Chapter 369: Separation

"Xiao Nongmo, don't you covet my snake qi anymore?" I asked in surprise. He actually asked me to cultivate immortals, didn't he even let me be a person? Is it any good for him to cultivate immortals?

"Cultivate immortals, this is what goblins yearn for." Xiao Nongmo always won't answer me positively in this regard, which makes me feel very panicked, I can't figure out what I'm looking forward to, what I expect him to say, what else can he say? He will say Ah Xuan, what you have experienced is not true, it is all false? Are these possible? It's a real pain, a clear conspiracy, what am I still stupidly expecting? At this moment, Xiao Nongmo can talk sweetly to me, can hold me in his arms, and the next moment, he will be extremely indifferent and vicious towards me.

"Xiao Nongmo, what is your relationship with the Shaw Group?" I suddenly popped out this sentence, and he was sloppy with me, and I had to ask about this.

"Why do you ask about this?" Xiao Nongmo still shrewdly didn't want to answer positively.

I don't want to fool him anymore, "Can you answer me directly?" ”

"Ah Xuan......" Xiao Nongmo said.

"I ask you! Do you know how your ancestor died? Why are you chasing the starling? Do you know where the other immortal who was with me was reincarnated? Lin Xuan's unbearable attitude towards her grandmother, why can you see it? Lin Xuan ruined the Lin family, do you have a conscience? Are those spirits still there? The souls you have collected include those of Second Uncle Siyuan's family, are they still there? Why did my uncle live so short and rely on his soul to keep him alive? And also...... Does Pei Lao Dao have anything to do with Baektu Mountain? I said a lot of questions in one breath, "You answered me all of these!" Didn't you say you loved me? How much are you hiding from me? ”

"Will you still trust me after I told me?" Xiao Nongmo was not prepared to say anything at all.

"Then you say, how do you know if you don't say? Xiao Nongmo, you just like this, you didn't say it before, you just told me to trust you, okay, I trust you, but as a result, what did you do to me with others? Do you still think that I will trust you as long as I am told to trust you and nothing else will be told to me? Don't be whimsical! You don't say it! You're afraid to say that I'm going to sabotage your shameless plan, right, of course you don't dare to say it. ”

"Ah Xuan, it's not time yet......"

I dodged his arms and sat up, "I can't stay with you for a minute, I'll go next door." ”

Xiao Nongmo and I have quarreled countless times before, basically I lowered my posture to forgive him, this time, it is no longer a question of forgiveness or not, our relationship is like a fish in the throat, it is already broken, how to forgive, talk about forgiveness, I think, what's the matter, I won't forgive him from the bottom of my heart, at most it's sympathy, how many years have we gotten along, he is ruthless and I still have feelings, even if I raise a dog like a dead life, there are feelings, when I think of life, I fell asleep with tears in my eyes, and I didn't sleep steadily, All kinds of sad, brutal and unkind things are all entangled in my mind, the death of life, Fei Dong laughed and laughed and went crazy, and his uncle disappeared as he walked, and finally Xiao Nongmo's sentence "Bold snake demon!" "Woke me up from the nightmare, a touch of the pillow is full of tears, since I became a snake demon, I haven't had any nightmares, because at that time, the changes in the body and the extreme disgust of the psyche, these are all sealed, for human emotions, there is only disgust, now, these vivid memories, all wake up, these familiar feelings, also stimulate my brain, it's really unbearable.

There was already a thin layer of sunlight shining through the glass, I wiped my tears, adjusted my mood and prepared to get up, my body moved, a muffled snort, I was so scared that I almost rolled off the bed, I looked back and saw that Xiao Nongmo was lying on his side in the same posture as me, but I was covered with a quilt, he was just curled up on the side in his pajamas, his lips were already purple from the cold, so cold? I just found out that because I wasn't afraid of the cold, the room I slept in was not heated, and he just curled up all night? I must have accidentally touched his wound just now. When did you crawl over, what a pervert! I don't need to cover the quilt at all, I also covered the quilt, I squinted at him, Xiao Nongmo did it on purpose! Did you deliberately freeze yourself out to win my sympathy?

I tentatively stretched out my foot and kicked him in the leg, "Hey, get up, Xiao Nongmo, don't play dead!" Say, when did you crawl in? After kicking him, he was just kicked by me, and the whole person still didn't react, I panicked, "Xiao Nongmo, Xiao Nongmo!" I crawled out of the covers and shook him, "Hey, you didn't freeze to death, did you?" Who told you to come here at night? I patted his face, it was cold, "Xiao Nongmo, wake up!" ”

His arm moved slightly, and then slowly hugged me, without raising his eyelids, "Ah Xuan......" There is not much temperature in his arms, I feel sour in my heart, and I also reciprocated him, why are you so stupid, why do you do this? Torturing each other like this?

When I helped Xiao Nongmo to the lawn next to the house to bask in the sun, I saw Zha Chengyan's face as usual, standing outside the lawn and looking at us, next to him was a green man with red crying eyes, and Ah Lan with an angry face, he didn't bring anyone else, giving me enough face, "Ah Xuan." Xiao Nongmo took my hand, looking haggard.

"I'm going back, Xiao Nongmo, I can be here today, it can be regarded as a favor for you, thank you for saving Lu'er out, and thank you for your company when I was a child, although it was premeditated, but it also accompanied me through those difficult days, I don't know if you have feelings, but I have spent so many years sincerely, treating everyone sincerely, in exchange for what I can't decide." I don't look at him," ...... It's also considered to be paying you back, you have to change the medicine well, the hospital still has to go, tell your friends and family, you can't do it alone. ”

"Ah Xuan, my friend, except for you......"

"I'm leaving." I used my other hand to break his hand, little by little, he was already weak, even if he used a lot of strength, it would go down slowly, I left him without mercy, and then walked away without looking back.

"Ah Xuan......" Lu'er climbed over the fence and jumped to me, and we disappeared into the sun together, Xiao Nongmo, we are not all the way after all.

I am the dividing line between what is wrong******

"King Xuan, it's really wrong for you to do this." Alan had been whispering in my ear for more than an hour.

"Okay, I know, not next time." I promised, "I'm just...... Just sympathy for ...... moment"

"Does he deserve your sympathy? Xiao Nongmo has hurt you! He showed no mercy to you at all, and you still sympathize with him? King Xuan, don't you hate him very much? How could you soften your heart this time? Ah Lan asked puzzledly, "I heard that you were ruthless to Xia Chongcai, how could you be ...... to Xiao Nongmo?"

"Alan." I said, "I was also ruthless to Xiao Nongmo, I also hurt him, and I didn't even feel it at all after I was injured, but I was panicked in my heart, I really had a hard time with him, Ah Lan, do you believe it?" I hurt him last night! ”

"How could that ......?" asked Alan.

"I can't say." I said entangledly, "I can't say if this is a good thing or a bad thing, Yanshou once told me about this, and he said that I have changed, Ah Lan, do you think I have changed?" ”

Ah Lan nodded, "You are sometimes like you, sometimes you are not, and you have scared me, as if you are not close to people, but it will be fine in a while......"

"I think, it should be when I transformed, I locked my heart, this was first proposed by Yan Shou, I recalled when I was in the snake pool, I once saw the light all shrink to my heart, I think, maybe that's the reason, but I yesterday, I ...... yesterday" Thinking that I cried for Xiao Nongmo yesterday, I was embarrassed to say it again, this snake clan, this is not a glorious thing, speaking of which, I was silent, "I won't sympathize with him in the future, I'm sorry, yesterday, you must be in a hurry......"

"King!" Ah Lan was still a little depressed, her hand stirred the thin strap around her waist, "We don't dare to say that you are missing, Lu'er accompanied you to sneak out, and you were scolded for losing you."

"I ...... I'm sorry for her. I said ashamedly. Not only did these two things hurt her, but they also put her in danger and was almost sold, how could I be so thoughtful, she was simple and kind, I sent her to Lin Xuan, fortunately, nothing happened. Otherwise, how can I be worthy of Lu'er's trust in me, how can I be worthy of Spot?

"Wang, you're even more sorry for Yanshou." Ah Lan looked like he hated iron but not steel, "You don't know that Lu'er and I were only notified in the morning, Yanshou ......" Ah Lan glanced at me and showed a regretful expression, "He stayed there all night last night, worried that you would be harmed by Xiao Nongmo, but he was afraid that you would be embarrassed, so he had to guard there, this morning he informed me and Lu'er to go over, and he was also afraid that you would be embarrassed to see him alone, Wang, why don't you like that bad Taoist priest instead of Yanshou?" ”

"Yan Shou ...... It turned out that he had already found out that I was at Xiao Nonmo's house. "I was particularly embarrassed. Did he just look at that last night? Then he must know...... Who am I with Xiao Nongmo...... Why do I have the guilt of stealing?

"Do you know how Hikoshou feels? He's watched over you all night! King, why have you been like this in both lifetimes? "Ah Lan seems to have been holding back for a long time.

"Two lives...... All the same? I asked, puzzled.