Three words floated out of my mouth, the question behind "...... her grandmother" doesn't have to be asked, and thick ink also knows what I want to ask, in the real world, is she still good with her grandmother? Or is she already ......

"Ah Xuan." If I could see him now, his eyes would be dark, very deep, and I couldn't see clearly, and he said, "No matter what happens to grandma, you have to face it." Running away will only make the problem worse, and I won't tell you about your grandma's situation now, where is grandma. If you can't even pass this level of your own, Ah Xuan...... Don't let everyone down. "The most important thing he wants to say is not to disappoint him, I don't want to disappoint anyone.

"Give me time to say goodbye, okay?" Give me a moment to say goodbye to my inner world. When I get out, I'll never see them again, I'll never see them again, I'll never feel like this anymore. Those who are far away are gone, I didn't expect to be able to reproduce the scene and realize my dreams, but since I'm here, let me say goodbye, okay?

"Time is pressing, do you know how to get back?" Thick ink asked.

I tightened my hand, then let go, "Let me try, I'll see if I can get past myself." "It's my luck to have passed, and it's my life if I can't pass it, so I admit it.

"I'll wait for you." The forbearance of thick ink seemed to be about to explode, and his breath became very unstable, "Ah Xuan, you must wake up......" Suddenly a hand stretched out in the sky to grab me, I hurriedly turned around, and when I opened my eyes, it was my grandmother who was lifting the quilt for me.

"The face is covered in, Xuanzi, it's not good to sleep with your head covered." The grandmother smiled and said, "Get up, go to school, today, Xuanzi will be able to see her parents when she comes back at noon." She smiled so hard that her eyes narrowed into slits, and the smile she couldn't hold back showed that she was also happy.

Since my parents are also here in a few days, let's let Yiqiē end at the reunion dinner, which can be regarded as fulfilling the dream of eating together as a family.

I especially cherish the time when I was in school, and the half-day class reminded me of the old days. I sat in my seat, and I was afraid that I had listened most carefully ever. When I was in school, I thought about the holidays, and when I was young, I thought about growing up. But later, these became memories of longing, and after many days, I returned to my high school class, sitting here like a dream. In the morning, it is the sound of reading aloud, the class is full of passion, the desk is full of youthful sweat, and there are familiar faces around. Thick Mo sat there and took notes seriously, but looked up at me from time to time, I used to think he was annoying, but how beautiful this time is, it's too late.

Isn't there such a question on the Internet? If one day, you wake up and find yourself in a middle school classroom. On the podium, the teacher was lecturing, and the students around him were listening to the lecture with relish. The tablemate kicked you and said, "You still haven't listened to the class, and you're asleep again." Thinking about it, I was teary-eyed, probably most people wish they could travel back, they all want to wake up asleep in class, and they can start over and choose again. I just wish I had a long, long dream, and it didn't seem too late at that time.

However, as we all know, the past is the past, and the missed is the missed. There is no regret medicine in this world, and there is no moonlight treasure box, and the youth that has passed and the years that have passed are all impossible to experience again. So cherish what you should cherish, even if you wear it back one day, it may just be a dream. "Xuanzi, what's wrong with you?" My tablemate whispered to me, it was a pure voice that belonged to the unincorporated society, "Are your eyes tired?" ”

"Well, I'm tired of watching." I rubbed my eyes. I am touched by the fact that you are so alive in the depths of my heart.

I quietly shook her hand under the table, "Xuanzi." She was a little puzzled, no matter how good the relationship was, how could there be a handshake in class. I didn't say anything, and continued to listen to the lecture, looking at the thick ink from time to time. Just let me hold it for a moment. Alas, I thought that after going to college, we would have a good relationship and be in constant contact. But it's very good, how beautiful I think, but what I do is far from enough, after graduating from high school, I have little contact with my tablemates, even if I vowed to contact when we separated, but then I slowly forgot about it. It's okay for me to go through this again, let me hold hands again, and in the future, I may not be able to keep in touch often.

"Xuanzi!" As soon as I entered the door, I was circled by my mother.

"Thick ink, come, this is a gift for you." Dad spoke in the back, "Xuanzi, your mother has already put you in your room." ”

"Xuanzi, I just made a bet with your father." The uncle came out of it with a book, he smiled happily, and his white hands flipped through the paper, "Do you remember these acupuncture points?" He pointed to the half of the acupuncture points on it and asked me, it was a part of the acupuncture points above the back, which I knew very well when I was a child. My uncle forced me to memorize acupuncture points, and I was angry for many days.

"I remember." As I spoke, I looked at my living uncle, who was still healthy, although he had the side of a weak scholar, but it was not the sick and sorrowful appearance I saw later. In my heart, my uncle was healthy, and I asked, "Are you betting that I can memorize it?" ”

The uncle confidently looked at his father, "See, your daughter will definitely carry it, is there anything wrong with the children I teach?" He went to call Siyuan again, and asked Siyuan to come and carry it with me, what a confident uncle.

"Stop making a fuss, it's time to eat." My aunt knocked on my uncle's shoulder with the other end of the chopsticks, "You two are not children, go wash your hands and eat." ”

Everyone set the dishes and chopsticks, and my grandmother and mother brought out a large plate of chicken nuggets from the kitchen, and I sat on the table with my head down and chopped the rice, feeling so sad that it hurt like meat. "We're coming back this time, we're really going to have to stay a little longer." Dad said, "The child's mother thinks the child wants to go crazy, and Xuanzi is fine, so let's live together." ”

"What to say, the wording is inappropriate." Mom screwed Dad through her clothes.

Grandma scolded her, "Hey~ Don't bully Xuanzi's father, the children are here." ”

"Why doesn't Xuanzi speak, isn't it too delicious?" My uncle asked, and at the same time gave me a few pieces of chicken, "Eat more and gain more weight." ”

The chicken tasted like chewing wax in my mouth, and I was extremely depressed, so I hesitated to put down the dishes and chopsticks, where could I still eat. When everyone saw that I was not eating, they all asked me what was wrong.

"I can't fool myself anymore." I lowered my head and looked at the sumptuous dishes on the table, "I really want to stay forever, even if I die, to stay in a place where there are loves and dreams." But I can't be so selfish, I'm not alone. ”

"Xuanzi."

"Xuanzi, what are you talking about?"

"You know, you know what I'm going to say, because you're my own inner world. I'm deceiving myself, I can't stand the ...... of my grandmother" I frowned, and to be honest, it was really hard, "I'm afraid I'm leaving, this place, I hope it's always so clean, forever stuck at that time." ”

"Xuanzi." My grandmother looked at me in amazement.

"Grandma, whether you are good in reality or not, I have to leave." The thought of home milk may ...... I couldn't help but want to hug her tightly. I stood up and walked up to my uncle.

I hugged my uncle, "Uncle, the one you hurt the most is Xuanzi." But I never saw you for the last time, and I don't even know where your grave is. ”

Uncle didn't speak, he just patted me on the back silently, "Uncle, I'm sorry, I really regret it, I regret not calling you more." The love you give Xuanzi, Xuanzi really will never be able to give it to you, but I will never see you again. "When I was so lacking in father's love when I was a child, what you gave me was not only father's love, a world, a flower, a world, a leaf and a Bodhi, you and your grandmother gave Xuanzi a piece of heaven.

Even if I knew it wasn't true, even if I knew that my uncle couldn't hear what I said, he wouldn't have a chance to hear it. But when I saw that the uncle I was holding was fading, I still had tears and snot in my eyes.

"Xuanzi." I don't know when, my grandmother came to my side, "Xuanzi doesn't cry, Xuanzi doesn't cry, ah." "My grandmother's dry hands hurt a little on my face, but I miss her dry hands so much, even if she is holding me to cut my nails once, even if she says, Xuanzi, it's dark outside, my grandmother will send you.

I rubbed my face on my grandmother's hand, "Grandma, Xuanzi loves you, but Xuanzi has to choose the real side, and you will always be here." I pointed to my heart, "Xuanzi can't help but face it." Speaking of this, I cried loudly, I hugged my grandmother and cried in the dark, "Woo, my grandmother is sorry." Little by little, the milk was gone, the tears blurred my eyes, and the life at my feet jumped upward, and I sat down on the ground, trying to hug it, but in the end I didn't find anything substantial.

One hand grabbed my hand, and when I looked up, the thoughts around me, my parents, the tables, chairs, and even the walls were all gone, but the thick ink standing beside me did not change. He wears a high school uniform, and the light blue school uniform reflects the smell of sunlight in the sunlight. I plunged into his deep eyes, with the eyes of his eyes as attachment points, the surrounding scenery gradually changed, and the pure school uniform on his body was gradually replaced by a fashionable coat.

The other hand waved in front of my eyes, my half-open eyes blinked, completely opened, and what caught my eye was the thick ink holding my hand, his eyes were deep and brilliant, flowing with thick ink-like emotion, and then I was tightly held into his arms, "Ah Xuan, you are back." ”