66, first kiss
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Happiness is simple.
Zhong Xian knew about happiness when he was a toddler, one night before he was ten years old, in a twenty-square-meter home, his father played the violin, and his mother sang and bathed him, and he sat quietly in the bucket between his father and mother, and he could see both of them at the same time. It was the only time in memory of a night when the three of them were at the same time. He felt that the world was so complete, and he didn't want to wake up.
After all these years, the feeling of completeness came suddenly again.
Deng Yi sandwiched a piece of crab roe to the plate in front of Zhong Xian, and sandwiched a slice of foie gras.
"Can you be full by staring at me? Hurry up and eat. β
"It's hard to imagine that you are a prince, and you will take care of others? Or is it just for me?"
"I am much more educated than you, and I take care of you because you are like a retarded now, and you don't know it at the moment. This foie gras is flown in from Iceland and tastes best within 10 minutes of the fire, so you have to know what to do at what time. Eat! β
"You know I'm only interested in one thing right now. Can I eat you?"
"Dirty embryos."
"Why don't you feed me?"
ββ¦β¦ I'll choke you to death. I didn't leave, you just got an inch. β
"We're going to do more disgusting things sooner or later, anyway." Seeing that Deng Yi was annoyed, Zhong Xian picked up the chopsticks, "I'll eat." Save it, don't get angry. β
"You're in luck today. This is the second brother who paid a high price to entertain his fox friends and dogs. He went to Hangzhou temporarily today. You'll have a chance to eat. β
"A light meal is so extravagant, and he said that your father won't give you a penny. It's all fake. β
"I'm not in the mood to tell lies every day like you do. I didn't have any luxury, my father was very strict with me, and my cousins were not. Today is to take the second brother's food and stain his light. If you have a domineering dad, you know what it's like to be forced to be a certain type of person. β
"I only know what it's like to persecute people now. Looks like I'm going to have to learn from your dad. β
"Come on. Eat. I still have something. I don't have time to talk to you here. β
"How can I force you to do it?"
"It's not possible."
"A minute can be given."
"A minute is an abstract concept."
"I didn't think of it just now, but I think of it now. Belch...... Just give it a hug. β
"Just a hug? You won't pester me after that?"
"Hmm."
"Deal."
"I have a request, you have to be very attentive ......"
"No problem. Let's go. Deng Yi put down his chopsticks, picked up the wet towel in the tray and wiped his hands, and turned to face Zhong Xian. The two men looked at each other for a few seconds, and the bell strings remained motionless.
"Come on."
"You just promised, you put your heart."
"Do you mean you want me to take the initiative? No one is a scoundrel than you. β
Deng Yi moved the chair towards Zhong Xian, their knees touched together, and then he pulled Zhong Xian over and hugged him with a cold expression.
Time passes by second. Zhong String smelled the sweet smell of a faint perfume mixed with body temperature. He felt his body shrink again, shrinking to the point where a baby was greedy for a blue.
"I ...... You have to do it. Zhong Xin said softly and clearly. Hoping that this elaborate sensationalism will open the hearts of the other party.
"Hmm." Deng Yi responded after a long while.
"All I need is you."
"Uh-huh."
"Can you be a little human......"
"Shut up. A minute was up. β
After Zhong Xian was pushed away by Deng Yi, he felt defeated, angry, and his eyes gradually turned red.
Deng Yi looked at his expression, "What are you wronged, you said so many things, it must have been a minute." β
"What evidence is there? You have to show evidence in court, no. With tears in his eyes, he spoke strongly.
Deng Yi looked at him with annoyance, took out his mobile phone and stood on the table, opened the stopwatch, "Okay." It doesn't matter if you're a scoundrel again. We're pinching the watch this time. I'll give you two minutes. β
A two-minute countdown starts to be displayed on the phone. Deng Yi pulled the bell string over and hugged it again.
Zhong Xin silently shed tears for a moment. ββ¦β¦ I don't understand...... Why do you have to do this. I feel that you have ...... too."
"Uh, this minute, am I going to fake affection, or am I going to tell the truth?"
"Tell you the truth."
"You're feeling wrong."
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"I repeat, I don't...... Don't like you. Don't you cry...... I hate you crying the most, not a man. I'm leaving! β
Zhong Xian pushed Deng Yi away, took a tissue from the table and covered his eyes, forcing himself to hold back his tears.
Deng Yi was silent for a while and said, "I'm not playing some chasing game with you. We, really can't. β
ββ¦β¦ If you don't tell the truth, what can I do. Who said that we should be absolutely sincere between each other? β
"Human thinking is complex, I know for sure...... This is a mistake. β
"I don't think that's right, either. What's wrong with it. I'd rather live in a mistake...... I'd rather go to hell. At least you can know what it's like to be alive. β
"You've always been so headstrong."
"I've got you coveredβI can sneak around and no one will know. Your future and reputation won't be affected in the slightest - I said I'd think about it for you from the beginning. β
"It's that simple. Don't you understand? Our problems do not come from the outside world, but from ourselves. If I let you do this, we'll have to finish up together this time. β
"It's over...... Who to scare? Will you die?"
"Will die! Certain. β
Zhong Xian began to believe that Deng Yi was resolutely refusing. "You've made up your mind."
"Yes."
Zhong Xian nodded. Laughed and laughed, and finally sighed and wept. "I really don't deserve it. Not even once. β
"I didn't give you two minutes."
"Play stupid as much as you want. I want a real taste, have you ever given it a taste?"
"Then I...... It can't be helped. β
"Don't rush to leave. One thing I didn't tell you the truth is, I don't really hate Kiss. But...... When I give up my body, I want to keep one thing. I don't want to wait until I find out that person really exists, and I can't even give a precious gift......"
"You...... Keep it up. to the next one. β
"There is no next one. Only you. I can take it to the grave, or I can throw it to the whole world. You look at it. β
"Your mind will change. Sometimes it changes faster than we think. β
"I pass by as many people as a cow, I know better than you, do you want it?"
Deng Yi looked at Zhong Xian with painful eyes, "Don't be like this. Don't hold on to it. β
"Good. Go your own way. β
Deng Yi pulled Zhong Xian into his arms and put his lips together, but he didn't kiss them, just stuck them together and breathed in each other's breath hesitantly and sadly.
After a long while, Zhong Xian opened his eyes and whispered: "Don't think I'm a novice to deceive, I haven't eaten pork or seen a pig run, this is not kissing." β
Deng Yi's face was swollen red, and he pressed his lips to Zhong Xian's mouth again, and gradually, in an extremely slow way, jerky and clumsy encroachment.
Zhong Xian had no such experience, and after feeling the fresh hot and humid stimulation, it was like a fist in the head. They kissed and kissed, and the dragonflies were itching unbearably.
Deng Yi's mobile phone on the table just rang, and Zhong Xian grabbed the phone while kissing and turned off the sound. Deng Yi didn't even seem to hear that sound, and his neck was red.
For a moment, Zhong Xian's mind became flexible. He reached into Deng Yi's shirt and fumbled for the series of buttons, Deng Yi didn't stop it, probably didn't notice it, he touched his strong chest, and his fingers could feel the violent undulating breathing and the sound of a fierce heartbeat. He originally just wanted to find the diamond collar button on the inside of Deng Yi's shirt, but when he touched Deng Yi's skin, he felt that the veins under the skin were trembling lightly at his fingertips.
Deng Yi hugged Zhong Xian tightly, as if to strangle him to death, and after a pause of a few seconds, he pushed Zhong Xian away fiercely, Zhong Xian fell heavily on the carpet, and Deng Yi ran out of the private room like a run for his life.
How the kiss and hug ended, Zhong Xian couldn't remember anything afterwards, only remembered that he was rolling on the carpet in the private room with laughter, he shook his right hand, and he felt the hard evidence of the other party. Sooner or later, this strong instinct will conquer any human will. He didn't believe that Deng Yi would be able to resist forever. Unless he never sees him again.
Sooner or later, one day.
After Zhong Xian laughed enough, he got up and continued eating. Eat up all the conventions that Deng Yi ordered him to order.
Sooner or later, one day...... You will kneel down and beg me to entertain you, don't think I'm so easy to pass away.
Don't scare me with death.