He raised the corners of his mouth and raised his hand to shake my hand, but I dodged him and landed on my knee, rubbing it as he said, "You don't believe it, but it's not me." ”

"Isn't it who you are? Britney? I asked, "Can you not blame him for everything?" ”

He raised his eyebrows, as if he had expected it, and looked relaxed: "That's me." ”

"You're not ashamed, are you?"

He looked at me, "I'm ashamed. ”

I didn't speak.

He asked, "Is it all right?" Forgive me? ”

"Are you ashamed of that? I don't think you're ashamed! ”

"I'm not ashamed." He replied like a hob, "Do you need me to be proud?" I'll be proud if I need to. ”

Forget it, it's okay if he doesn't come, but when he comes, he explodes me even faster, and I pull his hand away and want the bed.

But he pinched his calf, pulled him to his side, and said, "What do you want?" I said that it wasn't me and you didn't do it, but it was me and you thought I had the wrong attitude. ”

"What do I want?" I turned to look at him and said, "I'd like to find another man to balance my mood right now." I promise I'll be ashamed. ”

He didn't say anything, but the hand that was holding my leg gripped it again.

I couldn't kick him to kill him, but I was so angry that I looked at him and asked, "Do you want to touch him as long as it's a woman?" Can you touch it? As long as you're not dead, you're going to women, huh? ”

He tilted his head and closed his eyes, revealing a look of hastiness.

I also feel like I'm so stupid, and it's not that I still want to go with him, but I just can't help it. Sooner or later, you have to get divorced, and you are still angry about this, why bother?

Thinking of this, I don't want to talk anymore. Now the most important thing I need to think about is the chest pain, and the doctor said that I should take some medicine if it doesn't get better tomorrow, and I want to keep me in a good mood. I think I should take my medicine now.

After a while, Fanyin opened his eyes, looked at me, pulled my leg with his hand, and asked, "I'll go back?" ”

"Let's go back." I didn't even apologize when I came back, and I choked on every word, which was enough to prove that I made this call without any meaning, and I could only prove my stupidity to him again.

He let go of his hand and sat up on the bed. Then he probably didn't have the strength to move, so he just sat in place, and reached out and grabbed my arm for a while.

I wanted to push him, but he had already pressed him. He wasn't hugging me, he was pressing on me, his arms around my waist, and his jaw on my shoulder.

In this way, I can't push anymore, because pushing again will only push on his wound, and once the wound near the heart is ruptured, it will be too late to take him to the hospital immediately. So I didn't move, but sat still, enduring my breast, which hurt even more because of the pressure.

He leaned in for a moment, his head moved, and he rubbed his cheek against my neck, and his tone was a little fragile: "You hit me." ”

I didn't speak, I didn't move.

"Hit me, Lingling......" he muttered, "Don't ignore me, and don't cry." ”

I still don't want to talk, and I don't want to move.

He was silent for a long time, during which he put his hand around my waist until I kindly reminded, "You can't use your hand, beware of the wound bursting." ”

When he dies, their family will tear me apart, and I want to live until I get divorced.

Before he could close his mouth, he turned his head, kissed me on the cheek, and pressed the back of my head with one hand, making a gesture to kiss me. I had to clench his wrist and look away from him, but I could still see him and know that he was frozen in place. I could see his eyes and know that he was looking at me in silence.

After a while, his hand slowly broke free of my hand and hung down, but soon he lifted it up again, touched my face, and said in a very weak tone: "Lingling...... That's really not me. ”

I didn't speak.

Yes, I really want to believe that it is not him, as if between him and Britney, I do prefer him, after all, the child is "his", and after all, he is an adult. But I don't think I can trust something that doesn't stand up to scrutiny, I've been deceived too many times by my own assumptions.

I asked, "How do you prove it?" ”

"How do I prove it?" He hung his head, first showing a face full of frustration, and after a long time, a sneer appeared on his pale face: "Okay, I'll prove it." ”

I didn't speak.

"I also wrote the guarantee, your father killed my son, I didn't say anything, and I also gave you the property. You also said you were going to get a divorce. He looked at me and said, "You want me to prove it, right?" Then let me tell you, I just plan to let Mi Li give me another son, are you happy? I've got all five on it, are you happy? ”

I can only be silent.

"You stayed in there for half a year, and I couldn't live during that time. So I go to prostitution every day, every day. Are you high or not? His expression was very serious, and there was anger and provocation in his eyes: "I am such a person since the first day you knew me. I've never hidden it from you, it's you who won't get out. ”

I said, "You just said that you wrote the guarantee." ”

"Every word on it is the old man's thoughts." He said angrily: "What does it have to do with me? ”

I didn't say anything more.

He kept his mouth shut, still looking at me in annoyance.

After a stalemate for a while, I got up and climbed into bed, and he didn't stop me.

I went outside, took the envelope out of the bookshelf, came back and sat down on the edge of the bed and handed it to him. He didn't answer, frowning slightly.

"Your guarantee, I won't ask about this again." Really, if you ask one more word, I am not human: "You go and discuss with your father yourself, if he doesn't kill the stars, I will return your information to you." ”

He still didn't answer, and he didn't speak.

"If you agree, I can give it to you right away." I said, "You don't have to complain. You can pursue your son's affairs if you want to, and I also think that my father is doing the right thing, and if you have an account, you can directly find me to settle it. ”

He remained silent.

I shoved the guarantee into his hand and said, "You can either go back and change rooms if you don't bother to leave." I don't want to move the child, she sleeps lightly. ”

He tossed the envelope aside and grabbed my wrist: "Lingling, I'm just ......"

"Don't talk about it." I didn't want to hear him say anything: "It's me who won't get out, but I'll have to rely on it for a while until I convince Nian." ”

"Lingling," he said as he reached over and tried to wrap his arms around my waist, "I'm just angry, I feel like I've done a lot, you shouldn't be ......"

"I'll tell you to stop talking." I said, "If after three months, Nian Nian still doesn't agree, I'll leave her to you." ”

He kept his mouth shut.

I didn't speak again.

Now I can't think about who's right and who's wrong, or who did it. I just think it's really hurtful for him to say that I didn't get out.

I didn't leave him because I loved him.

Later, I didn't leave him, because I felt that it was a good couple, and I wanted to help him heal.

Now I do want to go, but I can't help but think about my child's feelings.

In addition to hurting me, what good has he brought me that deserves my reliance?

It's true......

It hurts so much.

I can't wait to get out of here.

After a long time, he opened his mouth, and his tone was a little cautious: "Don't cry. ”

He put his arms around my waist again, and when he saw that I didn't refuse, he put his hands around my waist, put his face to my cheek, and said, "Whatever you want, but don't cry, okay?" Don't you have chest pain? Does it still hurt? I'll rub it for you? Or let the doctor take care of it? ”

I forgot about the chest pain for half a day, because I was about to collapse from crying.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he stroked my back with the palm of his hand and said softly, "Although you definitely don't believe it, it really isn't me." You can't think that everything is me because I have a criminal record, not to mention that I have the right to give it to you, how dare I mess around, am I stupid? Aren't you afraid you'll kill me? ”

I said, "I can't kill you." ”

He laughed, moved his hand around my back upward, scraped my cheek with his fingers, and asked, "Deflated?" ”

"Nope."

"Do you need to beat me up?"

The smile on his face made me very uncomfortable, and I turned to look at him and said, "I wasn't joking. ”

His smile froze on his face, but he quickly relaxed and said, "I know, you're really angry." You can hit me when you're angry, but don't cry. He picked up the guarantee on the bed again, stuffed it into my pajama pocket, touched my face and said, "Don't be angry, those words just now were all angry with you, I'm just not convinced." Actually, I didn't do anything during that time, and Nian Nian can testify. ”

I took out the pledge and put it aside.

When he first got it, his family told me that if he signed it, he would definitely abide by it. So I was quite happy when I got it.

In fact, it is very strange that one of the spouses in a marriage has to write such a thing.

I'm not going to ask for it.

No matter what happens to him, I definitely won't say it.

He froze awkwardly, stalemate for a long time, he wanted to say something, but it was time for Lianyin to drink milk, and snorted.

I hurriedly went over to hug her, and asked behind me, "Where is the nurse?" ”

"Next door."

He called the phone next door, and the nurse soon came, holding Lianyin to breastfeed.

It was inconvenient for the traditional sound to be guarded by the side, so he went out.

I felt much cleaner in the room, so I felt chest pain again.

Maybe it's because I was in an extreme situation when I was pregnant with her, so Lianyin was very weak and kept crying. My nurse and I coaxed her until dawn before we finally put her to sleep, and by the time we let her go, we were all sweating profusely.

I sent my nurse to rest, and when I passed by the outer room, I found that Niannian had woken up, and was sitting next to Fanyin, wearing small pajamas, and putting her feet on his lap. Fanyin also smiled and pinched her little feet to tease her, and the two of them couldn't stop laughing.

It's only half past four now, so Nian Nian was still a little scared when she found me, so she shrunk into Fanyin's arms, and said to Fanyin in a small voice, "Dad, I went to bed at seven o'clock yesterday." ”