305 Trust me
"Come on." Fanyin said, "Daddy will tell you a story." ”
"Oh." She jumped down, and then pretended to find me: "Mom~"
"Dad still has injuries on his body, you help him go, don't let him hold you." After I finished explaining my thoughts, I explained to Fanyin: "You control it yourself, don't hurt the child." ”
He nodded, and Nian Nian completely noticed that my face was not good, nodded like pounding garlic, and then slipped away with Fanyin.
I went back to bed and rested, and when I noticed that my chest didn't seem to hurt so much, I relaxed a little more, and I slept again. When I felt someone slapping me, I woke up involuntarily and found Fanyin sitting on the edge of the bed, and Lianyin was put into my arms. My milk came back, she drank one, the other was still seeping, Niannian sat on a chair not far away, holding the doll and tilting her head and licking her lips.
Lian Yin is already very cute, and she looks more like a delicate little girl than when Nian Nian was a child. Every time I watch her breastfeed, I feel that everything in the world has become hazy, and she is the only one who is so beautiful. So I stared at her for a moment now, until I noticed that she had an extra hand on her back.
I couldn't help but get nervous and looked down that arm. Then his hand shook, and then he slowly took it back.
I hugged Lianyin tightly, not wanting to talk to him.
After a few seconds of stalemate, Nian Nian suddenly jumped off the chair, ran over with a bang, took Fanyin's hand, and sent it to the position on Lianyin's back that Fanyin had just touched. I looked at her and saw that Nizi was looking up at me defiantly with her fleshy chin up.
I know that she thinks that her father is looking at me, and she is upset in her heart, and she is avenging him. I also understood her feelings, but I didn't want to explain, I wanted to take Fanyin's hand down, but I thought it was really cruel, so I didn't move.
Fanyin hugged her and said, "Are you hungry?" Daddy takes you to eat something delicious? ”
"Don't." She pouted and said angrily, "I touch my little sister." ”
"Go eat something good." Fanyin said in that gentle and disgusting tone, "Mom and little sister need to rest." ”
"Don't, just touch her and can't do anything to her!" She frowned and reprimanded him: "Don't talk! You listen to me. ”
He closed his mouth in disobscation.
Nian Nian was satisfied, so he pressed his hand, and from time to time glanced at me with those thin eyes that were exactly the same as Fanyin, if it wasn't for the scared cry she had on the day I gave birth, I would really think that she didn't love me anymore.
Under the "compulsion" of Niannian, Fanyin touched Lianyin contentedly for a long time. Nian Nian thought that it was her credit that I didn't stop it, and asked beautifully: "Dad, isn't the little sister cute?" ”
"Cute." Fanyin touched her face and said, "But you were so cute when you were a child." ”
"And which of us is good-looking?"
"Hmm......" Fanyin seemed to be stumped by this question, and thought for a long time before saying, "Mom is good-looking." ”
Nian Nian was not satisfied, and said, "Don't answer ...... seriously"
"Because your mother is good-looking, you and your sister will be so good-looking." Fanyin has always been very patient with Niannian: "You two look so similar, don't worry about this." ”
"That sister is better-looking, and my sister's mother is better looking than my mother." The purpose of Nian Nian must be to anger me. ”
"My sister has grown up, and the more she grows up, the better she looks." Fanyin coaxed her and said, "When you grow to the size of your sister, you will be as good-looking as her." ”
Nian Nian looked at him thief, satisfied: "Really? ”
"Really." Fanyin put her arm around her shoulders and said softly, "Let's go out to eat." Well? ”
"It's been a morning...... she flattened her mouth, "People want to see my little sister." ”
"Little sister wants to sleep."
"I want to watch TV."
"TV doesn't work." I said, "I can't see it until five o'clock in the afternoon." ”
"Then it's up to the little sister......" Nian Nian Lai Pi said: "Dad, people don't want to eat." ”
"Then I'll teach you how to write." Fanyin picked her up and said, "Go, I can't even write my father's name when I'm so old." ”
Nian Nian was finally dragged away by Fanyin, and at this time, Lianyin also finished her milk, and lay on the bed on all fours, like a puppy. I touched her little belly, I felt very cute, and I was so troubled by Nian Nian, not only was I no longer sleepy, but my mood was also better. After lying down for a while, he went downstairs to bask in the sun with Lian Yin in his arms.
Uncle Lin helped me prepare the stroller and laughed sneakily: "In the middle of the night last night, the doorman suddenly said that Mr. was back, which really scared me." ”
"How did you wake you up?" Uncle Lin has a lot of things to take care of, and he is old, so Fanyin will not alarm him when he comes back in the middle of the night, after all, he is not on the night shift and needs to rest.
"Because the gentleman has no money in his hand." Uncle Lin smiled and said, "He took a taxi, this should be his first time taking a taxi, and he must be very scared." ”
Who said it was the first time? He's also taken the tram, subway, and train, but it's just Britney.
I asked, "Scared?" ”
"Well, yesterday fortunately it was just an ordinary driver, if it was a killer disguised, he would lock the car and pull him to the wilderness." Uncle Lin said: "He didn't have a gun or a knife on him, it was so cold last night, and he didn't even change a warm clothes, so he ......"
Probably because I kept laughing, Uncle Lin also laughed, and said a little embarrassedly: "I think that he is so seriously injured, it must have taken a lot of effort to sneak out of the hospital." In the morning, the old gentleman found out and called to question, and the gentleman quarreled with him again. He also kept asking me how you and the ladies were doing, and he was very happy to hear what I said, and if I could choose, everyone would like to be healthy......"
Alas.
In fact, when I saw that picture that day, I wasn't too sad, I was just very angry. This is probably because I also seem to understand in my heart that the first personality of Fanyin has no reason to do that kind of thing, because his core information is in my hands. Even if I didn't know it before, I can at least prove through the rice grain incident that I will lose my mind on this issue. The first personality understands the stakes, and it is indeed not necessary.
The little nurse also explained that it did not succeed, which means that this matter is different from the nature of rice grains. Calm down and think about it, it is indeed Britney who is more likely to do this kind of thing. Because he told me earlier that the first personality was absorbing his energy, and he needed me to break down my relationship with the first personality in order to prevent the first personality from continuing to absorb his energy.
In fact, the doctor has long said that after the fusion of two personalities, no one will disappear, but it will be reflected in a different form. I also took the time to meet with the doctor the other day to talk about this topic, and the doctor also said that this is a good progress, which proves that the first personality subconsciously agrees with some characteristics of the second personality, such as the "feelings" that he used to abandon. However, the two personalities are still in a competitive relationship, especially the hostility of the second personality is heavier and more difficult to resolve. It's like if someone suddenly tells me that they will merge me with Niannian, but no one will disappear, but it will only be embodied in another form, I am afraid that I will also think it is nonsense.
It's just that I don't want to forgive him so easily, and I still feel in my heart that no matter which personality it is, it's him after all, why should I find a reason for him to be patient like this? But...... As Uncle Lin said, he has made a lot of changes, and the disease is not something he can control.
Before I went out to bask in the sun, the old man called me and gave me a lecture. Mrs. Han also called, and she softly asked me to persuade Fanyin to go back to the hospital. Of course, I knew he had to go back and find him in Niannian's room, but Xingxing sat next to him and talked to him with his head down, and Niannian struggled to hold a pencil and write his name crookedly.
When I came in with Lianyin in my arms, Fanyin's eyes lit up obviously, obviously thinking that I wanted to show him the child.
I certainly didn't, but he was already on his feet. Frankly, when a proud and rebellious man stood in front of me like a puppy, it was hard for me to bear it, so I let go of it a little and asked, "Is he really normal?" ”
He knew that I was asking Britney, and nodded slightly.
"Are you sure?" I said, "If you take her and have an accident, I'll give everything you have to my dad right away." ”
He nodded and said, "He's been normal for a long time, I know best." ”
I thought about it and asked, "I have a mole on my body, where is it?" "If it's him or not, I think he can understand how much courage it takes to put his own child in possible danger.
He was stunned for a moment, then looked at the stars and Niannian, his eyes were a little ambiguous, and said, "Come here and tell you quietly." ”
I wanted to go over, but when I saw that the star bit my lip and tried to avoid it, Nian Nian held the pencil but his ears were erect high, so I dispelled this thought and handed Lian Yin over.
Because he didn't have the strength in his hands, I also helped him drag Lianyin's back together.
Lian Yin was awake, her eyes wide open, blinking at Fanyin. She was a little strange to him, but maybe she was more curious? In short, she didn't cry, she raised her little hand, and Fanyin took her hand in her mouth, kissed her and hugged her tightly.
I didn't have a chance to hold on to it, and I was worried. Xingxing also ran over to support Fanyin, but he still didn't let go, hugged her tightly, and put his face to her little head, like it very much.
For two or three minutes, I was a little too excited, which made me a little nervous. But fortunately, he quickly returned the child to me.
Xingxing helped him sit down, and I asked, "Just now your father and your mother called and told you to go back to the hospital." I'll send you back. ”
"I'm fine." There was a hint of coquettishness in his calm tone: "It's too boring in the hospital." ”
"If I'm sure he's calmed down, I'll take them to see you every day." I said, "I didn't go because I was afraid that he would scare the children." ”
He raised his head, looked at me, then turned to the stars and said, "Take my sister out to play, let's talk about something." ”
The stars led Niannian out, and Niannian was of course happy that she didn't have to write, so she ran away without hesitation.
Lian Yin didn't understand anyway, so she stayed in my arms.
Fanyin took my hand again and asked, "Do you believe me?" ”