Chapter Seventy-Eight: A Sense of Need
Lin Xie quietly closed the somewhat crumpled letter. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
There are also gray marks on it, presumably because tears have been left on it.
He felt sour in his heart, his eyelids trembled, and he finally understood why the lifeguard, no, Zhou Zizhi knew why the distance between Zhou Qing and Zhou Qing as father and daughter was not far away, but it was like a world away.
People say that affection comes from nurturing, not blood.
Zhou Qing realized it later, thought in pain, explored his identity in the bitter loneliness, and then remembered his father who had taken care of him for more than 20 years.
When you want to get close, you don't have a chance.
Zhou Zizhi seems stupid, his beach-like complexion, which cannot be seen under the mist of the sea, is easily engraved in the hearts of the parties, including Lin Xie.
He saved Zhou Qing's mother when he was young, took care of her, and informed her of her fertility after giving birth.
It's because he has an extremely extreme traditional side, and he also has a selfish point, that is, he wants to have a partner, and he wants to have a child, but he can't face himself, so he told her mother that he wanted even a trace of understanding, but he lost to the other party's self-blame.
This is the conceit of an upright man, from a historical perspective, this is the beginning of the decline of ideals, and the first mistake is because of kindness, so that good intentions have changed their taste.
Therefore, if this incident continues to develop like this, it will only be inexplicably flashy and lead to tragedy.
Because the truth will come sooner or later, and then with unexpected speed and strength it will crush a lie that is already shaky and not to be mentioned.
Speaking of the past, no matter how you say it, you can only think about it casually, Lin Xie, as the person in charge of half of the labor service of the lifeguard, the cloudy clouds in his heart dissipated, and he finally saw the rare stars tonight.
Looking at the mottled trees, it looks like they have been cut into several pieces, making you wonder what kind of scenery the sky is hidden by the leaves.
He tilted his head back, put the envelope back in his inner pocket, and gave up thinking about the past, when suddenly a gust of wind blew through his eyelashes, making his tired eyes tremble again, and he closed his eyes in a trance, and when he opened them again, he was already in another place.
Even Wang Ruier, who was sleeping on her shoulder, and the seat behind her buttocks, were all in the real environment after opening their eyes, but only Lin Xie was awake.
The waves crashed against the orange sand in an orderly manner, judging from the position where the sun hangs, at noon.
Not far away, there were a few thick clouds that were hugging each other, as if they were fighting the sun, and once their figures coincided, the land would usher in a dull cloudy sky.
The light smashed warmly on the skin of the people frolicking on the beach, and the enthusiasm did not decrease but increased, and the nature was high, and they rushed to the waves again and again, in the crisp water and the sun, back and forth.
Just playing such a simple game of fools, it seems that you can go back and forth thousands of times.
In the middle of the beach, there is a high view of the beach, where the lifeguard in charge looks out over the entire seaside.
A young man with a hat on duty at noon was sitting and napping, his head down, he suddenly opened his eyes and raised his head, and then slowly sunk his head into his chest.
If someone counts, it may not take him more than a few breaths to open his eyes to the seaside.
At this time, Zhou Zizhi's figure appeared on the high platform, he had just finished eating, and he had a ticket to Wangjing in his pocket for half a month, and anyone could see that he had encountered a happy event, and he was always smiling.
He patted the lazy young man's brain, and scolded twice vulgarly and without hurting his face.
Then I saw from the perspective that the crowd was angry, and there were two small heads in the depths of the sea that popped up and disappeared from time to time in the suddenly turbulent sea.
The two of them didn't even have time to bury their mouths, so they immediately rushed out, one in front of the other, one tall and one short, running to the beach and rushing into the sea.
Several parents were beaten by the sea, and they couldn't get close to the two children who were getting farther and farther away, and they were as anxious as charcoal-roasted ants in a hot cow pot, shouting hoarsely, which was useless.
Then the figures of the two children had disappeared, and the adults on the beach collapsed in despair on the wet sand.
It just so happened that the fiery sun was covered by thick clouds, and the earth reappeared gray, as if it was seven or eight o'clock in the evening.
At this time, Lin Xie sat on a chair in the park, but he saw a clear view of the scene in the sea.
The two of them are worthy of being lifeguards who have experienced a hundred battles, and in the sea water where ordinary people even swim in complicated ways, they are like fish in water, wantonly stirring up the strong current.
They kept approaching the two bear children with their own abilities, and just as they were about to get closer, a huge piece of sand and gravel smashed into the young man's eye socket with the current, and he immediately lost his strength and subconsciously swam to the sea level.
Zhou Zizhi went to the place where the two children were alone, and he saw that the two children had their hands clasped and their eyes tightly sealed, and they didn't want to grab one of them and swim towards the sea.
But the power of one person is always limited, and it is simply an impossible mission from the bottom up.
But he still used superhuman energy, and even the sea water calmed down for a short time, as if to make it easier for him.
But the human body is limited after all, and he opened his eyes with difficulty in the sea, and saw the young lifeguard who was rubbing his eyes at the sea level.
Zhou Zizhi tried again, bit his lip and jaw, and sent the two children to the young lifeguard, but his body was completely out of strength, and he could no longer move the water, and his body drifted with the later waves, and his consciousness gradually returned to zero with his eyes......
The child must have been brought back to the beach by a young lifeguard who didn't have much effort.
Lin Xie's perspective has been stuck in the sea water, and Zhou Zizhi is unconscious.
But he didn't even think about the time of the past, and without a trace of hypocrisy, he was taken away from his life, and before he died, the ticket slowly flowed out of his pocket, and then was torn apart by the raging sea.
The facial features could not be seen clearly in the dark seawater, and Lin Xie's consciousness was still here, indicating that Zhou Zizhi knew that he was not dead at this time.
In the silent underwater world, Lin Xie finally made a conclusion about this incident in his heart, and his mouth was immediately closed, thinking that the sea water would swell into his throat, only to realize that this was what happened when Zhou Zizhi died.
Just like how the black female dog was kicked to death by the wicked before, it will reappear in front of his eyes.
Lin Xie's eyes widened, he was still breathing, but he couldn't feel the distance between his facial features, but he had never felt so empathy for a person.
Zhou Zizhi has known that over the years, he has been seeking to reach a tandem with others like him.
When raising Zhou Qing, he did his best, but the distance between the child and himself became more and more distant as he grew up, because it was a distance that the blood could not cross.
Zhou Qing called shortly before the wedding, he had never missed someone so much, and when his consciousness gradually dissipated, his brain was completely occupied by his daughter Zhou Qing.
Then, from the base point of darkness, a gray light was flashing, and Lin Xie understood that this was the second posture of life: obsession.
Then he felt the time pass quickly, almost cutting through the base of his ear, making his face feel painful.
Zhou Zizhi was walking aimlessly on the way to Wangjing, and received a message from Lin Xie by the reservoir and appeared beside him.
Parents will help Lin Xie win the child to do push-ups.
Stop them from peeping at the door where Zhao Nianci was taking a bath.
Scenes of quick silhouettes.
The short second when he held his daughter's hand was the first time in his life that he had a connection with others.
He has saved countless people for the first time in his life, and he really feels that he is needed.
......
Finally returned to the time when Lin Xie lived, he looked around, and gradually found Zhou Zizhi, and a relieved smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.