her eyes closed all this moment?

"Your eyes ......," I asked. I don't know why, but my heart suddenly became blocked.

She smiled, lowered her head and put the jade flute away, and said, "It's nothing...... It's just out of sight for the time being. ”

"No!" I looked at her flute, and it was exactly the same as what I saw in my dream.

I hadn't seen her flute before.

A dream is an image that is generated in the human brain when it is stimulated by external or internal information.

What you haven't seen is something you can't dream of. Because the brain doesn't form a signal out of thin air that it doesn't process at all.

However, I saw Hongyi's jade flute in a dream.

I grabbed her tender shoulders irrepressibly, my heart twitching, a twitch that I hadn't seen in a long time. I shouted hysterically, "Hongyi! You tell me! Have we met? Wrong! We must have met. Isn't it? ”

I stared at her closely. She had a veil on her face, and I still couldn't see her face clearly.

I held out my hand tremblingly to lift her veil. I've seen this face before!

She leaned back, avoiding my hand, and said, "Are you sure you want to?" ”

I was stunned, and I remembered what she had said before. It is their custom, and if I see her face, then I will marry her. But...... How can I marry two people at the same time?

Hands trembled involuntarily.

At any time, I am willing to marry her. But...... Ethics and morality...... There are also laws that don't allow me to do that.

"No!" I was screaming in my heart, "I don't care...... I must see you today. ”

She suddenly flashed, far away from me, and said softly: "It's better to cherish what you have now, I am indeed not suitable for you to be together......"

"Why?" I screamed.

Tears welled up in the corners of her eyes, and she smiled, "Because...... You will definitely die before me, and I don't want to go through another parting of life and death...... Yu Tong...... I take back what I said yesterday...... Today's Words...... Forget about it......"

She turned around slowly, and her graceful figure was so dazzling in the morning sun.

"Where are you going?" I shouted, "You can't even see it." ”

"What's the matter?" She smiled, "Wandering the world, for the rest of your life." The eyes are gone, but the heart is still there. ”

"Don't go!" I gritted my teeth tightly, walked heavily behind her, and asked, "It's all happening, can you still forget?" I can't forget everything about you. I will always remember every moment I was with you.

But why did you come to me again when we couldn't be together? Gave me hope? Why let her be disillusioned again? Ask for but can't, gain and lose. I have tasted all the pain of the world in you. Hongyi, my heart is also made of meat, not stone! ”

There is really unspeakable grief and indignation in my heart. Why is Heaven so cruel to me? Yes? Why?

She turned her back to me and choked up, "I'm sorry! I can't help it. Because over the years, you're the only person I can trust...... I'm really upset and I want to talk to someone...... Yu Tong...... It's me who is too selfish...... I'm sorry...... I only think about myself...... I promise...... I won't be in front of you again...... Never interfere with your life again......"

After she finished speaking, the streamer flashed and disappeared in place.

"Nope! Hongyi ......: "I yelled hysterically. On the empty field, only the wind howled weakly. I fell on the ridge of the field, and my heart ached beyond measure.

Why? Why couldn't we have met earlier?

Lying on the straw, it rolled out uncontrollably, despite its best efforts to control its tears.

She's the only person I've fallen in love with all these years. It's not like I haven't tried to find a partner before, but I haven't felt it, and in the end I have to give up. Isn't love sweet? Why is it so painful? Why?

I suddenly understood that "love" is better than "not love".

"Alas......" A person's sigh sounded beside me, and he said, "I said Tongzi, what are you doing?" Do you have to ask for yourself between two women? ”

I looked up and saw the monkey sitting on the ridge with an oat in its mouth.

"You like her?" He asked.

I lay on the ground weakly and closed my eyes: "The end of the world, unswerving." ”

He shook his head: "If it were me, I wouldn't care so much." Just go straight to the person you like. ”

"No!" I shook my head bitterly, "I can't just walk away. Fei'er is kind to me, how can I leave her? How can you make her sad? During the days when I lost my sight, she served me diligently. How can I be so ungrateful? ”