Volume 5, Chapter 19: Qingqu's Heartfelt Feelings
I looked at her and couldn't help but say, "Hongyi...... I can't think you've ever experienced any of these things. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info you...... You're so pathetic...... I'm here to bless you...... Find the person you're looking for sooner rather than later. ”
She suddenly shook her head with a wry smile and said, "Even if you find it?" So what? I'm just a fool who thinks I'm clever and self-deceptive. ”
"Did you find him?" I was stunned.
She nodded and sighed, "Found it." But...... Do you know what he said to me? Hehe! Either 'Grace and Righteousness' or 'Roll'? What reason do you think I have to stay with him? What was once the most cherished and tender embrace has now become the place I hate the most. He was so ruthless. Hehe! Not right either! I guess I'm too stupid! ”
"Great! Hongyi has finally forgotten about that hateful guy! "I almost cried out with joy. But then I felt that something was wrong: even if I wanted to gloat, I couldn't show it in front of Hongyi, otherwise she would definitely look down on me.
I hurriedly restrained my emotions, and couldn't help but think in my heart: Hongyi, her heart can finally hold me.
Wrong! What about Fei'er? I can't go back on what I promised. At the beginning, I thought that I would never see Hongyi again, so I proposed to marry Fei'er. But now it seems that fate is really playing tricks.
I smiled wryly and shook my head.
"What's wrong with you?" She asked softly.
"Nothing, just a little sad about your business."
"I'm afraid it's just for your own business, right? I'm not stupid. When you chased me like this, you can see how much you like me. And you will marry another man. The only person who makes this kind of decision is you. If you're not sad at all, I don't believe it. Her smile suddenly darkened.
I said, "Do you know 'Half and Half Song'? ”
She didn't speak, just lowered her eyes, and after half a sound, her lips opened lightly and read: "
See through more than half of the floating life, and half of it is boundless. Half of the years are leisurely, and half a mile is wide.
Half Guo and half country houses, half mountains and half water pastorals. Half farming, half reading, half scripture, half scholar, half married people.
Half elegant and half coarse utensils, half gorgeous and half real Tingxuan. The clothes are half vegetarian and half light and fresh, and the food is half rich and half thrifty.
The child servant is half capable and half clumsy, and the wife and children are half simple and half virtuous. The mood is half Buddha and half fairy, and the surname is half hidden and half revealed.
Half of the heaven and earth, let the general be half of the world, half of the descendants and Cangtian, half of the Yama how to see.
The wine is half full, and the flowers are half open. The sail is half a fan to avoid overturning, and the horse is half reined.
Half less but more tasteful, half more disgusted and entangled. A hundred years of bitterness and happiness are half coherent, and it will take advantage of only half.
……”
Her voice was pleasant, and she was a little hoarse last night, but now it's much better.
I don't know why, but I always felt that her voice was very familiar. It seems to have heard somewhere.
This half-and-half-song was composed by Li Mi'an in the Qing Dynasty. It embodies a spirit of moderation.
There was silence for a long time, only Hongyi's voice echoed.
I sighed, "The flowers are half blooming and are too bright. Something. You don't have to have it, and our current ending may be the best. I'm sad, of course, but I've lived to this age, and some things ...... It's time to see through it. ”
"Old-fashioned!" She pursed her lips and smiled, "How old are you?" ”
I laughed and said, "Guess what? ”
She said, "I think you're in your early twenties." Twenty-five years at most! ”
I'm ashamed, I'm still so young, right?
I said, "Wrong! I'm at least thirty years old! ”
"What do you mean at least?" She asked, stunned.
"Because I can't remember my birthday!"
"Poof!" She couldn't help laughing, "How can you not even remember your birthday?" ”
I said, "Maybe I was so busy in high school that I was so busy that I forgot who I was." ”
She tilted her head slightly and asked, "Your previous life was also very hard, right?" Otherwise, how could you be so old-fashioned? ”
"It's not hard!" Suddenly, I saw a few oats growing in the wheat field, and my heart moved, and I pulled them down. I said, "If life is hard, then life is meaningless." ”
I broke off the hollow oat stalks and carefully tore them with the filaments on the ears of wheat. It was made into a wheat whistle.
I used to go to the countryside to see those cow herding babies playing, and I learned from them for a long time before I learned to make this wheat whistle.
I asked, "Hongyi, how old are you?" ”
"Guess what!"
I looked at her and said sincerely, "It feels like you're a twenty-one or twelve-year-old girl." But...... Yours should be older. ”
She suddenly smiled, not knowing what she was laughing at, and asked, "Why do you feel that?" ”
"Your temperament!" I said, "It's not what a young girl in her early twenties should have." ”
She suddenly said a little playfully, "You guessed it! It's just that I won't tell you how big I am. ”
"What are you doing?" She asked.
"A kind of wheat whistle."
"You know how to music?"
"No!" I said, "It's just that I once heard a song in a dream, and it was very good, and I wanted to imitate it." Now I want to share it with you. ”
"Things in a dream? Do you remember? ”
I nodded, holding the wheat whistle in my mouth.
Don't look down on this kind of cow herding thing, it's hard to blow.
I don't really know how to make music, although I can paint.
After trying it for so long, I can only blow a short part.
Hongyi stopped talking, but silently took out a flute that was as bright as jade.
After wiping it for a while, I put the red lips on the mouthpiece of the flute. A melodious whisper is wafting through the fields.
I froze. The tune she played turned out to be the one I just played out of tune. Same.
This song was heard in my dream when I was in a ghost village. How does she know?
Suddenly I had a very bold idea, is it ...... The song I heard in the ghost village was actually played by Hongyi?
Definitely! Because I was often in a semi-coma at that time, this song was real, not a dream. I was going to look for her that night, but I was inexplicably trapped for three days.
I looked at her fixedly and asked, "Hongyi, have you ever been to a place?" There are so many scarecrows there? ”
She was stunned for a moment and put down the flute: "The one who fell into the illusion...... It's you? ”
"Yes!" I hurriedly said, "That night I saw the light from your long sword, so I went to look for you. As a result, he fell for the illusion. ”
She apologized, "I'm sorry for those days...... I've been injured myself...... Don't dare to go into the maze to save you...... What's more, there was always someone stopping me. I can't enter, I can only awaken your mind through the sound of the flute. ”