Chapter 498: It's not that scary to face
"Well, I'm back." This is...... I looked into the depths, it was my room. The afterglow swept to a person standing not far away, and tears rolled down from the corners of my eyes, "Grandma...... "I'm not dreaming, I'm really back, right, and I've really seen my grandmother, right?" "Thick ink." I raised my hand, a tingling sensation came from my wrist, and I looked up and saw the hanging bottle, there was no doubt that there was a needle stuck in my wrist, and I was hanging water.
"Yes." Thick Ink let go of me, "Grandma is fine. He kissed me on the forehead and lowered my hand flat.
The grandmother walked slowly to my side, and the white hair on her head was shining. The sunlight outside shines through the window on the hair of the house milk, and the house milk is reflected in the sun, beautiful and simple, "house milk." I shouted weakly, just waiting for her reply. In my inner world, I can cry out for my grandmother as unscrupulously as before. At that time, I was Lin Xuan's original appearance, at that time, I was still Xuanzi in my grandmother's mind, at that time, I was not a snake demon, and now, I am waiting for my grandmother's judgment.
My grandmother's eyes are still full of love when I look at me, and there are a lot of distress mixed with it, not enough, these are far from enough, I want to get the affirmation of my grandmother, will my grandmother recognize me? Then why didn't she admit me to her face? Why did you give me the insoles to take away? But the insole was made by her for Lin Xuan, if she didn't recognize me, why did she give me the insole?
The grandmother walked up to me, "Xuanzi." Her shriveled mouth called out my nickname, "Suffered." β
"Grandma, you're okay, I thought you ...... I almost stopped where I had you. I said. When he said this, the thick ink hand standing next to the grandmother squeezed it, and he was very unhappy that I said this. I thought to myself, there is you in that world, and the you in my mind, he is also kind, simple and a little proud.
Nong Mo put the small stool on the side of the bed and helped the grandmother to sit down, "How can there be anything wrong with the grandmother?" The grandmother gently stroked my palm, "The grandmother is reluctant, I didn't see Xuanzi get married and have a baby, how can the grandmother be reluctant?" The grandmother's eyes were red.
"Grandma, she's just fascinated, and no one else will do this anymore but her." Who else is she in the thick ink mouth besides Taiyin? The grandmother was actually fascinated by Taiyin, is the purpose to lie to me? "She knows Grandma's place in your heart, and she also knows the purpose of your trip, Ah Xuan."
"But isn't that my heart? It has nothing to do with her. I said, "This is my own calamity." β
"Because you're stupid, Taiyin takes advantage of this, but she didn't expect you to lock yourself up like this, and then the psychological accident resolved the bigger impulse." Thick ink's eyes darkened, "She couldn't have imagined that you would actually enter your inner world under great stimulation, this is your ability, ho, stupid also has the benefits of stupidity." "I don't know if he's complimenting me or if he's sarcastic, so let's take it as a compliment.
"Are you okay, grandma? Is it okay to be fascinated? I asked hurriedly.
"It's okay, it's just holding your breath for an hour." "Don't worry about that. The grandmother also nodded,
"Then why don't you tell sΓΉ, in that case...... "I can come out sooner, since the house milk is fine, I will definitely shake faster, the smell is thick, and it makes me so painful when I am separated from the house milk in my heart." I cast my gaze at the thick ink to eat him.
"Because you have to overcome it yourself, not everyone has someone to help you with everything, you have to grow on your own and know how to make trade-offs." What Thick Ink said makes a lot of sense. Later, I understood the true meaning of this sentence, God finally didn't take out half of my heart after making such a big stumbling block for me, this experience told me, it seems that you have lost some, but in fact you have gained more. Don't be afraid to choose, don't be afraid to face it, if I continue to immerse myself in my own little world, then not only will I not be with my real family, but I will also lose my family milk. Throwing away those beautiful illusions, as soon as I opened my eyes, God gave me a family mother, a family milk who loved me like life. I want to thank him for this lesson that Thick Ink taught me.
I have a lot to say to my grandmother, but I don't know how to say it in the face of my grandmother, she still calls me Xuanzi, does she still treat me as a baby? I looked at my grandmother and didn't talk for a while. Seeing that Thick Ink nodded at me, I mustered up the courage to ask, "Grandma, did Thick Ink tell you about me?" β
The grandmother looked back at the thick ink, and then came to look at me, her eyes were full of guilt, "Didn't you tell the grandmother earlier, my Xuanzi has suffered so much, and when I think of Xuanzi suffering a lot, I poke my heart." β
"Grandma, I'm fine, I'm just, I'm just afraid you'll be afraid of me." I'm not human after all, I'm no longer her granddaughter.
"Say something stupid!" The grandmother reprimanded me, "After Xuanzi came back from Baitou Mountain, I couldn't feel your breath at all, although they are exactly the same, but they are two different people, but how could my Xuanzi become like that, I thought about it for many days, but there is no answer." I believe in Mt. Paektu so much, how can I suspect that they sent me the wrong person. β
"Grandma, how did you recognize me?" I asked.
"I brought it up with my own hands, how could I not recognize it, I look at your back, I know who you are. But you don't want to recognize me, I know you must have a hard time......" The grandmother wiped the corners of her eyes, she rubbed my palm, and said lovingly: "How many times have I hugged you, combed your hair, and dressed you...... You're here, my own baby, even if it's a monster, it's always the baby's baby, I don't care what the fetus is, what blood. She tilted her head stubbornly, "A soul follows a body, whoever lives in this body is who, that is my granddaughter, the granddaughter I brought up, is there anything else that comes first?" No, it's not, where is the reincarnation assigned by this Hades, what rules do I don't care about this old woman, so many souls, any one is my granddaughter, there is no difference, if you are robbed, it is called no fate, and what has grown up is authentic. The grandmother also held her breath in her heart and said a lot of words at once.
Her words turned out to be my sudden enlightenment, although I still feel sorry for Lin Xuan, who was originally going to be reincarnated, but these reincarnated souls are the same for their relatives before reincarnation, as long as it is a combination of spirit ~ flesh, it is life, and the family seems to care about this, at this point, the point of view of the family is not wrong. It's just that from the perspective of me and Lin Xuan, it was I who robbed her of her things, but for the family, no one is true or fake. But...... Who can accept my identity as a fairy except for my grandmother? My grandmother loves me too much, so what about the Lin family, even if they don't care who is real and who is fake, then do they care about humans and demons? I guess I care too much.
"Thank you, grandma." I swallowed, "What I'm most afraid of is facing you, but now I find that facing the milk is the easiest." "I'm afraid it's much harder to face others. Sure enough, the people who love you don't care what you are at all, the same as your grandmother, the same as thick ink, and if your uncle is alive, he should be the same.
I didn't go around the gate of hell so easily, it was so simple, I was accepted by the grandmother, she just felt that it was her Xuanzi.
"How long did I sleep?" Is it so long that you have to hang water? How did the doctor give me the needle, don't say that the thick ink did it himself.
"You're in there for a few days, just a few days here, it's the same, don't worry, I'll tell my grandma everything." "It took me a lot of time to get into your inner world and get in touch with you. "It seems really hard, I looked at the thick ink apologetically.
"Xuanzi, you're awake!" My aunt stood in the doorway, and she ...... I glanced at her, and my aunt came in with her life, and she actually ...... My eyes widened.
"Don't forget, Auntie is also a Taoist person." The thick ink reminded me, yes, my aunt also learned the Tao, how could she not see life? How can I not feel who I am? How did I forget this, I really don't have enough brains. So, did my aunt and grandmother confess?
"Auntie, aren't you afraid of me?" I asked.
My aunt pulled her hair back, "Your grandmother is not afraid of you, and I already know your identity, so how can I be afraid of you." "It seems that she has also identified herself with her grandmother? It must have been said these days. Seeing her talk about these relaxed looks, she was very relieved and open, this is probably the state she has been yearning for, but the relationship is wrong, hurting the innocent, fortunately, fortunately she woke up in time, fortunately she didn't continue. People who have lived with their grandmother and uncle will only be assimilated.
"Auntie, I misunderstood you before." I said apologetically, "I'm sorry, thank you too." "Thank you for stopping the injury in time, thank you for your efforts to save your uncle, thank you for helping me, and thank you for taking care of the family milk alone after my uncle left, when everyone was away.
My aunt smiled at me, "I don't dare to think about the disgraceful things I did before." She changed her tone, "I'm sorry to you, and thank you for not poking me out and letting me stay." Her eyes were also filled with tears, and she must have remembered her uncle. Auntie, in my inner world, my uncle has always been with you, and you are quite affectionate, which means that I don't hate you anymore, not at all.
"Yuzhi, don't say these words, let's go get some food." The grandmother got up and said.
"Mom, I'll go, don't go up and down." My aunt was busy letting go of her life and rope to help her grandmother.
"It's always good to work out." The family mother insisted on going down herself.
I was suddenly very fascinated by this scene, the grandmother is the most exquisite person, when it comes to tolerance and kindness, I have never met a grandmother like this, she may understand a lot, but she does not say it, it is a great relief to others and herself.
After the two of them went down, Nong Mo sat down on the edge of my bed, leaned down directly and hugged me, and let out a long sigh of relief, "Ah Xuan, isn't it as terrible as you think?" β
"It's true that I used to talk about him too much, and I lost a lot of precious opportunities." I say.
Thick ink looked up from my neck, his face was only three inches away from me, and the breath he exhaled was spraying on my face, and just as my face was red, he said, "That child, has been missing for three days." β