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Zhong Xian is no stranger to this feeling. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's like when the time comes, the night will definitely come.

Sometimes, he wants to chalk it down to fate. It seems a bit too early to believe in your fate now, and you should always be high-spirited and fearless when you are young. However, he was not lucky enough to leave the loneliness. Even if you want to give trust, you will end up with a feather.

He kept recalling the beginning of his acquaintance with Dake, and it was also the beginning of his entry into Li's head office. He had carefully observed all his colleagues, and at the beginning, the helper he chose to cooperate with was not a big department. It's another colleague who seems to be more honest and credible - Xiao Chu. Xiao Chu is a tiger-headed tiger-headed, kind and simple, straightforward in speech, and very handsome and likable. Zhong Xian feels that people like Xiao Chu can not only not let customers hate him, but also make him easy to control.

And Dake at that time, in the eyes of Zhong Xian, was just a big grinning and brainless prank. A pair of small eyes, who don't look very shrewd, usually giggle, can get along with everyone, loves to do things to female colleagues, and can also do their best to the boss. In Zhong Xian's opinion at that time, Dake didn't do anything practical in the company, but he could mix like a fish in water, which was a little skillful. Such a person can be used occasionally, but it must not be deeply acquainted, let alone considered cooperation.

However, I don't know when. Dake actually replaced Xiao Chu and became Zhong Xian's most powerful helper.

Looking back now, it seems that it was not what Zhong Xian wanted at first. He couldn't remember what it was. I only remember that I don't know which contact made his opinion of Dake change rapidly. Zhong Xian can only remember certain moments at that time, and every time Dake faced him, his eyes lit up as if he had found gold, and he was in a happy mood. No one will be forever wary of those who admire them......

Dake is good at observing words and feelings, and always has the ability to make people feel comfortable, which is beyond Xiao Chu's reach. Then, Xiao Chu also showed another side that Zhong Xian could not have predicted in the first project, so Zhong Xian finally decided to give up.

"It's a slaughterhouse."

Zhong Xian muttered involuntarily.

When he heard Deng Yi's puzzled voice, he woke up from his memories. Deng Yi was still tinkering with the wooden blocks that filled the table, and he had also removed another string of ornaments hanging near the balcony, which was also dismantled. These are pretty beautiful charms, but now they're just a pile of garbage.

"There are two cameras." Deng Yi said with certainty. "This string also has it. I guess you can't even go to the toilet to escape being watched. What slaughterhouse are you talking about?"

"Mr. Li's company, no, the whole industry is the slaughterhouse of human nature."

"Why do you say that?"

"I think of a colleague, he is Xiao Chu. In the beginning, I took the initiative to choose him as my most effective helper...... Later, it was changed to a large branch. ”

"Oh. Xiao Chu I have the impression that I have asked him to investigate Xiao Zhu. He is a relative of Mr. Li. ”

Zhong Xian nodded.

"Xiao Chu looks very good. What's that expression on your face? Regret it?"

Zhong Xian shook his head. "I didn't 'empathize and don't fall in love' because of Dake's active overtures, Xiao Chu was chosen by me on my own initiative, but he later made a low-level mistake. A person who usually looks so simple, when faced with a small sum of money, is so stupid that he wants to swallow a sum of money. When I found out, I cut him off from all contact with my project. ”

It turned out to be Xiao Chu's own problem. What do you have to regret?"

"I'm just a little emotional. Xiao Chu didn't look like that kind of person at all. Zhong Xian said. I didn't think he would be mentally retarded to that extent. He couldn't do scheming things, but he had to learn from others to do it. So, that company, this industry, is the slaughterhouse. Put a good person and become a person who is not a ghost or a ghost. ”

Deng Yi looked into Zhong Xian's eyes: "Why aren't you?" You look even more pity, how did a character like you turn into a ghost?"

"I wasn't human from the beginning, so I didn't talk about a change." Zhong Xian said. He thought that his appearance probably looked kind and sunny. But the temperament of the human heart will always radiate. Gradually, I can't fool others, and I can't fool myself.

"Did you investigate?"

Zhong Xian turned his head to look at Deng Yi. There are some doubts about this question.

"You said that Xiao Chu wanted to swallow a payment for the goods, which made him break off your cooperative relationship. Such a stupid thing, didn't he know that it would definitely be discovered? He made such a retarded move. Don't you think it's weird?"

The bell strings were silent. After a while, he stood up, walked to the balcony, and sat down in a chaise longue.

His heart had been occupied by a sense of guilt, and for a few seconds, he regretted something three years ago. What he didn't say to Deng Yi was that Xiao Chu was not the only one who did something wrong.

He remembered the first extortion email he received three years ago. He actually suspected that Xiao Chu did it. After all, he treated Xiao Chu badly.

"You're getting a prompt on your phone, it looks like an email is coming in." Deng Yi walked into the balcony and handed him Zhong Xian's mobile phone.

Zhong Xian took the phone, glanced at the screen, and did not continue to check it, but put the phone in his pocket.

Deng Yi sat on another recliner. "So, Dake wasn't the best candidate for you at the beginning?"

"I thought it might be a trick of the big branch."

"What trick?"

"Divide my cooperation with Xiao Chu. He will have a chance to replace. Don't talk about that. What was the use of remembering three years ago. Zhong Xian stood up and pushed open the balcony window.

After resigning from Li's head office, Zhong Xian contacted Xiao Chu. He had only one purpose, to sincerely apologize to Xiao Chu. In the past three years, whenever I think of Xiao Chu, I always feel guilty in my heart. Even just saying sorry can ease his mind. He didn't tell Deng Yi the real reason. In his words, he shifted the blame to others, to Dake. But how could he deceive himself? After entering the industry, it was he who saw great benefits from his first project. Xiao Chu is so simple and undefended. It's so easy to throw it out of the cake of interest.

"I'm at fault, too." Zhong Xian said to Deng Yi. Only by adding such a sentence will he feel more comfortable, and the other party will not understand the true meaning he wants to express from such a sentence at all.

Only he can swallow the payment. Xiao Chu is just a scapegoat.

For ten minutes later, he and Deng Yi sat silently on the balcony without saying a word. For the first time, his house was so quiet. In the second half of the night, there was no sound of cars coming and going. It's as if people all over the world are frozen together at this moment.

There was silence for a long time. He was going to say something to Deng Yi. "Whatever happens to our people. The sun rises without the slightest error. ”

"I can't imagine that your best friend would install a camera in your home." Deng Yi is probably only concerned about this one thing. He brought it up again, and it seemed that the mystery really made him want to stop.

The bell strings were silent. In the three years he has been with Dake, he has always been very clear about his purpose, and after Xiao Chu, he needs a new helper. It's a pity that Dake is far more clever than Xiao Chu, and Zhong Xian has to put more effort into balancing the relationship. However, time is a magical thing, and even steel can be fused, let alone the human heart. When you start to trust people who don't agree, and then form bonds. It's a good thing to not know if it's counted. But Zhong Xian did get a little solace from this trust.

But reality once again, in this way, taught him a hard lesson, so that he had to wake up like a big dream to return to the original point. He can't give trust. Take that risk every time.

You never need to wake up from the fetters, what kind of luck you should have.

"Will the distribution of benefits be the reason for the problem between you and Dake?" Deng Yi was still trying to find an answer, and the question was straightforward.

"There is no such problem."

When it comes to the distribution plan, Zhongxian is carried out in accordance with the dividend method of the shareholding system, which is completely copied from the book. In order to avoid disagreement, a consensus was reached with Dake at the beginning, and the signature was signed in black and white. All project bellstrings are taken first and half. The rest is distributed according to the division of labor. Neither Dake nor European Airlines have an opinion. After all, the source of almost all the items is related to bell strings. No matter how much they pay, they can't compare to the credit of Zhong Xian.

Could it be that Dake will have a grudge against this? So stupid?

"So, is there any project you have behind his back? Let him think that you are secretly harming his interests. Deng Yi assumed again.

Zhong Xian thought for a moment and shook his head. "The reason we need to work together is that we can't do it alone. Even if there are small projects, I can do it alone. There won't be much to collect either. He tried to prevent me, but he couldn't prevent it with this method. ”

"Maybe he just wants to know if you've ever done it. Just because it's not enough to trust. ”

Zhong Xian smiled mockingly. "He doesn't trust me. I didn't feel it. Even now, I habitually believe that he and I are of the same mind. ”

"We're just guessing, maybe he just wants to know more about you, and has no other purpose."

"Whatever the purpose, he doesn't need to be watched. He knows everything about me. I didn't deliberately hide it. ”

"Well, could it be that I have a special feeling?"

"You can look at me face to face every day. No matter how special the feelings are, it's enough. ”

"The act of voyeurism is incomprehensible."

"He likes women." Zhong Cine affirmed. "I can't believe it until I hear him admit it himself." He turned his head to look at Deng Yi. "Then again, the person I was wrong, and the most outrageous time I was wrong, was my opinion of you. Your appearance is so simple and pure. You're a master. ”

The two looked at each other, and Deng Yi looked a little depressed. "I'm kind of misunderstood by you."

"How is the nature of the camera you installed on me and the nature of the camera he installed in my house? Why the hell are you people gathering around me, is it because my magnetic field is wrong?" The bell strings finally kick in. He hated himself even more for always thinking that he was smart enough, and the last thing he could bear was to be played with by others.

Deng Yi explained again: "I am a detective. It's just a habit of mine, sorry, but ......"

"You're a terrible detective. Aren't the detectives in the books all reasoning by brains? But you use these methods. ”

"That's the most basic method, big brother. Reasoning or something, can it be evidence?"

Zhong Xian stared at Deng Yi: "What evidence do you want to get from me." ”

"Nope. No, no, no. Misunderstood you again? You are not my commission. Just take you to the test, how many times do you want me to explain it. ”

"I have proof that you're a terrible detective. With this intelligence, your father made a wise decision not to let you be the heir. ”

Zhong Xian observed Deng Yi with his peripheral vision. Deng Yi was not stimulated by this kind of words, but looked very indifferent.

Zhong Xian decided to use a more ruthless move:

"I just learned that Zhao Qi is your girlfriend. The childhood sweetheart who grew up with you since she was a child turned out to be her. Do you know what she went through? You can't even figure out your own business. What else are you doing as a detective?"

Deng Yi smiled. "I know. You know. Probably also slept. ”

Zhong Xian was stunned.

"She has all the problems of rich chicks. Pardonable. ”

"Forgivable, you are so generous?" The bell strings are like falling into the fog. "You don't care? Don't you want to kill me?"

"She helped me take care of Meatballs and Mixiu when I was a kid and helped me change my father's way of thinking about me. Our friendship has long gone beyond simple possession. It's a habit to help each other. If she really loves you, I'd give it up, but you're a bastard and don't know what you're missing. I have to thank you for letting her go. Deng Yi smiled and changed the subject in Zhong Xian's surprised gaze. Putting a bugging device on you is what makes you misunderstand me so much. I knew that the consequences were serious, and I really shouldn't have used you as a test object. ”

"Don't use that excuse anymore. What is my worth, worthy of your monitoring and surveillance, and I ask you to advise. ”

Deng Yi lowered his head and sighed: "You have to be able to believe me again." I'll answer. ”

"If you don't answer, you won't believe it."

“…… Because of fear. ”

"Fear"

"Hmm."

"Am I bin Laden? You're scared of size. ”

"Sometimes I feel fear at the thoughts that come to my heart." Deng Yi said.

Despite the fact that the bell strings have made it difficult to make themselves believe in anything immediately. But this sentence still hit him like a weak hammer in the heart. Maybe he would like to hear that explanation, too.

"If you can know how unbearable you are, maybe you will stop your thoughts." Deng Yi stared at the balcony window. "I want to know what the hell you've been doing without me. Fooling around with someone. ”

"So, are you dead now?"

"Strangely, I didn't notice you fooling around. It's not as rumored or as bad as you think it is. ”

"So you can't give up."

"So I'm going to install a bug."

"You're finally leaking your mouth. It's not the first time you've put this on me. You've been snooping on me for a long time. ”

"The bugging was the first time. The previous method was tracking. I've also followed it personally. Look at who you meet and who you look at me. ”

"Did you get your wish?"

Deng Yi was silent.

"So you're just like me. It's all Cao Cao. Zhong Xian said. People like us can only go to hell. If there is no hell, you have to create your own hell. ”

"I'm not suspicious. I just want to die. ”

"Understood." Zhong Xian leaned lazily on the chaise longue and stretched his limbs. "I knew you were so uncomfortable, I should have asked Dake to do it just now. Let you catch the evidence of my fooling around, and help you die. ”

The two were silent for a few seconds, and Deng Yi shook his head. "I'll admit it, I've investigated your history very clearly. Instead, it produces mercy. ”

"Mercy...... I thank you! "The bell strings are yin and yang." Why do you insult me like this? Why don't you admit it, you don't dare to provoke people like me. You're afraid to pay the price. You've looked through my relationship history. Finding out that everyone paid for me. Including Zhao Qi. I used her to make friends with my boss and jump into the industry. The rich woman gave me the first pot of gold, and ......"

"Shut up." Deng Yi stood up from his chair.

"You should have noticed that none of the people I've dated are useless. People who don't get any benefits, I don't waste a little time for them. ”

"I'll tell you to shut up."

"When I wanted to hit you, I didn't know you were a rich second generation. I thought you were just a stupid cop. I remembered what you said. There is karma in the world. I believe it now. People like me. That's how it should be. ”

"Hmm. Shut up. ”

"Do you know the distance between people? We are looking for the most comfortable distance from everyone. The distance of strangers, the distance of friends, the distance of loved ones. But some people can't find this distance. Far away, it hurts; It's close, but it still hurts. Why is this so? I'm the one who grew up with you, and it hurts to even look at you. Zhong Xian said, twisting his head to the side.

They didn't speak again. Each was lying half-dead in his chair. The distance between the two chairs is no more than a centimeter.

"It's dawn." Deng Yi stared at the window and said. Zhong Xian is already asleep.