Chapter 583: Heart-to-heart
Maybe Ye Jiuqing said these words to me before, I will be moved beyond words, but he can't understand my current confusion, I keep switching between two completely different memories and identities, when I meditate alone, I know that I am the lord of the country who shoulders the rise and fall of the entire Longbo clan. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
But when I saw Ye Jiuqing and them, I remembered that I was also Gu Chaoge.
"Temperament, you know my temperament......" I sneered weakly, I didn't even know myself, how could he know. Then you should have heard another sentence, the country is easy to change, and it is difficult to change. ”
"What do you want to prove?" Ye Jiuqing still looked unfazed.
I don't know how to explain it to Ye Jiuqing, after all, there are still many facts that I can't tell him now, what he sees now is just a body that has lost its memory and has been re-instilled with thinking and behavioral rules.
My so-called loyalty, filial piety, benevolence and righteousness only temporarily suppressed my true nature, and the Gu Chaoge that each of them saw was not the real me.
"I don't know how to explain it to you, I lost my memory in Lop Nur twenty years ago, as for what happened later, even I don't know, I changed from the No. 1 leader to the baby who was taken away by Gu Yuanshan, whether it is Gu Yuanshan or you, everything I have come into contact with is the consciousness that you have re-established for me, but this does not mean that it will last forever." I tried to explain it to Ye Jiuqing, but I found it difficult for me to talk about many things. "You, do you know what I'm talking about?"
"I don't know." Ye Jiuqing smiled easily.
I looked up to the sky and sighed, taking another sip of wine, his reaction and attitude made me a little helpless.
"But I also want to ask you something." Ye Jiuqing said seriously.
"What's the matter?"
"What will happen to you when you get the real one? Kill me decisively like before, or do you want to cover up your secret and kill everyone around you who knows? ”
If it was me before, this would not be a problem at all, I would not hesitate to do so, but I still have Gu Chaoge's memory, in this memory, these people are my friends and relatives, and there is an inseparable affection between me and them.
"No, of course not." I put myself in my shoes for a moment, shook my head and replied.
"In that case, what if you get back to the real you?" Ye Jiuqing and I looked at each other and smiled calmly. "You are still the Gu Chaoge I know well."
I looked at Ye Jiuqing for a long time and couldn't speak, not because I was moved, but because I didn't dare to tell him, although I would not be so violent that my six relatives would not recognize me, but even if I was Gu Chaoge, I would also kill the ancestors of these people like killing Ying Wu.
In other words, after coming out of the Demon Kingdom, I am no longer the original Gu Chaoge in Ye Jiuqing's mind.
And all this is based on my current memories, and even I don't know what will become of me when I get back my missing memories.
"It's just a shame that there's one thing." Ye Jiuqing smiled a little funny.
"What's the pity?"
"I've always treated you as a son, but you should be older than me, in fact, what I'm most curious about now is not your identity, but ......" Ye Jiuqing scratched her thinning hair. How old have you really lived? ”
...... "I was stunned, I told him such a serious matter, he can actually laugh at the wind and clouds, I really don't know if he is open-minded or downspised everything." I don't even remember, anyway, it's a little inappropriate to be your son. ”
Ye Jiuqing laughed out loud, happy like a child: "It's okay, since you can live for so long, it seems that someone will take care of my funeral, but you promised to give me a pension and send me to the end." ”
I was a little crying and laughing because of Ye Jiuqing's appearance, and my originally heavy mood gradually relaxed.
"You just asked me if I have any regrets, and for me, there is really one thing that I regret."
"What's the matter?"
"I shouldn't have let you get involved in the investigation of the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, I don't even regret that I shouldn't have taught you to visit the tomb with others, if I could, I'd rather you be the idle Gu Master in the pawnshop." Ye Jiuqing put away the smile on the corner of his mouth and said seriously. "So that at least before I close my eyes, I can watch you live in peace."
"It has nothing to do with you, everything is designed from the beginning, including my name, it's just a code name, even if I don't meet you, I'll be exposed to all of this sooner or later."
"Zhiqiu has also been saved, and the curse of the Ying family's lifespan has also been broken, why should you let yourself be so tired when life is too short, or ......" Ye Jiuqing said to me very calmly. Why don't you let it go, everything ends here, whether you stay in the Sifang pawnshop, or have other plans, in short, let go of these things, stay away from everything that once was, and be a simple Gu Chaoge. ”
"Let go, I want to let go, but many things are not whether I am willing to face them, but I have to face them." I buried my head in loneliness.
"And what are your plans now?"
"Whether you admit it or not, I am the No. 1 leader, and Ling Xi in the dark room died because of me, this is a fact that cannot be changed, but this is not the result that cannot be changed."
"Change the outcome?" Ye Jiuqing frowned in surprise. "What do you want to change?"
"You don't owe Ling Xi, I owe you, the ancestor of the Peng family is a person on the Nine Dragons Boat of the Moon Palace, and the artifact left behind is the legendary Heshi Bi and Suihou Zhu in later generations, if these two things are put together, it is the Nirvana Wheel, which is an artifact that can make people live forever."
"You, you're going to find the Nirvana Chakra?!"
"I promised you that I would take care of Zhiqiu in the future, how can you let me tell her that I am the one who killed her mother and tried to kill her father?" I nodded firmly. "I will save Ling Xi, just when I repay you for your nurturing grace for more than ten years, and make up for my own mistakes."
Ye Jiuqing's eyes were shocked, but more of an expectation, I'm afraid there is nothing that Ye Jiuqing cares about more than resurrecting Ling Xi.
"What are you going to do?"
"The Jade Pig Dragon left by the ancestors of the Peng family is the key, and there should be clues to the land of the dragon's spine hidden on it."
"Of course I know this, not only me, but the descendants of the Peng family have wanted to find the land of the dragon's back for generations, but no one has ever deciphered the clues on the jade pig dragon."
"There is no one better at tomb exploration than you, and you haven't found any clues on the Jade Pig Dragon?"
"There are no clues, but when it comes to clues...... Ye Jiuqing went back to the room and took out the jade pig dragon, handed it to me, and pointed to the smooth edge. Looking at this, there are obvious traces of friction, although they are very subtle, but I speculate that the clues left by the ancestors of the Peng family may be missing. ”
That scratch can prove that the jade pig dragon did not exist alone, and this piece of jade should be placed on the appearance of something, which shows that the clue of the dragon's spine is itself problematic.
"The Jade Pig Dragon was found by me in Ji Qu's tomb, the Peng family lost this thing for too long, I speculate that when Ji Qu got the clues to the Dragon's Back from the Peng family's descendants, the Peng family's descendants secretly hid part of the clues in order to prevent the ancestors from being secretly known by Ji Qu."
"So there are still some clues in the hands of the descendants of the Peng family?"
"That's the crux of the matter."
Ye Jiuqing said to me in great detail that after the death of the ancestor of the Peng family, Peng Zu got the pearl jade, and gradually found that as long as the pearl and jade did not leave his body, he could live forever, but as time went by, the light of the pearl jade became more and more dim, and when the light disappeared completely, Peng Zu also died.
Since then, the Peng family has suddenly lost the ability to live forever, so the descendants of the Peng family speculated that the Jade Pig Dragon left by the ancestors may be related to the secret of immortality, so they tried every possible way to crack the clues hidden in the Jade Pig Dragon.
But it has been passed down for many generations, and no one has ever been able to know the secret hidden in the Jade Pig Dragon.
The Peng family gradually declined, and no one noticed the reason for the longevity of the Peng family, which lasted until the Spring and Autumn Period and the Warring States Period, but the Peng family never gave up looking for a way to live forever, and the secret of the Peng family was finally discovered by Sui Hou Jiqu.
How could the Peng family fight against a generation of kings, and they had no choice but to dedicate the pearls in the jade to Ji Qu, but Ji Qu was greedy and detained all the people of the Peng family, so he had no choice but to hand over the jade pig dragon.
But in order to keep this secret, Ji Qu not only stole Liang Changzhu to hide from the sky and fake his death, but also ordered the slaughter of the entire Peng family, but in the end, the descendants of the Peng family escaped, so the secret about the Peng family could continue to be inherited.
"But I traced back to the source, the ancestors of the Peng family only mentioned the Jade Pig Dragon, and did not mention that there were other clues, so I estimate that the slaughter of the entire Peng family in Jiqu will also lose another part of the clues, and now I have to rely on this Jade Pig Dragon to find the dragon's back, I don't think there is much hope."
"How do you know if you don't try." I'm determined.
Ye Jiuqing handed the jade pig dragon into my hands without thinking: "I'm old, but I'm not stupid, whether I can save Ling Xi is up to fate, but I can also guess that your identity is not trivial, and you should be inextricably linked with the Nine Dragons of the Moon Palace, so this thing should be very important to you." ”
"I ......"
"Don't tell me, people are old, the less you know, the less troubles you have, in short, no matter what you do, or that sentence, as long as I still gasp, the sky will fall and I will help you carry it." Ye Jiuqing smiled and shook his hand to interrupt my words.
"You really don't want to know who I am and where I come from?" I asked seriously.
"I know, I've always known."
"You know?!" I was taken aback.
"I brought you back when you were seven years old, it's been more than ten years, how come I don't know your identity, who doesn't know that there is a Gu Xiaoye in this Xiaoguan Temple in the pawnshop." Ye Jiuqing smiled faintly and looked at me kindly.
……
He still trusted me as much as ever, and for a moment he didn't know what to say, so he handed the flask to him: "Take a sip." ”
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