Chapter 582: No Complaints, No Regrets
Back at the Sifang pawnshop, Ye Zhiqiu followed me every day, it is estimated that she never understood why I was still depressed all day long when I had already gone home, Ye Jiuqing thought I was too tired, after all, since I was involved in this incident, I have survived all the way to the present. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
He asked us to stay in the east of the city to rest for a while, although Feng Cheng had only seen the palace lord once, but he had a good eye on the palace lord, maybe he couldn't see hope in me and Ye Zhiqiu, so he took the palace lord to the pawnshop to talk.
And Tian Ji was in a hurry to go back to see Ying Regret Yuan, you must know that we came out of the Demon Kingdom, and the time has been two years later, he rushed back with Ying Wu's blood bottle to contact Ying Regret Yuan's life limit, and Xue Xinrou followed Tian Ji to go together.
Ye Zhiqiu was still distressed by the destruction of the Demon Kingdom, and after he came back, he spent most of his time sorting out a series of discoveries from the ancient tomb of the priest in Jiangxi to the Demon Kingdom.
I'm the only one left in the big house, I'm most afraid of being alone on weekdays, I feel too lonely, but I don't know why, now I suddenly want to sit quietly like this, there happens to be a peach tree in the house, but the flowers are a little bleak.
I looked at the peach tree, looked at the falling residual flowers, raised my head and took a sip of wine, and used the wine pot left by Zhuo Mingfeng, the same liquor that entered the throat like fire, and realized what it means to have a pot of wine among the flowers, and drink alone without a blind date.
"When did you start drinking?" Ye Jiuqing's voice came from behind him.
"It's been a long time, I can't remember when it started......" I replied lightly without looking back.
"What the hell did you see in the tower, I felt so depressed when you came out of there." Ye Jiuqing sat next to me, after all, he has raised me for more than ten years, for Gu Chaoge, maybe Ye Jiuqing knows this person best.
I turned my head to look at Ye Jiuqing, he was no longer the high-spirited man I remembered, his temples were white and his face was full of vicissitudes of life, he was more like an old man in the twilight.
He took me back to the pawnshop in the four directions and taught me everything, he was the Ye shopkeeper who was not afraid of the king of heaven in the eyes of everyone, I was never afraid of him, never, because he was more like a father in my eyes, and the older he was, the more like a clingy child.
When I was a child, I always liked to follow him, I felt that standing in his tall back was so safe and steady, at that time he was a hero who stood up to the sky, I don't know when it began, his shadow was not as majestic as before, and his body that was once as straight as a sword was also as stiff as an old tree.
When standing beside him, my shadow can already envelop him, Ye Jiuqing is old, and he is no longer the omnipotent hero in my heart, he is more and more like me when I was a child, I always like to stick to my side, every time I see him like this, my heart is inexplicably sour.
But whenever I was in danger, he was always able to straighten his rickety waist again, and stand in front of me as tall as he remembered, and it was such a wonderful feeling that even when I had all the power of destruction, I could not feel that security.
I feel that even if the sky falls, as long as he is standing by my side, he can help me bear it, and I will not even have the slightest worry or question, just like I fell in the arms of the general, as long as I smell the smoke on his body, even in the tomb, I can sleep with peace of mind and boldness.
"You, have you ever done anything you regret in your life?" I hesitated for a long time and asked thoughtfully.
"Yes, of course there is, how can a person not regret something in his life, if I hadn't been young and vigorous and insisted on going his own way, I wouldn't have been involved in Ling Xi's death, I'm at this age, sages have to make mistakes, not to mention I'm a tomb robber." Ye Jiuqing smiled heartily, but I took a sip of the wine jug in my hand, and I looked uncomfortable under the spirits. "Why do you drink such strong wine?"
"Anything else? Is there anything else you're sorry about? ”
"Aren't you, half of my body is buried in the soil, I've done so many things in my life, who can remember clearly, of course there are regrets, can you get me some regret medicine?" Ye Jiuqing glanced at me, but soon frowned slightly. "Ask yourself, even if I have regrets in my life, but there is nothing to regret, why do you suddenly ask this?"
"Then I'll ask you something."
"What's the matter?"
I hesitated and thought for a long time, took a sip of the wine jug in Ye Jiuqing's hand, and wiped the wine stains from the corner of my mouth: "Do you regret saving me?" ”
"Save you?" Ye Jiuqing was stunned for a moment, looking at me a little blankly. "Why should I regret saving you, my eyes have never missed people, I can meet you in the wilderness, that is fate, think about it carefully, I just took you to the pawnshop in all directions, and you have been saving me."
I believe that what Ye Jiuqing said was from the bottom of his heart, and he was silent for a moment and shook his head: "Do you still remember what Deng Qing said in the East China Sea Base of the 117th Bureau?" ”
"He said so much, I don't remember it." Ye Jiuqing replied disapplausively.
I hesitated for a long time, but it was still very difficult to say it, Ling Xi's death was not an accident, nor was it what Ye Jiuqing had always blamed himself, but the No. 1 leader wanted to kill people without moving, in the final analysis, Ling Xi died in the hands of the No. 1 chief.
And the order for summary execution issued to Ye Jiuqing later was also the meaning of the No. 1 chief.
"Have you ever thought that Deng Qing is not a lie, everything he said is true, I am the number one leader, I am the one who killed Ling Xi and you, you can live until now because of your prudence, you saved a person who tried everything possible to kill you."
"Didn't think about it." Ye Jiuqing replied with a cut of iron, without half a minute of hesitation and hesitation in his expression.
"Why?" I asked.
"I'm old, but not old enough to be dizzy."
Ye Jiuqing's expression was very calm and calm, and he said to me unhurriedly, he didn't think about what Deng Qing said, in fact, he also tried to find a reason for himself to believe that Deng Qing was making up lies, but he could never find any excuse that could convince him.
The lord wearing the golden silk mask, the person who sent out the invitation letter forty years ago to uncover the secret of the Kunlun Golden Gate, and the number one leader who appeared later, are exactly the same as me, which in itself is an inexplicable thing.
The answer is easy to judge, these people appear at different times are actually the same person, the only difference is the name.
What's more, Ye Jiuqing is such a smart person, he can make a living in this industry, relying on the ability in his hands, all by living smarter than others.
"You can control the witches, you can open the divine gate, you can summon the Demon Kingdom Tower and easily kill the mutated Wen Ru, do you think I really believe you or the Gu Chaoge I know?" Ye Jiuqing's eyes were full of wisdom.
Suddenly I found that I didn't know the old man in front of me, and looked at him in surprise: "Didn't you say you hadn't thought about it before?" ”
"Of course I didn't think about it, with so many facts in front of me, you really think about me Ye Jiuqing, do you still need to think about it?" In Ye Jiuqing's gaze, I saw his unique sharpness again. "I know you're the number one!"
My hand holding the wine jug shook a little, it wasn't that I was flustered when the secret was revealed, it was just that Ye Jiuqing was too direct and too relaxed, as if he was saying something completely irrelevant to him.
"You, you know...... Ling Xi is still lying in the dark room, that is the biggest regret and regret in your life, and you almost died at my hands, if it weren't for my loss of memory, you, you should be the same as Gong Yu now, you were executed by my order, you saved an enemy......"
"And then? You teach me, and then what do I do? Ye Jiuqing actually asked me seriously.
I was more and more surprised, this is obviously the question he should answer me, if I were Ye Jiuqing, the most regrettable thing I did in my life was to save me, if I learned the truth, how could I kill the enemy.
"Kill you?" Ye Jiuqing curled the corners of his mouth and sighed. "What if I kill you, Ling Xi can come back from the dead, or can I enjoy the satisfaction of revenge with peace of mind? According to you, it should be a great pleasure to have an enemy, but I don't feel the slightest satisfaction, and at the same time, I can't change any results, besides...... Maybe I'm really old, so old that I can't harden my heart anymore, and I can't do anything to you. ”
"You've thought about killing me?!" I was even more surprised.
"Didn't you just ask me if I regretted anything, yes, I regret that when I knew the truth, I actually had the urge to kill you."
Ye Jiuqing has always said the same, a man who stands up to the sky will never tell a lie, even if it is such a sharp question, he can still speak out, he also looked at the peach tree, and told me that it was planted by Ling Xi himself, and every time he sees this tree, he can think of her.
The revenge of killing his wife is unforgettable, Ye Jiuqing has always had clear grievances and grievances, and he said that if the number one leader standing in front of him is still the No. 1 leader, he will definitely not blink, and he will fight for the last half of his life.
"But standing in front of me is you, the child I brought back from the tomb in the wilderness, I watched you grow up, watched you grow up, watched you grow from an ignorant Gu Xiaoye, to a Gu Chaoge who can take charge of his own side with affection and righteousness.
I have no children under my knees, but I have always regarded you as my own, in my heart you are my son, I raised you, know your temperament, and admit that you are sophisticated and too tactful, that is, he is unwilling to admit that you are loyal, filial piety, benevolence and righteousness and uninhibited.
Why did the general sacrifice his life to save you, since he was a child, he beat you like a beast, but only those of us who survived from the tip of the knife know that the heavier he beats you, the more he feels sorry for you, because he is afraid that you will know how to live when you are alone in the future.
The general is like this, I am like this, and everyone in the pawnshop is the same, they all treat you as a relative, how can you be ruthless, you want me to kill the child I raised, do you think I Ye Jiuqing can do it? ”
"But I'm ......"
"You are Gu Chaoge!" Ye Jiuqing interrupted me and looked at me with a firm gaze. "It doesn't matter who you used to be, I don't remember anyway, I just know that what is in front of me now is the child I raised."
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