It's useless to regret it!

Deng Xue sighed again. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Deng Xue found that since watching the news, she seems to sigh a lot, Deng Xue is a little strange, this is not like her character. But it's useless to be strange, Deng Xue feels that her current mentality is a little unbalanced.

When there was no comparison, Deng Xue didn't feel how difficult her life was, how hard her career was, and how much she didn't feel that the money she earned didn't match the actual value.

But now that she has watched the news and the designer studio on Taobao, she really feels this difference, once there is a difference, there is a comparison, people's hearts change!

Loss, envy, remorse, longing, jealousy~~~

Complex emotions filled Deng Xue's heart, especially in the dead of night, people's psychology was already sensitive and susceptible at this time, and caught up with this powerful comparison and stimulation, Deng Xue's heart was unbalanced~~~

Negative emotions are contagious, Deng Xue's psychological changes quickly followed the random jump of thoughts, affecting her own fate, Deng Xue suddenly felt that her life was really too much of a failure, career failure, love failure, even raising a child were all failures, what kind of life is this life of the two of them now~~~

Woo woo~~~

Deng Xue lay on the table and cried in a low voice, in the dim light, next to the baby's sleeping little face~~~

The next morning, Deng Xue was woken up by the child's screams, she felt sore, and she got up from her seat to make milk powder for her son. Looking back at the table, there were still traces of her falling asleep after a night of crying.

The traces seemed to be alive again, writhing into various patterns, making Deng Xue's thoughts can't help but fly, thoughts flow up the clock in time, and a face that suddenly broke into her life came into mind, a sweetness mixed with sourness filled her heart, and then it was replaced by full helplessness and sadness.

Deng Xue sighed softly: "It's all fate!" ”

After brewing the milk and touching the temperature, Deng Xue handed the bottle to his son, and the little one lay on his back in the crib, holding the bottle and gurgling and began to drink milk, Deng Xue looked at the chubby little guy, and his eyes couldn't help but be a little misty~~~

At this time, her mobile phone suddenly rang, waking Deng Xue up from her state of distraction, Deng Xue took a look, and sent a public account message on WeChat, which was an advertisement for a training institution: "Thanksgiving feedback, Suntech Institution's senior class for fashion designers has opened, tuition fees are discounted by 20%, and there are high scholarships for the excellent!" ”

Costume design training ~~~

Deng Xue was stunned for a moment, just after recalling the meaning, her eyes couldn't help but light up, she couldn't wait to click in, and found that this was an advertisement for a distance education course.

According to the advertisement, this is a new course, students can try five hours for free, and when the five free hours are completed, they will also have the opportunity to take the exam to win a scholarship, and at each stage of study, similar exams will be taken, and the outstanding ones will receive a scholarship with a tuition waiver.

This is a comprehensive training course with a total of 280 hours of design, covering almost all the skills required of a fashion designer. Theoretically, a serious student, following this training, as long as he can pass the exam and officially graduate, he already has all the ability to become a fashion designer.

It's really sleepy to meet the pillow!

Deng Xue's spirits were lifted, all unhappiness was left behind, and she began to study the course content seriously, and when she finally raised her head after studying for a long time, Xiao Budian had already finished drinking milk, holding the bottle and playing in the crib.

Deng Xue looked at her son's cute little face, and was suddenly full of fighting spirit.

Application!

Be sure to sign up!

For the sake of the son!

The registration procedures are not complicated, Deng Xue filled in the information through the WeChat public account, and the registration was completed quickly. Immediately, a course link was sent through WeChat, and Deng Xue clicked on it to see that this was a link to a textbook - "Introduction to Fashion Design". At the end of the link is a requirement that Deng Xue read the book within three days and take an online quiz to pass the next class.

In the next few days, Deng Xue almost kept her mobile phone in her hand, reading books at any time, looking at them twice when she had time, looking at them twice when she had time, and even not forgetting to study between works at night.

Three days later, Deng Xue clicked on the exam link on time, only to see that there were 100 multiple-choice questions in the link, and you must answer more than 80 questions correctly to pass, and if you want to get a scholarship, you must score more than 95 points. And this exam is time-limited, you must answer it within 60 minutes, if you don't finish it, then how much is counted directly scored.

After reading the introduction, Deng Xue didn't dare to start directly, first settled his son, roughly swept the textbook on the side, and then focused on clicking to start.

Time flies in a state of concentration, and unconsciously, 100 questions have been completed, Deng Xue only felt a little sore in her arm, and she hesitated to hand in the paper - 96 points!

Deng Xue was a little prostration, slumped in the chair, she was really nervous, even more nervous than when she was in college to deal with the exam, she was facing the most difficult subjects at the beginning, and she didn't want to be so committed to it now. It seems that people are really not forced to do their jobs, they are carefree in college, there is no pressure in life, and they are good all day long, which is like now, whether the exam is successful or not, it directly means that the livelihood of the two of them will be in the future, which is really not nervous.

After leaving school for so long and entering a tense state of study again, Deng Xue felt extremely uncomfortable at first, but she was forced by life, and she had to adapt if she didn't adapt.

In order to become a fashion designer, Deng Xue's sleep time is compressed to 5 hours a day, and many times she does not dare to close her eyes, because as long as she closes her eyes, as long as it takes a few seconds, she will fall asleep immediately. Deng Xue sometimes looks at herself and can't imagine that the delicate and pure girl who was beautiful at the beginning is gone, and the girl who was cared for in the palm of her hand no longer exists, leaving only a single mother who is desperate for the future of her child.

Deng Xue has never felt that time is so precious, she even has to save every second, she has never been busy, so busy that she can't tolerate any idle thoughts in her head, and there is a small whip behind her at all times, so that she can't stop for a moment, only to run desperately forward, keep running. I don't dare to relax at all, as if tomorrow is the end of the world, and while I am still alive, I want to do everything in one go.