"Let's go, go back to your snake clan, I'm just a cold-blooded and ruthless person in your eyes......" Xiao Nongmo said, his eyes were red.

"Are you deliberately ruining yourself?" I went to get his hand, Xiao Nongmo retracted his hand into the quilt, "I am the king of the snake clan, I disappeared inexplicably, how anxious the snake clan will be, Xiao Nongmo, why didn't I find you so naïve, are you angry with yourself?" Look at what you've become, can we talk about it? You said you were angry this time, right? Since I promised to stay, I naturally won't leave, can I contact the snake clan and go back? What's wrong with you now? I can't understand you......"

"Because I'm not confident, Ah Xuan, I'm not confident, I'm no longer confident in whether you love me or not, I treat you like that." Xiao Nongmo finally stopped being so angry.

"Whether I love you or not, it doesn't matter to you anymore, it's more important to you before, because you used to use me, and now you want to do this trick again? Xiao Nongmo, are you awake? After you hurt me like that, will I ever love you again? I'm just humanity back now, and I sympathize with you. I said.

"yes, so I'm not confident that you'll come back if you're gone." Xiao Nongmo said.

I was about to collapse, "Xiao Nongmo, the two of us are not on the same channel at all, we are talking differently!" I don't understand why you once wanted to destroy me, and now you say you love me. I said, "Don't sue me if you deceive me and deceive Lin Xiao and the family are loving me, and don't sue me that you want to kill me because you love me, Xiao Nongmo, can you answer this question?" You answer this question first, and then come back to me to be angry. ”

"You told me not to sue you." Xiao Nongmo said.

"I ...... Hehe, you mean, the two big bad reasons I said are what you want to say? I laughed angrily, "It's ridiculous, bloody reason, do you remember what I said?" Xiao Nongmo, this is the last time I believe in you, did I say so, it was you who destroyed my trust in you. ”

"Ah Xuan, then what do you want me to do before you are willing to ......"

"You don't need to do anything! Xiao Nongmo, you really don't need to do anything! You don't torture me now. "I don't want to hear him say it, this feeling of distrust is really bad, trust is mutual, and there is a bottom line, and the level of trust is worn out again and again, will I trust again?" I trust you so much, trust is not something that can be formed in a day or two, but it can be destroyed all at once. ”

"Then you can go." Xiao Nongmo lay down again and stopped looking at me.

"Okay." I turned and walked out, and when I closed the door, I slid to the floor, crying silently. I feel that I am so useless, why should I cry for such a person, why do I feel sorry for him, why can't I let him go?

Then there was a noise and a muffled sound inside, I hurriedly pushed open the door, and saw Xiao Nongmo lying on the ground, crawling in the direction of the door with one hand, and pressing the other hand on the fragments of the bowl that had just been broken, dripping with blood, and the expression on his face was very painful. Seeing my heart pounding, he saw me enter, his face first showed a look of surprise, followed by a stubborn expression, "Aren't you leaving?" ”

"Xiao Nongmo, are you looking for death!" I finally cried out when I couldn't bear it anymore, and rushed forward to hit him, "Why do you say you're doing this? Are you here to torture me all your life? What exactly do you mean? "I was hitting him and crying so badly, Xiao Nongmo pulled me into his arms, his arms were full of the smell of blood mixed with Zen incense, strange smell, his taste, I have to say, I damn miss it.

It took me until midnight to clean up all the blood-soaked stuff, and the floor was mopped several times, so why am I living like a babysitter here?

Xiao Nongmo has not slept all the time, no matter what I say, I don't sleep if I say it, I pester me like a child, saying that I am afraid that after waking up, I ran away again, for him, there are too many mysteries, there are too many loves and hates, and even I don't know what I am now, what is he to me, the only thing that can be determined is that I am sorry for the snake clan again, I am the king of the snake clan ran to the house of a Taoist priest who is a threat to the snake clan, the practice is quite stupid, but as soon as human nature comes back, and I meet Xiao Nongmo again, I can't get out, this time, I was presumptuous.

"Ah Xuan, go to sleep." Xiao Nongmo urged.

"I'll go to another room." I said and got up.

"Would you like to sleep with me?" Xiao Nongmo pleaded, and then said hesitantly, "I want to see you when I wake up, Ah Xuan." ”

"You sleep by yourself." I said, "I'm not going to see it." ”

"Ah Xuan, my wound hurts......"

Xiao Nongmo's bitter plan is very successful, I'm afraid that he won't be at peace if he doesn't sleep with him, okay, in fact, I can't rest assured, I ...... Miss him.

I folded the quilt for Xiao Nongmo and lay down, we have slept like this before, it still feels so similar, but the mood is different, there is a distance of about three inches between the two of us, not next to each other, lying side by side looking at the ceiling, I turned off the light with my tongue, except for the moonlight outside the window, it was dark inside, "Ah Xuan, I was injured, don't you want to tell others?" ”

"I'm not that idle." My tone is relatively cold, his others are just Xia Chongcai and the old man, I am afraid that they will worry.

"Ah Xuan, I know you don't believe me now, but my heart has always been like this......"

"You've always wanted to kill me, you've been plotting against me, you don't need to emphasize it anymore, otherwise I'll feel even more stupid with me here." I didn't wait for him to finish before I interrupted him. Why can't I let go of him, this is probably the fate of the third life, he was so good to me in the first two lives, even if he crushed me to ashes in this life, maybe I owe him before, so thinking about it, I feel much better.

"Ah Xuan, are we like this? I don't want to. Xiao Nongmo said.

"What more do you want? I have become a demon, you are a Taoist, or a Taoist priest who does all kinds of evil, and I am also my enemy, when I lead the demon world to kill you Baitou Mountain, we will fight to the death. I said.

"Ho......" he chuckled, "can you give me a good memory before I die?" ”

"Don't get an inch anymore, Xiao Nongmo, I've broken my vows today, I don't know what the snake clan is already anxious about, I'm really an irresponsible snake king." I refused his request.

"I'm a dying man."

"Come on, when I was about to die, you led a large group of people to watch." Although I can say it so easily, I still feel very sad when I think of the scene that day, and I was pushed into the icy river by the hands of the person I loved the most...... Thinking of this, I turned around and turned my back to him, how could I say it so easily, I should have killed him without saying a word when I saw him. People say that the first love is unforgettable, maybe it's true, he is my first love in heaven, and this life is also my first love, maybe it's like this, I can't forget it, and then ...... It's just that he is bad in this life, and he was not bad to me in the first two lives, and he also entered reincarnation because of me, so I still owe him Xiao Nongmo.

"Xiao Nongmo, I don't understand, in order to become an immortal, why can you do anything? Isn't such an immortal the right path and will not be punished by heaven? "I said what I had always wondered, why could a cultivator do something against heaven without regard for morality?

"Because immortals can live forever, who doesn't want to cultivate immortals? Immortality since ancient times, what emperor didn't want to ask for it? Isn't the ultimate goal of the goblins also to cultivate immortals? Even if it's a sideshow, you'll have a fluke mentality in case you succeed. Xiao Nongmo said calmly.

"Who said that goblins want to cultivate immortals? I just don't want to. I said.

"What?" Xiao Nongmo's tone suddenly fluctuated greatly.

"What's wrong?" I asked, why did he react so much? "What? It's very annoying to break your law, right, I just don't want to cultivate immortals. I rolled over again and lay flat.

"It's nothing, it's just that I'm surprised, we want to ask for the Immortal Dao, but you're not interested." He quickly calmed down again, but I could feel the stiffness of his body.

"At that time, you told me that you don't want to become an immortal, so I want to be a human being, so that I can become normal, and be an ordinary person together, because there are people who love very much, everything is happy, and growing old together is also a thing full of love. But it turns out that this is not the case, I have changed my identity now, I have finally adapted to the snake world, why do I want to become an immortal, if I become an immortal, I am alone, even if I live forever, I am very lonely. I said, "So I became a basilisk and I had a lot of family around me, and I was very happy." ”

"What if...... What if anyone else would like to live forever with you? It's like, it's like growing old with you......" Xiao Nongmo said.

"You mean spots? He can stay with me all the time. I said.

"Is he the only one in your head?" Xiao Nongmo is a little hot again.

"Could it be that there are still you?" Seeing that he was about to go crazy again, I quickly changed the topic, "Did Lin Xuan, who returned to the Lin family, have a mission assigned by you?" ”

"Didn't you see it all at grandma's house?" Xiao Nongmo said.

"Where is the osmanthus?" I asked.

Xiao Nongmo turned to look at me, "You think I took it?" ”

"I only sued you, and you happen to know me about this thing, but I'm just weird, you say...... If it was asked for it by Old Man Gao, why did you pretend not to know? I said.

"Are you so sure I took it?" Xiao Nongmo asked with interest, "Why are you so sure?" ”

"Because, when Lin Xuan was looking for it, you weren't in a hurry at all, and ...... And the mood to ridicule me secretly, wasn't the osmanthus taken by you earlier, are you in such an idle mood? Hey, thinking about it this way, do you still have a different heart for the old man? Could it be that the book you are talking about is fooling me? "I want to trick him, and give me some useful information.

Xiao Nongmo's hand touched me in the quilt, and my hand was held, "Ah Xuan, don't tell my master about these speculations of yours, okay?" ”

"Why? This is the handle I have in my hands, when it is critical, I will be angry with them, the old man will clean the door, and I look forward to the day when you will kill each other. I said.

"Because...... You said this...... "I listened to what he was going to say next to me, "and would laugh at you for being stupid......"

"You!" He pulled me into his arms and slammed me into his chest.

Because of the wound on his chest, I didn't push him, I just listened to him sigh, and a warm breath sprayed on my forehead, "Ah Xuan, cultivate immortals." ”